sad stuff

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

your backyard

occam's razor

decaying at 18 w/ supachefm

ily all
@guardinmusic
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
prod @antongxldn

lyrics
sadeyes:
i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

don't act like i hate you, you know that i don't
you don't have a reason to blow up my phone

sit in the dark ima play my guitar
ima pray that i make it how have i 

made it this far
this far
this far 
this far x2

look at the night sky 
look at the stars
look at the bright side
look at my scars

emotionally bruise me when we fight in the car
every ounce of hate you carry tears me apart

how do i cope with the pain, every day you push me away
you wanna fuck and you know what i'll say
i don't need relationship shit in my way, stay out the way

guardin:
stay out my way i don't want you
drunk in my bed i won't fuck you
love isn't something i want dude
we're simply friends thought i told you

i don't wanna hear it anymore
your voice punctures through my head and i cannot ignore
anymore these advances are just smothering me quick
let me dabble in the gravel with my ganja and a bic

i think this winter left you colder than the breeze
i think you suffer from another lovers leave
might be just a sense of lust the love you have for me
anxiously outta focus i'm just hopin' i can breathe

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson


9tails:
too deep down in my brain again
i swam a little bit and drown
in my lonliness

emtions buried deep down arc reactor ironman
rip two bowls get high again
go face roll on life again

game unlocked
like im notch
tommy flag
on my socks
i dont care 
if u watch
but you cant chip in on this blunt
sad as fuck
so i stunt
drop a track
smellin skunk
smellin farts
in the smoke
from the weed not from my bum

girl i can tell that you like me ya
body and mind that could strike me ya
attitude ready to fight me
speaking her mind and i like it

heart breaker wear it like nike
did you the same and its high key
focused as fuck you cant sike me
ill cover my ears u cant mike me

emotions like blue when they snowball
i come alive at night fall
flow with some flavour like menthol
music turn into a day job

icy heart like a face off
she went back to take my face off
of the photos of us on her facebook
moving on like im driftwood

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

8pm w/ guardin & 9tails (prod. antongxldn)

Unknxwn. - I'm Too Busy In Despair.   Produced By Reaper

fiveofive (prod. excedi)

fiveofive

remember that life always works out in the end <3

suicidal thoughts shouldn't be normal, but they are (prod. Dazel)

Time Is Money Presents: 31 …. the Halloween mixtape including 31 songs from 31+ different artists

SadBoy Prolific - Insane

Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 2

Life Is Beautilful

Life Is Beautiful

Written and recorded by Vaboh
Engineered by Alec Lark

Listen If You Hate Someone

Official Music Video

Crying Tonight (Prod. Masked Man)

Lyrics:
I need a breather, I need a breather
Got a love needle, it was so lethal
Now watch me bleed bleed bleed, now watch me bleed out
I wanna leave leave leave but i cant leave her
I need a breather, I need a breather
Got a love needle, it was so lethal
Now watch me bleed, bleed bleed, now watch me bleed out
I wanna leave leave leave, but i cant leave her

I Make songs all day (Yeah - yeah)
Saying imma go away (Disappear)
You never loved, me (never loved me)
But I dont listen, Ignoring all of your warnings
And Im sorry to myself  (But I doont listen)
Me getting hurt was a choice, I'm always so Hard headed

Its an own fault of mine, I caused it
Its an own fault of mine, I caused it
Its an own fault of mine, I caused it
Its an own fault of mine, I caused it

I need a breather, I need a breather
Got a love needle, it was so lethal
Now watch me bleed bleed bleed, now watch me bleed out
I wanna leave leave leave, but i cant leave her

I need a breather, I need a breather
Got a love needle, it was so lethal
Now watch me bleed bleed bleed, now watch me bleed out
I wanna leave leave leave, but i cant leave her

I needa leave, I need to leave her yeah
way that it seems, she got amnesia
she cannot think, that imma believe her
lie through her teeth, show me your fangs
Killing the pain, im off a the meds
your love is a drug, im nearly dead
I coulda left for sumady else
I saw your tears n picked you instead
but thats how it is

Breather - Single

Breather

Breather (Prod. 1998)

IDENTITY CRISIS

INSOMNIA

@iampaycheck - INSOMNIA

Trapped

【﻿Ｈｏｐｅｆｕｌｌｙ Ｓｏｍｅｄａｙ】

lyrics
--------
i don't think i've
ever been this fucking stressed in my life
creature part two isn't finished i lied
just to get them off my back though i tried
i can't create when i'm dying inside
moving this weekend i wish i could fly
don't have my car but i still gotta drive
pack up the uhaul and tell my mom bye
hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why

am i like this
i don't like this
all my friends are enemies behind my eyelids
losing sleep i drive all week and raise my mileage
guardin cut his fucking hair now i don't like him
depression take me by 25
fuck going out i'll just stay inside
this isn't you i say to myself every night lately i contemplate suicide
oh but you're famous online so your life must be great they say but that's a fucking lie
crawl into bed around seven a.m. and the headaches come full force i wanna die

hey holywood would your people ever like me?
misunderstood is all i ever might be

all i ever might be

Produced by ryini

Lyrics

A lot of times I don't feel I got no one to talk to
And all the drugs I take I promise that I try and not to
But people just avoid me so I smoke and pour a shot too
I'm walking to my grave cause tryna live is what I not do

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I don't wanna stay here no more, I don't wanna love I'm so sore
I don't see the point of what it's all for, all I wanna see is her on all four

I'm not that guy I used to be
People are of no use to me
Seems like everyone got used to me
I'm falling back to what I used to be

I'm not alive, I'd rather die
Than to keep up hating my life
Girl goodbye, you're not mine
I'm not yours leave me alone (x2)

I'll fade away with the wind
Everyday's a day I hate being in
Or maybe I just hate my own skin
Is it really even that more different?

Cause the world is bitch that's why I say fuck it
Every morning is shit but I don't think nothing of it
Cause it's always been that way for me
God why'd you give so much hate to me?

I can't take it
How'd I make it?
This far I don't know
Cause I keep losing my hope (x2)

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I don't wanna stay here no more, I don't wanna love I'm so sore
I don't see the point of what it's all for, all I wanna see is her on all four

I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning

spotify.

i lost her.

i'm getting so cold
i think i'm turning blue

синий

DON'T SAVE ME

Prod by @prodplague906

LYRICS//

Tell em hang me, I don’t know myself let it break me, safe inside my hell 
You should hate me, I don’t know myself let it break me, safe inside my hell
Tell em hang me, I don’t know myself let it break me, safe inside my hell you should hate me, I don’t know myself let it break me, till my veins cave in don’t save me 

Don’t save me I’ll find a way
With Empty words inside the smoke they disintegrate
Take away all of the pain with an early grave, slowly fade through the brighter days I’ll be at the gates
Don’t wait for the weeks I’m gone 
I’m a mess I get worse as the time goes on 
Pass by to the great unknown been trash let go goodnight won’t mourn 

Don’t save me
Don’t save me
Let it break through my skin and replace me 
Don’t save me
Don’t save me 
Let it break through my skin and replace me 

Tell em hang me, I don’t know myself let it break me, safe inside my hell 
You should hate me, I don’t know myself let it break me, safe inside my hell
Tell em hang me, I don’t know myself let it break me, safe inside my hell 
You should hate me, I don’t know myself let it break me, don’t save me

DON'T SAVE ME (PROD. PLAGUE)

prod yusei  & me

lyrics:

i had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry, don't die
give it two years it'll only take time
and you're never ever ugly with a smile that bright
no your parents don't listen but i swear they wanna try

know your stressed, and depressed, and your hair is a mess
but you're cute when you lose or you're mad at your friends
and i hate when you'd cry every time that i said
oh i love when you're here, i don't want this to end

can we not talk school for once, it makes me nauseous
everyone in class is either mean or real obnoxious
and i'm sorry that i said it, but i felt so fuckin lost
it's like my life is just a token either spent it or you lost it

here i'm sittin, eye inside the storm issuing
waiting being patient for the rain to ruin
everything i've ever loved or ever touched, 
or ever gave a fuck about, i'm sorry that i hurt you friend i'm sorry that i let you down

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

 had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

sad stuff

bunny