Lyrics:

Deep inside of me Demons creeping sleeping silently 
Me violently dreams Im dreaming
Keep on fighting me
Steep climbing peaks keep me seeing
Things that frighten me
Leash tightening leaves me feeling
Deep anxiety 

Decisions that are made
Any things that's ever thought 
Every little bit you say
Just sings a different song
On Any given day
You get to feeling off
All attempts are in vein
We came from different cloth
Emotions may be stained 
The pain is never gone  
No road to be paved 
From the ways that Ive come 
No hoping that I stayed 
The same as I was young
I am closing the old page 
Whole phase of me is done

These days I deal with mental shit 
Sleep late and feel the emptiness 
Please take another pill for this
Cheat fate and peel the skin from this

Its deeper than skin, cant
Keep keeping it in, man
Even Cheating to win would eat me within
Its Easy to sin, damn

I overthink and analyze 
I Go to sink and cannot rise
Noticing this sadness lies
I Only see a savage life
The joy in me its passing by
The boy in me just has to die
Maturity it grabs its ties
This purity it has declined 

hard for water to remain clean
When part of the water is stained deep
The start of the problem is lost and forgotten
The heart of it all is changing 

Changing how I look at things
Mean things with no meanings  
Strange now im hooked right in
Screaming for no reason 
Aiming down a crooked lane
Leaning just to see in
Pain is found as food instead 
Eating just to bleed it

Hands clammy palms sweat
Cant stand these thoughts dread 
Famine see all dead 
Damn man we all read

Horrible history more of it is misery 
Explorable disbelief born of it is mystery 
Important it is believed formed from all its missing things 
More of yall get to me torn from what has written me

But that is just the way that I have always been foreal 
No matter what you say or even call it what you will
Attacked by my brain and controlled by how I feel
Though matt is insane I've got ahold of the wheel

Never letting loose gotta keep my eyes peeled 
Forever in a noose is how my life feels
Whatever will I do about my life skills 
Not ever once a clue without I try still

Mixing signals constantly 
Get these feelings off of me
Robbin me from father things
Honestly it bothers me

Part of me has harvested the heart of the fathered me
Hard to see darkness when the hardships have sparked the heat

Heat created flames and the flames created light 
Beat day by day but through pain repaved my life
The Anxiety inside of me is what's piloting or riding me 
This violent peak of hide and seeks is silently what's trying me

What do I do when I've done my best
When Jumping through hoops has gone to rest
Something will prove that someone can move 
This Utterly huge weight off of my chest

This weight I'm feeling daily 
Is it fake or am I crazy 
Can I take what I am facing
Or place when i am racing
What's inside of me I taste it
Residing deep and strangely 
Keep quite it is dangerous 
Reasons why that I am anxious



Anxiety

State Of Mind

No matter how rough it seems or how tough it gets, I GOT THIS.

I Got This

I didn't feel that these lyrics made it to their full potential the first time around. So Bird Leaf helped me get it there.

Anxiety V2 ft. Bird Leaf

New song beat from is a free none profit beat downloaded from beat stars can’t remember the dudes tag

Anxiety

HazMatt

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