i guess its jus sex stuff now :/

Lyrics:

she can't be the person you want her to be
and i can't be the person you need me to be
im still the same kid that you met at 13
she'll have a person jus any but me
could you whisper sweet nothings and put me at peace
your breath on my ear fills my heart n my cheeks
we never go where we're needed 2 be
oh we never go when we're needed 2 be  
lil busy passed out
on the riptide
sweep me away drag me out towards the moonlight
its pretty out here

ok

i like the view from my oakwood casket
she liquidates my confidence
with her honest kiss
think she wants me still
this motions overkill
yea we can do the same thing that's fine alright no stop

oh oh oh oh
wut was i saying again

hey nice to meet you
oh are you heading that way too
i tried my best to wait on you
but that got tedious so
i went inside cause the vibe 2 cold
i've seen the bodies in the open snow
fitted up with snowpants and neon coats
a second more would've sealed her hold

sealed her hold
sealed her hold
sealed her hold
yuh woulda sealed her hold
woulda
sealed her hold
sealed her hold

sexsexsex (eric godlow)

inside the stars

inside the stars [pearlblade]

Oliver Francis - a blue ribbon for your broken heart

idk the prod tbh

i get so scared i just dont know what to say
i let my heart control the path of my brain
i never thought id be the one left insane
but i cant measure out the weight of this pain

(uhhh i gave up on like trying to be better becuzzzz
tbh the only thing that helps me is nothing at all)

MASK IT TRY TO FIGHT IT
THERES NO FUCKIN WAY TO HIDE IT
BURY ME WITH ALL THE INSECTS 
SLIT MY WRISTS AND CLOSE MY EYELIDS
IVE BEEN SITTING IDLEY QUIET WHILE I ROT
INSIDE AT NIGHT
I JUST CANT GET AWAY FROM THOUGHTS OF ENDING 
MY OWN FUCKIN LIFE

i know ur birthdays tomorrow but ill just try to ignore it
im sick of living broke
im sick of doing this poor shit
ive been a bitter fuck
im always throwin a bitch fit
no you dont get to speak you
were the reason im in this

try to prove me wrong
im out here chasin the good pay
we dont talk at all i still get bad on my worse days
wanna end it all 
i still break down in my driveway
im wishin you the best
but i mean that in the worst way

bitter

2 0 9 3 (kxnan)

I never thought it’d end up being like this
Im out here with my friends feeling like the worlds ours 
Im so used to waking feeling lifeless 
Every single reason for the world to fall apart

So I end up giving 
more & more 
So I end up giving 
more & more 

I got the weight of the wold on my shoulders 
Not enough sun and I hate the exposure
All of this talking but none of it closure
Think that you want it and put it on a poster 
Its cold out here but I can’t stop
So ill take more until I drop 

So I end up getting 
more & more 
So I end up getting 
more & more

MORE

My 3rd track 

🕯LAST AUTUMN🕯
Prod by - FLUX

https://soundcloud.com/prodflux
https://www.youtube.com/@ProdFluxoxo/videos

Big one for me, marking exactly 1 year since my nan passed away.
still hits hard...

Be sure to leave a comment, and follow to help me get to 100. would really appreciate the help.
Thanks all
🕯

🕯LAST AUTUMN🕯

Last autumn, you were leaving in the ground,
Last autumn, still living with me now,
Last autumn, see my tears in me now,
Last autumn, see the fear in me now,

I stop, collapse and fall away, (that moment, took my light)
One year ago, I lost my way, (I’ll see you now, in another life)

Last autumn, no warning,
Ain’t no coming back, wishing I could call you,
Just to listen, have somebody I could talk to,
i‘ve been missing, gone for hours, Just to mourn you…
Now i’m missing, ain’t nobody been calling,
Just a visit, ain’t nobody been walking,
I been busy, ain’t nobody been talking,
I can feel it, I'm broke, I'm falling now…

I stop, collapse and fall away, (that moment, took my light)
1 year ago, I lost my way, (I’ll see you now, in another life)

Oh right, wishing I could call you
Up all night, wishing I could talk to you,
One more night, seeing what I go through,
One last fight, try living like I'm supposed to now…

Last autumn, you were leaving in the ground,
Last autumn, still living with me now,
Last autumn, see my tears in me now,
Last autumn, see the fear in me now,

I stop, collapse and fall away…

LAST AUTUMN

LAST AUTUMN - PROD. Flux

Empathy- abyss w/ luvparaphernalia (prod. anticøn)

An auditory descent into the deep, where light fades and madness blooms.

Bioluminescence is not just an album — it’s a journey beneath the waves of reason and reality. Told through a series of dark, immersive story-tracks, this concept album follows the crew of a submarine as they dive far below the surface… and vanish.

Blending dark post-rock, genre-bending experimentation, and cinematic storytelling, PulseMeld explores the space where wonder turns to dread. Inspired by the emotional weight of Sleep Token, the chaos of genre-twisting modern rock, and the psychological darkness of literary horror, Bioluminescence takes the listener through stages of beauty, isolation, madness, and ultimately, disappearance.

Each track shifts genres to reflect the escalating tension — from cold ambient sonar pulses to crushing industrial sections, delicate electronic awe, chaotic breakdowns, and finally, the suffocating stillness of the abyss.

This is an album for those who love music that tells a story — not with rhymes, but with truth, fear, and fascination. Every sound matters. Every silence speaks.

For fans of: Narrative rock, dark concept albums, post-metal, doomgaze, avant-garde experimental, science fiction horror, and deep emotional immersion.

Bandcamp

Stillness Has a Voice

lyrics:

just say what you want to
while you know you still can
before you know you have to
just say what you want to
while you know you still can 
while you have the chance to

maybe if i knew that 
you would leave me in a few days
that i'd end up black & blue from
the moment you drove away

because the last thing
that i told you
was that i love you
but you had the door closed

🖤spotify 💙

black & blue

Lyrics:
an honestly, 
hope the drugs really take me, imma mess dont need strength 
to another degree, wearing thin on my personality, kno the real ones hate me, no ones fckin wit me
days pass i cant breathe, feelings fade im misplaced outcast still unseen
imma mess she dont love me, an i still feel nothing
 
imma mess hope they kno whats evident
kno in the end keep an act like i was somethin 
im so tired of these games 
feel strung out, all the mess, cant find a place 
demons talkin, still cant find my space in my head 
maybe one day i can end this pain 
take my own life jus to gain some faith 
still hopeful that ill 
end all my suffering
shut my mouth knowing im a nuncense 
no one bother with consecquential nonsense 
im jus tired need to rest my eyelids

an honestly, 
hope the drugs really take me, dont need strength

Crushed Up Remedies

i could tell u this now..

EMPATHY’S REVENGE 🚧

Empathy- abyss w/ luvparaphernalia (prod. anticøn)

Luvparaphernalia

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