♡︎ butteryama ♡︎

written by maye and Fernando Belisario.
produced by Fernando Belisario and Pat Howard.
made with love. <3

Versos de Placer

Scary (+ xmichaelwarren)

Where’s the affection 

Where’s your attention 

Attention I’m hurtin 

Worse that I’m working 

I see you lurking 

Missing some thing 

Just one thing 

One thing 



Suicide at 16 

Fuck is that supposed to mean 

How am I supposed to seem 

now I only see you in my dreams

 fighting that old fiend 

Hard liquor and codeine

Whatever numbs me



Teen suicide

On her mind 

All the time 

All the time 

Her mind ain’t right 

Anxiety hold her tight 

Lullabies about her vice 

Lullabies you sing at night 

That remind me of our times 



Teen suicide 

On her mind 

Miss you all the time

Miss you all the time

My mind ain’t right 

Anxiety hold me tight 

Lullabies about my cries 

Lullabies I sing at night 

That remind me of our times

Teen Suicide (prod. khail)

blossom

I drift for hours on end
And I drank alone again
is there a sign that luck could send
To somehow clear my head

It’s been happening a lot
I get too deep in my thoughts
And I think of all it’s not
And how the wound’s not worth the shot

But I’m through with being vacant
Can you meet me in the basement?
We’ll mourn all the time we wasted
You don’t love me, but just fake it

Happiness lives secondhand through friends
Though far removed from all my connections
Haven’t left my room these past few nights
I’m just holding on to the slightest of lights

But it’s all a blur
And our worlds will always be parallel 
And I’m not hurt
I just told myself things would all go swell
But now it’s getting late
And my vision is getting hazed
And I’ll never admit I’m wrong
And I’m sorry, but it’s just time I go now


There are more important things
That a future life would bring
But I’ll pawn the diamond rings
I just wanna feel something

Cause I’m through with being vacant 
But I don’t know how to be blatant
It’s a bigger mess I’m making 
You’ll never love me, but just fake it

it once burned bright, but now it strains my eyes
To die alone or void of compromise?
Haven’t left my room these past few nights
I’m just holding on to the slightest of lights

I’ll throw my nickels and my dimes
It won’t ever be worth my time
My life savings in wishing wells
To get us through personal hells
I’ll throw my nickels, throw my dimes 
It won’t ever be worth my time
I lost the game with my own rules
Thought I was the prince,
I’m just the fool

go now

Prism on a Window

origami garden

In 2019 I ran over 13 pedestrians with my step fathers honda civic the streets were stained red

can i wear you?

Blame Game

https://ifidieinmississippi.bandcamp.com/album/artless

artless

finals week

Stay Behind

stay behind

Download here: Bandcamp: https://michaelseyer.bandcamp.com/track/lucky-love
Listen here: https://open.spotify.com/album/3foNWuCKvtuKoR2qEvNQv0?si=ktHqKa-wTkSKH0E-N2QKCw

Hold my hand feel my love 
But understand it's all just luck 
No such thing as true love 
Its all just luck, Lucky Love 

But that don't make love weak, it's unique 
The chances that we'd meet and just speak 
A million ways they give just to live 
And i'm just lucky this is it, this is it. 

Plant your feet, take this dance 
In the grand scheme, it's all just chance 
No such thing as true love 
It's all just luck, Lucky Love 

But that don't make love weak, it's unique 
The chances that we'd meet and just speak 
A million ways they give just to live 
And i'm just lucky this is it, this is it.

Scary (+ xmichaelwarren)

July Simons

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