Watch your step on the way out (way out)
I disengage to come down (come down) 
Turning points so profound
don’t know how to reroute 

I keep hurting you
I keep hurting you 
I keep hurting you 
But you always hurt me too (ohh oh oh oh)
But you hurt me too (but you hurt me too)
I keep hurting you
I keep hurting you 
I keep hurting you 
But you always hurt me too (ooh oh oh oh)
But you hurt me too (but you hurt me too)

Always keeping to myself 
You say I’m too far away 
I left you stuck in the dark sorry it ended up that way 
I got sick of yearning 
Tried to keep on learning 
Endless loop concerns me

You don’t want the same as me
recollecting everything
 try to claim I’m lying 
don’t have room to talk to me 
Conversations burning
Is this what I’m deserving? 
Cuz I keep on hurting you

Can’t assure me 
No, not anymore
It won’t ever be 
Like it was before 
Made me so numb 
Now it’s hard to love 
changed deep inside
and it’s just because

I keep hurting you
I keep hurting you 
I keep hurting you 
But you always hurt me too (ohh oh oh oh)
But you hurt me too (but you hurt me too) 
I keep hurting you
I keep hurting you 
I keep hurting you 
But you always hurt me too (ooh oh oh oh)
But you hurt me too (but you hurt me too)

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Do what I can to see you blush
Might just be a simple touch 
For me even your hand’s enough 
Perfect love is my weakness 

Do what I can to see you blush
Might just be a simple touch 
For me even your hand’s enough 
Perfect love is my weakness 

You make me feel so impulsive 
Match tattoos, yeah we’re repulsive 
Sugar tooth, I’m craving sweetness  
Jealous bitches hate to see it
Inject emotion, intravenous 
So connected, feel completed 
You’re exactly what I needed 
Expectations you exceeded 

What if it’s short-lived? 
I hate the thought of it 
Try and enjoy it while it’s here
But this is useless 
Too much I’ve dealt with
Guess I’ll have to persevere 
I’ve made these choices 
Better if I disappear 

Do what I can to see you blush
Might just be a simple touch 
For me even your hand’s enough 
Perfect love is my weakness 

Do what I can to see you blush
Might just be a simple touch 
For me even your hand’s enough 
Perfect love is my weakness

2 c u blush - V!4

2 c u blush (alternative) - V!4

Do what I can to see you blush
Might just be a simple touch 
For me even your hand’s enough 
Perfect love is my weakness 

Do what I can to see you blush
Might just be a simple touch 
For me even your hand’s enough 
Perfect love is my weakness 

You make me feel so impulsive 
Match tattoos, yeah we’re repulsive 
Sugar tooth, I’m craving sweetness  
Jealous bitches hate to see it
Inject emotion, intravenous 
So connected, feel completed 
You’re exactly what I needed 
Expectations you exceeded 

What if it’s short-lived? 
I hate the thought of it 
Try and enjoy it while it’s here
But this is useless 
Too much I’ve dealt with
Guess I’ll have to persevere 
I’ve made these choices 
Better if I disappear 

Do what I can to see you blush
Might just be a simple touch 
For me even your hand’s enough 
Perfect love is my weakness 

Do what I can to see you blush
Might just be a simple touch 
For me even your hand’s enough 
Perfect love is my weakness 

You make me feel super crazy 
Did i mention it’s amazing 
I love how you seem to do it 
and the way you get me through it 
Don’t wanna spell it out 
But that’s what this songs about 
I’m feeling better now 
So i’ll turn it around 

What if it’s short-lived?
I hate the thought of it 
Try to put on a happy face 
But i might quit 
We go back and forth 
But i won’t dip
I enjoy how it’s happening 
it’s a nice trip 

Do what I can to see you blush
Might just be a simple touch 
For me even your hand’s enough 
Perfect love is my weakness 

Do what I can to see you blush
Might just be a simple touch 
For me even your hand’s enough 
Perfect love is my weakness

2 c u blush (with logan.jpg)

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ringing in my ears and it won’t stop 
in a few years i might be done 
choosing my own path made me more lost 
i don’t have the answers, they’re all gone  

if this is forever 
well, even better 
sometimes i can’t remember 
the things i couldn’t handle
if this is forever 
really, it’s whatever
i’ve already considered 
that I’m probably going backwards 

how often do you think of what’s happened before? 
some of it sounds made up, a fucked up lore 
can i just erase some? don’t want it anymore 
decisons so dumb, but i wasn’t sure

oh hey! by the way 
they won’t say what can happen 
not the same for everybody
you and i have things in common 
questionable mental state 
first i laugh then i feel nothing 
i’m so tired of this game 
can’t prepare for what is coming 

if this is forever 
well, even better 
sometimes i can’t remember 
the things i couldn’t handle
if this is forever 
really, it’s whatever
i’ve already considered 
that I’m probably going backwards 

do you think like me? are you a nervous person?
i think my curiosity will stray me off the furthest 
maybe i’m a weakling, i don’t feel the courage 
can i get the access if i feel it’s urgent?

ringing in my ears and it won’t stop 
in a few years i might be done 
choosing my own path made me more lost 
i don’t have the answers, they’re all gone

if this is forever 
well, even better 
sometimes i can’t remember 
the things i couldn’t handle
if this is forever 
really, it’s whatever
i’ve already considered 
that i’m probably going backwards

forever (even better)

produced by me 

yeah, you don’t get why 
i’m always glued to my phone 
i keep checking the time 
i’m waiting for you to go 
drain me with your lies 
you’re putting on a show 
don’t try to justify 
did i bruise your ego? 

you told me “suck it up, life ain’t always fair”
i think i’ve had enough, why’d you have to go there? 
i can feel it in my gut, i can feel it in the air 
and i might erupt but you don’t fucking care

the narcissistic type 
you’re not commendable 
wish i could change your mind 
but i’m not too hopeful 
you always pick a fight
you’re unreasonable 
actions normalized 
still unforgivable 

i’ll keep on waiting for the right moment to arise 
i cant get through to you, no matter how hard i try 
looking back, it was such a waste of time 
i expected the worst and you proved me right 
made me so small, i slipped right by 
i’m done, no more late nights

you told me “suck it up, life ain’t always fair”
i think i’ve had enough, why’d you have to go there? 
i can feel it in my gut, i can feel it in the air 
and i might erupt but you don’t fucking care 

(you don’t fucking care)

(no, you don’t care)

in my gut

visit me the next time you’re here
selfishly, want you to lend an ear 
wish you’d speak your mind just like me
i’m not that great at setting boundaries
i’m not a fool, i know it’s wishful thinking 
same as before but i picked up drinking 
too many words where they shouldn’t be 
slur a confession and it’s embarrassing 

i can’t take back what i said
intrusive thoughts always win
i live a life full of sin
i’ll lose before i begin 

guarantee you won’t hear me out 
in too deep, can’t turn it around 
i can’t sleep, my thoughts waste my time 
i think they’re eating me alive 
not in control of what i’ve been thinking 
same as before but i feel like i’m sinking 
don’t mean to disturb all the energy 
maybe it’s better to just ignore me

you make me feel like i’m the only one who thinks this way
come to your senses, just admit it, i know you’re the same 

i can’t take back what i said
intrusive thoughts always win
i live a life full of sin
i’ll lose before i begin

i can’t take back what i said
intrusive thoughts always win
i live a life full of sin
i’ll lose before i begin 

i can’t take back what i said
intrusive thoughts always (jpg)
i live a life full of sin
i’ll lose before i begin

i can’t take back what i said
intrusive thoughts always win
i live a life full of sin
i’ll lose before - for - for

INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS

i can be the bad guy if you want me to 
it’s a better look on me then it was on you 
why is owning up so hard for you to do? 
perception’s askew 
causing so much damage and you seem amused 
takes a lot of courage to never improve 
grow up to be like those who mistreated you
i thought we were alike, so far removed

every move I make, things look farther away 
is it Intuition or my anxiety?
scared I’ll break down, down entirely
you’ve seen it before, brought on easily 

it’ll be a shocker there’s no doubt 
not much of a talker are you now? 
can’t be a bigger person on the ground 
up here I’m doing better you can’t bring me down 
one day I’ll be important, i’ll be so profound 
they say don’t look back so they missed out
i spent so long hoping that you would come around 
i’m done wasting my breath, forget about it now 

every move I make, things look farther away 
is it Intuition or my anxiety?
scared I’ll break down, down entirely
you’ve seen it before, brought on easily

FAR REMOVED

produced by me

i’m doing way too much, i know
i’m trying too hard and it shows 
desperation reeks on my clothes 
i’m missing out on inside jokes 
sorry, i just want someone close 
i’m trying to become likeable 
maybe i’m just too big to hold 
and i’ll hog their warmth cause i’m too cold 

i’m easily replaced 
i’ve been crying in my pillowcase 
easily replaced 
i’ve always felt like i’m a waste 
i keep reaching out 
just to be let down 
because i’m 
easily replaced 

i hate to fake a laugh or a smile
i haven’t felt this bad in a while
guess i don’t have the traits that they require 
so i’ll attempt to be versatile 
sorry, now they think i’m a liar 
every plan i made backfired 
they won’t care to reconcile 
i just look so pathetic and juvenile 

can you consider me?
i’d do whatever you need
i just can’t keep 
being this lonely 
people move on 
like it’s nothing 

i’m easily replaced 
i’ve been crying in my pillowcase 
easily replaced 
i’ve always felt like i’m a waste 
i keep reaching out 
just to be let down 
because i’m 
easily replaced

easily replaced

(with me) 

go away with me (if you’re ready) 
what do you wanna see? (show you everything)
anywhere you wanna dream (just a fantasy) 
just go away with me (go away with me) 

was this a sign waiting? 
heard a cry deep within me 
we were both waiting for something 
life was too numbing 
we need an escape 
close my eyes and keep wishing 

if you mention it once more, 
you probably mean it 
you always sound so unsure 
you’re scared of commitment 

go away with me (if you’re ready) 
what do you wanna see? (show you everything) 
anywhere you wanna dream ( just a fantasy) 
just go away with me (go away with me) 

walls of stone came down crumbling 
did my words finally do something?
i kept replaying our moments 
try to control them 
but they stayed the same 
tears in my eyes, i kept pleading 

im tired arguing but i don’t wanna leave 
don’t want us to fall apart, do you still want me? 
pressure to be perfect eating me up inside 
hold it together, try to keep it alive

go away with me (if you’re ready) 
what do you wanna see? (show you everything) 
anywhere you wanna dream (just a fantasy) 
just go away with me (go away with me)

GO AWAY WITH ME

you’re the same to me
never wanna change a thing 
you’re the same to me
never on the same page 

you’re the same to me
never wanna change a thing 
you’re the same to me
never on the same page 

i feel defeated, guess i’ll wish upon a star tonight
talk to the moon and just pretend that it’ll be alright 
but it won’t bring me what i need and that’s you by my side 
feels like i might die, future isn’t looking bright 

and it seems the nights are getting darker
everyday is getting harder
your words just kept getting harsher 
my instincts, a little sharper
live and learn so i can prosper 
some days i still feel so somber 
we’re just too different 
i’ll wish upon the stars again 

you’re the same to me
never wanna change a thing 
you’re the same to me
never on the same page 

how can i start again? i feel as if i’m lost in space
i’m so alone it’s like i’m in another galaxy 
i guess i’m way too out of reach, no one makes me feel safe 
got me thinking lately, it’s too much i’m requesting 

you’re the same to me
never wanna change a thing 
you’re the same to me
never on the same page 

you’re the same to me
never wanna change a thing 
you’re the same to me
never on the same page

wish upon a star

can you change me? 
something’s draining all my energy 
i’m getting sick of my own company 
tryna hold onto my sanity 
ooh ooh ooh 

i keep looking and the clock ain’t moving fast enough 
i can’t explain what’s on my mind, this shit ain’t adding up 
another hour laying here, why i keep getting stuck? 
been hoping that this would pass, it’s been a couple months 

ain’t it crazy how i feel?
can’t say too much or shit gets real
don’t even know the whole ordeal 
i keep it hushed, my lips are sealed
i wish someone could take the wheel
look through my eyes, see it’s surreal 
i think that’s why i hate it here 
i hate it here 

can you change me?
something’s draining all my energy 
i’m getting sick of my own company 
tryna hold onto my sanity 
ooh ooh ooh 

every single task, i’m doing it with shackled wrists
there’s a war in my mind i’m always battling  
i’ve been looking up new ways for me to tackle it 
recieving from the universe to give it back again

can you change me?
something’s draining all my energy 
i’m getting sick of my own company 
tryna hold onto my sanity 
ooh ooh ooh

change me

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