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FUCKEM,WEBALL (prod. me)

Mixed by heavylungs & Mary
Mastered & produced by heavylungs
background piano by cheiropter

Lyrics: 
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand
The night falls 
And we’re out again
The night calls 
And we’re out again.
It’s All in my hands a world of ends.
So Take the ride in a hearse again.
Sick of the same pains 
cut deep with patience
bleed for the love of it. 
Reach for what’s left to live. 
I can’t stand to see again.
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand

Blood Lover (P. heavylungs)

[lyrics below]

prod by me

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lyrics:

Why I can't pick up the pace
I've been down, losing track from all this pain
Falling back in my own pit of despair
Smoke fills both of my lungs, then burns the air

Everywhere I go I see darkness
Taking over everything
I cannot stop overthinking
My mind state in a race
Everywhere I go I see darkness
Taking over everything
Depression getting way tougher
To rid of, I had enough

Picking up the phone and checking for new messages I'm paranoid
What the fuck is happening inside of me, I cannot fill the void
Within my soul
I reach for my salvation, I gasp for any hope
My walls are closing in on me, feels like it's my time to go

No will to live at all, can't breath
Ask me about how I feel, got no idea
I'm confused as much as you
Mood swings just like a pendulum
Hurt myself for the adrenaline
Panicking then I get depressed
Then I'm feeling manic again
The neverending cycle of hell
That I go through till the end

I've been on my own my whole life
I don't need nobody's help
I've been on my own my whole life
Going through the depths of hell
But now I'm breaking down
It seem that I have reached my breaking point
I've been trying for so long I need to rest
Cause my brain is eating at me from all the stress
Until my death

Why I can't pick up the pace
I've been down, losing track from all this pain
Falling back in my own pit of despair
Smoke fills both of my lungs, then burns the air

Everywhere I go I see darkness
Taking over everything
I cannot stop overthinking
My mind state in a race
Everywhere I go I see darkness
Taking over everything
Depression getting way tougher
To rid of, I had enough

Yet I don't ever remain weak
I breakdown then recover from my defeat
Can't fold under pressure
Gotta get back up, I'm still here
Won't go anywhere
Doing this shit till the death of me
I will prevail

Everywhere I Go

Producer info: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVq-zlfMTL82lpJUS7oK9mA 

Lyrics:
There is a place where I'm not found anymore x2

you got the wrong idea, 
do you understand that the pain is for your growth
you got the wrong idea
you think you were struggling, well not anymore

dissociating now, see the city lights
I feel the rouse when I join into the night
steer the doubt into a shadow lurking
note: (something to work on)
I merge out of sight

I feel the movement of the tears in your eyes
but I must ruin, and disappear for a fright
now, I know what we're losing
but what I do Is avoid, cause my own emotions
is a load that I cannot ignore (anymore)

How to say, that we're not the same
but you cannot refrain from this dark February 

there is a place where I'm not found anymore
lost in my head, but the control - I can afford
there is a place where I'm not found anymore
and solitude might be the next door

Sweet dreams, sweet love, ambition is contagious 
stuck in between giving up and toleration
there's only one thing I want
only thing needed
and I'm not gonna change that
so grieve it
love making me worse, or better?
Oh juliet, you direct my weather

and I don't want to be found anymore
so I guess, I'm going abroad

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