Name: After Afters Mix by Rrrik
Duration: 1 h 27 min 10 s
Description: Spontanious mix after an after with mTrB:)

Spontanious mix after an after with mTrB:)

After Afters Mix

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Billie Eilish - LUNCH (Phrva Flip)

bigggg ups the legend @flux-pavilion for being so supportive throughout this one. glad to finally get it out!

photo by @wvndr

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Bass Cannon (LYNY Flip)

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FIDLAR - Whore (AFGELEID edit)

After over a year away, on a whim, I pressed record and said some stuff over an instrumental. It turns out I missed and needed this. An accident turned into a blessing. This track captures a moment that inevitably became the first step in reinventing myself as an artist. 

(Too faded, so by mistake I played the instrumental instead of the song I wanted, so figured I might as well try a thing.)

Lyrics (if I were to fix the fumbles):
I’m missing you baby
I don’t know how to describe it,
With “I love you”, maybe?

And I’ve been missing you baby
And I don’t know how to describe it
Maybe it’s love
Maybe it’s something else 
Or none of the above…
Sometimes I wonder, how much you really love me back.
Sometimes I wonder, will I ever release this track?

I freestyle sometimes, 
I freestyle, maybe not too frequently, 
but I miss it always.
And I come back to it gently.
Try to be slow, try to slow down.

If I wanted, I could be ruling over this whole fucking town.
Instead, I’m down, sitting in my basement.
I’m sitting in my room, taking drugs, awaiting my doom.
And I don’t even know…
How did I get here?
How do I get out of here even?
IDK, I just keep on breathing, but breathing slowly.
Holding my breath, counting to 10…
What will happen to me then? Where will I end up? And will I be well?

And this beat, I stole it from Juice,
Coz he is one of the very few things in my life that define my truth.
Likewise,  I know I’m not right, but I am not wrong
I just felt like I had to mention him in this very song, hey.

Can you even tell?
I wish I could tell, I wish I could sell, I wish I could say anything else
Than all the things I am saying which I then regret when I end up playing 
With my thoughts, they haunt me and I wish 
I could stop thinking just for a second…

Does anybody want me?
Sometimes I wonder, if I even want myself…
Help me…
I am living in hell.
There is no way out.
I’m stuck here forever.
I know I wanted nothing to do with finding peace,
So no peace for me.
This won’t change, ever.

I’m glad I tried this…

⁺1st December 2024


running on empty - freestyle

Not sure how this happened, but that's low key the usual way I make music. So, guys... is it slapping? 👉👈

Recorded 20th December 2024

The imagined lyrics: xd
And It’s not recording… hey,

I wanted to start recording just a while ago,
But my phone was not really cooperating with me.
How can I show that to you or to anybody else?
What else? Hells…

WHAT THE HELL?
So basically, the story goes like… haah, hey :3
(Kinda chill, kinda groovy, but let’s keep on movin’)
So, I started playing this beat, and I felt like:
“Hmmm, that’s kinda nice, that’s kinda neat.”
And then I opened my phone, 
To then check on my dome,
And turns out that I need to unlock it with my code…
Because I didn’t remember that I just reset it…
Coz it died xd
The battery was finished, at zero, oh I didn’t cry 
I always do it, I always forget to plug it into my charger
But, like, it always happens in those moments, hey
Even now, I should probably be charging it?
But I can’t ‘coz I’m holding it because I’m freestyling…

And
And I promised myself, that I will record all my freestyles from now on
And thenI will do it even more, and I will do it even longer
Now I tatted my face, so I have to be stronger - I have to keep rapping,

IS THIS SHIT SLAPPING?!
TELL ME GUYS, IS THIS SHIT SLAPPING?! XD

If not, then I will slap myself,
Or I’ll slap you?
You can choose.
I can choose.
We can choose. 

It’s kinda cold in my kitchen, so I don’t wanna cook,
I came back to my room and decided I need a broom tbh,
Kind of even a vacuum, the floor is so dirty…
But I’m rapping. Can’t focus on anything else but music,
This is the only shit that keeps me moving
And I’m here still groovin’ 
And am I repeating the same rhymes all the time?
Maybe.
Maybe.
But is that a crime, to make a rap that doesnt rhyme? 

I said it three years ago and I’ll say it again.
If you think you’re alive then you’re better of dead, hey.
I stole that one from Oli. W sumie mnie to pierdoli.
What was that? What was that? That was Polish. 
Welcome to my world… HOLY. FUCK.

Artwork in collaboration with IG: @fat_myth <3 ILY

low on charge < high on slaps - freestyle

Cheff The Boy - They Come From Above (OUT NOW)

Fresh off Che Mac's new EP, buy it here: https://dademolitionsquad.bandcamp.com/album/2-tha-beat-ep


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