Name: Beautiful Pain by Jason Terrell
Duration: 4 min 1 s
Description: Jason Terrell releases what is said to be his final soundcloud mixtape. The artist speaks on dealing with the demons he faces daily, and finding his way to greatness.

Everytime i heard ya voice come over the background i wanna get my life together damn bro dis heat

Im playing dis shit everyday on way to work 

Little old school beats over new lyrics for my homegirl enjoy sienna

Siennaraelynn's mix

little mix of the old and new , in a time so close to civil war everyone knows it and can feel it ..... anyone who thinks were alone in the universe hasn't seen the Hubble deep space photos with each dot (a galaxy) being one hundred million suns .... when all seems lost dont doubt your neighbors are there to lend a hand !

3301 Scizo Effective

{LYRICS}
Lucy put up a hella of a fight 
Used damn near all my might 
Lost myself was out of sight
Had to be my own knight
Learned without God I am nothing 
I am zero 
Got out of problems with me euro
Had to be my own hero
Was drowning looking for help 
And I yelled and yelled 
Didn’t see nothing but myself 
Guess shit don’t change 
Had to drop people rearrange 
Can’t trust some it’s a shame 
But you live and learn 
cause life’s a game 

Was a shitty year 
Not gon lie 
Lost my gramps
Fly high
Almost lost myself 
Getting and drunk 
And getting high 
Shit honestly I wanted to die 
Almost lost my love 
But it was worth it 
Cause I had to find some help 
And I was weighing her down 
Went to a shrink 
Cause I started to shrink 
Learn to heal old wounds 
Cause I was damn near doomed 
Let the darkness consume 
Said I forgave but 
I know it wasn’t true 
I was stuck in a que 

In a waiting game 
to see if feelings changed 
But Got damn the devil knows how to attack 
Heard him everywhere in every crack 
Had him stuck on my back 
He’s still here but I know my worth now 
Had to make some vows 
Like don’t lose sight of God 
He the reason I saw through 
Lucy’s facade
Lucy’s facade 

Made me feel ashamed 
Of Who I aim 
Made me feel worthless 
Said I’m worth a mil but I felt worth less 
Made me feel like no one loved me 
Looked at kids with dads with envy
Cause at times like this I needed one 
To tell me my problems can’t be outrun 
To tell me “son your worth it”
Not feel like I’m worth shit 
Had to let go of hatred I had built up 
Had to go through a ugly breakup 
Just to realize my problems added up
They added up 
They added up

But I broke through 
And became a better man 
I thank God cause 
i know its all part of his plan 
I’m ready for all blessings for the new year 
No more hatred or fear 
Just blessings on blessings 
This my fucking year

EOTY Freestyle (Prod. Ammi)

ATL Ace - Paparazzi [Prod. Emkay]

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Jason Terrell releases what is said to be his final soundcloud mixtape. The artist speaks on dealing with the demons he faces daily, and finding his way to greatness.

FINDING JASON

JASON'S PAIN (BONUS TRACK)

FINDING JASON 

LET ME/NANI'S BABY

SINGLE

MO MONEY MO PROBLEMS REMIX

Beautiful Pain

FINDING JASON INTRO

A lil Different

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Jason Terrell is a Rapper, & songwriter & CEO of The Lost Angel Way Inc. from Los Angeles CA. Born & Raised in the Crenshaw district Jason's music paints a reality that all can relate to, from Fighting to leave the streets and make change for his people, to betrayal from ones he considered friends and family, to dealing with Angels and demons trying to stay on the right path, speaking on his faith with God proudly while representing for the streets in the same breath, and trying to push threw the struggles of the society we live in. Safe to say this rapper definitely separates himself from the rest. He’s a west coast artist but definitely has an east coast flow when getting deep. You can also here a different type of trap sound from him a certain records. The sound is so unique at times you wouldn’t even know it was him. Don’t sleep on the melodic aspect as well he knows how to do it all when needed. Very versatile artist.

Beautiful Pain

Jason Terrell

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