Verse:
I don’t know where you went
I just know you’re gone
I don’t know why you went
I don’t know why you’re gone

Chorus:
I hope I’ll see you again
But I just don’t know
You were dragged down and never looked back
Without a goodbye

Verse:
Although your flame burnt out
It still glows
We all live in deaths
Looming shadow

Chorus:
Woven into our fabric of time
You still live on
I guess we all have a time to go
A time we won’t know 

A thin line between here and not
We can’t control what we’ll leave
But with every death a new life starts
We can control what we’ll be

Verse:
I don’t know where you went
I just know you’re gone
Even though you can’t say it back
We love you anyways

French Toast Christmas Trees (Rough Mix #1)

Lyrics:
A dense, misty fog rolls in
With no warning
The cold damp air is full of quiet dread
Chilling you to the bone

All of their whispers turns to white noise in an instant
Then replaced by a deafening silence only you can seem to hear
You look around and time moves on and you’re running in place
Reaching out from the dock as the ship sets off to sea

Trees grow bare and heat turns frigid
But you can’t feel the cold on your skin
In a house at the end of the street alone
Blankly stare out of your window

The clock says midnight and it never changes
It’s pitch black when the sun comes up
Everything is frozen but the shadows still move
Life and death replaced by void

Numbers on the calendar grow meaningless
He’s twenty and he always will be

The sole reminder
Of the passage of time
Is knowing that you
Are becoming a skeleton

A Dense Misty Fog (Rough Mix #1)

Lyrics:
Smoke in the treeline
The sound of sirens in the air
The sky’s gentle blue
My mind’s askew  

But that’s okay

This is the place that i go
To disappear
If you try to find me
You won’t find me here

Branches look down at me
Wet leaves cover earth
Sounds of humanity fade
Loneliness cascades

Gravel lined river 
Dark depth I can’t see
Take a look around
The sun is going down

Clementine painted sky

This is the place that i go
To outrun fear
Should you try to find me
You too will disappear

This is the place that i go
To disappear
If you try to find me
You won’t find me here 
You won’t find me here
You won’t find me here
You won’t find me here

note: i thought of doing more to this song, like double tracking the vocals in places or adding other instruments but something about just the vocals and the guitar alone made me happy

Clementine Painted Sky (Rough Mix #1)

Lyrics:
I’m getting tired of living in squalor
Clothes on the floor, I feel like a squatter
Dishes piling up in the sink
I don’t even know what to think

Haven’t vacuumed, there’s shit in the carpet
This operation, don’t know how to start it
The bathroom’s a wreck. Fuck, is that mold?
I’m losing my mind and this shit’s getting old

Chorus:
I wanna go to a place where everything is chrome
Everything shines, and I can freely roam
Yet here I am, trapped inside my room
Coursing through my veins is pure impending doom 

Verse 2:
None of my friends want to come here anymore
They're freaked out by the bottles on the floor
My instinct says that they want some distance
So I guess I’ll give them some assistance 

Bugs crawl on the walls, they make me shriek
Look at the ceiling, it’s starting to leak
I guess this home is too damaged to save
I have nowhere to go, so this is my grave

Bridge:
I haven’t done laundry in weeks
The clothes I’m wearing are starting to reek
Guess that’s why my friends went away
Because I couldn’t keep my stench at bay

Chorus:
I wanna go to a place where everything chrome
A place where I shine, and I can freely roam
Yet here I am, trapped inside my head
And it’s inhabitants want to see me dead 
And it’s inhabitants want to see me dead

I Wanna Clean My Room (Rough Mix #1)

Lyrics:
The downwards spiral is my friend
It's a slow descent down to the end
Oh, I can't see the bottom
I guess that's not a problem
Cause the downwards spiral is my friend

I killed myself not long ago
Drugged up in the room of someone I don't know
I'm not dead yet
A walking corpse with cold sweats
Cause I killed myself not long ago

The downwards spiral is my friend
Laying on the floor wishing that my life would end
I'm so toxic
I think I'll cause some conflict
Cause the downwards spiral is my friend

The downwards spiral
The downwards spiral
The downwards spiral
The downwards spiral

Spiral (Version #2, Rough Mix #1)

Lyrics:
I don’t know where you went
I just know you’re gone
I don’t know why you went
I don’t know why you’re gone

I can’t get over it
I don’t want to try
You were taken in a flash
No chance for goodbye

Although your flame burnt out
It still glows
We all live in deaths
Looming shadow

Woven into our fabric of time
You still live on
We won’t know when it’s time to go
Some day, we’re just gone

A thin line between here and not
We can’t control what we’ll leave
But with every death a new life starts
We can control what we’ll be

I don’t know where you went
I guess that’s okay
Even if you can’t say it back
We love you anyways

French Toast Christmas Trees (Version #2, Rough Mix #1)

(re-upload, made some changes to the previous version and felt no reason to keep it up)
reworking of "and no one saw him leave"
lyrics:
As he death gripped his drink
His heart continued to sink
A brain worn by disease
A soul growing further displeased

And he stared there at the floor
Shuffling towards the door
Party drowned out in his head
All doubts already fled

And no one saw him leave
Waltzed out into the trees
The beaten path led to the abyss
No one knew something was amiss

He was sick of being someone
Sick of the monsters he can’t outrun
Blankly stared into the murky lake
Thinking of all the hearts he’s going to break

And he stared there at dead leaves
Thinking of all that he hadn’t achieved
Now his self-worth didn’t mean a thing
Swam to the light while frogs and crickets sing

And no one saw him leave
Waltzed out into the trees
The beaten path led to the abyss
No one knew something was amiss
No one knew something was amiss
If only they'd known something was amiss

Frogs And Crickets (Version #2, Rough Mix #2)

lyrics:
I heard her beckoning call 
And I dropped it all
To return to her arms
And be safe from harm 

A reunion long overdue
By the water, the deep blue
On our date, moon-lit
Her warmth a comfort blanket

Her siren song sung softly
She said “Love, come to me”
“Nothing but me is all you need” 
“You know I’d never mislead”

Danced the night away
Til the darkness began to decay  
Her voice and her touch intoxicate
Feelings words can’t encapsulate

When the ocean returned to the skies
She pulled the wool over my eyes
Said “There are things you shouldn’t see”
“There are people you shouldn’t be”

Her siren song sung softly
She said “It’s just you and me”
Wrapped her arms ‘round and pulled me close
Nobody knows what she knows
Wrapped her arms ‘round and pulled me close
Nobody knows what she knows
Wrapped her arms ‘round and pulled me close
Nobody knows what she knows

Siren Song (Version #1, Rough Mix #1)

did a "full band" acoustic cover of an elliott smith song i love. it's kind of a mess, but i think i'm happy with it? 

Pretty (Ugly Before) - Elliott Smith Cover

is by no means perfect but i think i'm happy with it

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