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spotify: https://play.spotify.com/album/69UxOX12PC4ukcyTigpNhD

tour: ftrbnd.co/tour

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shes in love with the concept
as if were all just how she imagined
cos were in love i just dont know it yet
well tell me how am i supposed to see the magic
cos i dont believe in it no more
but i wont tell her
cos i always imagined
its easier if she thinks she won
so imma let her

and she said
i dont think i love you no more
you never seem to call me lately
girl i dont think you know me at all
cos i never thought id have to say this
but i dont love you
and i never did look at us
burning down in flames for kicks
but just know
im not singing for your xo
im just singing cos its over

came and went like the summertime
was that a sunset or sunrise
looking back like whered the time go
so much for trying to keep this moving slow
cos i dont believe in her no more
but i remember

how we talked shit like we knew what we wanted
and i still remember what she said

i dont think i love you no more
you never seem to call me lately
but i dont think she knew me at all
cos i never thought id have to say this
but im no liar and i never hid anything
you shouldve seen it coming to this
just know
im not singing for an ex tho
im just singing cos its over

i think you think too much of me

purchase

Stranglelove

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad @nciku @memuryboy
cover art: instagram @coverartplug

i hope that youre alright girl, yeah i pray you're well
I've been worried all damn night girl pick up ur cell
i cant shake this fucking feeling that somethings wrong
i tied some rope to the ceiling & i put it on
please hit me up and tell me that youre fine
i dont wanna die girl ive had enough tonight
stuck inside my mind dying on the inside
i get high all night cause i fucking hate my life 

and i miss u
nothing else is on my mind girl let me kiss you
i just want u by my side and guess i got you
falling stars look in the sky and make a wish boo
i swear they come true
yeah i miss u
nothing else is on my mind girl let me kiss you
i just want u by my side and guess i got you
falling stars look in the sky and make a wish boo
thats how i got you

yeah i miss u
baby call me
i never listen
and im sorry
if i came back
would u love me
girl i smoke thrax
baby join me

yeah i miss u
yeah i miss u so
baby please don't go
I'll be waiting home
yeah i miss u so
baby please don't go
I'll be waiting home 
yeah i love you boo

vertigo

crash

I want to take a minute and tell you all how much all of you mean to me. It really is difficult to put into words the amount of gratitude I have for the continuous support you have all given me. being able to share and relate with you truly saves my life everyday. I love all of you with all that I am. - Lund 

p.s. - new music when this reaches 100k streams.

Song Title - Low
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics


Low now
Feeling low now
This divide inside my mind 
I might lose control now
Demons feeding on my soul
Im a fucking ghost now
And theres nothing in my chest
But a fucking hole now

Woah now 
Blood it flow out
Theres a war inside my mind 
Drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time
Trying work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes
Got a heart of stone now

Know my head is spun
With thoughts you I'm over whelmed 
All this pain I hold
I wish I could heal myself
See inside my core 
Know you were my everything 
Without you have nothing left 
So ima let this pistol sing

Blood run cold like overdose 
Going toe to toe with death
Smokin till im comatose
Till there just aint nothing left
Whiskey with the cyanide 
Empty bottle by my bed  
Depression got no antidote
So fill my fucking brain with lead

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW_QQpGjTUE

produced by jakkyboi
vocal, engineering : me

i fucked up

LONEWOLF

i fucked up

Falling Down

Lil Peep & XXXTentacion - Falling Down

Sunlight On Your Skin

Lil Peep & ILoveMakonnen - Sunlight On Your Skin

yooo text me i respond!!
+14704705159 


Music video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ED8-mym1uXU
You are not alone. It is okay to not be okay. Message me on instagram @seon_47. I am here for you
Maybe I can be so sad when I’m not 
Life can be so lonely and I’m stuck up in the thoughts
Everything I’m wantin I can have it at the top
But I’m at the bottom I’m surrounded by the rocks

If I had love would I still feel this lonely 
I was by myself and nobody had to show me 
Never gave a fuck nobody tried to know me 
Handing out these guns but nobody tryna blow me

I don’t wanna be here I just wanna go 
Wanna leave my family everybody that I know 
Suicidal thought will they miss me when I go 
Tryna get high i been riding all the lows

Finally getting sober and it bringing back the pain
Sunny for a minute now it’s cloudy with the rain 
Shit falling down and it bringing back mistakes 
future looking blurry I don’t see it in my fate 

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright 

Please come and save me I really need saving 
These are not just lyrics I’m really not playing 
This life that I’m living I feel like I’m faking
If I can’t be real then it time for the taking

Come take my life and my soul
When I’m not even old
I been searching for hot cause my heart is so cold 
say I dont listen not doing I’m told
don’t fit the system I’ll never be gold 

If I hit escape would i just fall and go to hell 
Moses say I would but who is he to go and tell
Wanna judge me now but not gon hear me when I yell 
I been crying out said I really need some help

Nobody wanna talk nobody picking up the vibes 
Smile on my face but they can’t tell that it’s a lie 
Cover for the sorrow that I’m feeling deep inside 
Hit em with the shock when they hear i wanna die

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright

Video

never be alright [prod. kado] (video in description)

Video link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_Pb7OnSLqY


Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/4ld8oAAZSCWC8lBlLw52ou

iTunes:
https://itunes.apple.com/gb/album/bad-love-breaks-hearts-single/1459412897

demon diaries & @violetelectric
prod by @hxrxkiller
mixed by @violetelectric & @wgm2093

lyrics:
[Intro: violet electric]
Gotta bring it over
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Gotta bring it over I ain't really tryna cut
Good drugs, bad sex
No life, no love 
Fucked me over, yeah 

[Hook: violet electric]
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Gotta bring it over I ain't really tryna cut
Good drugs, bad sex
No life, no love 
Fucked me over once was a gift from above
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Gotta bring it over I ain't really tryna cut
Good drugs, bad sex
No life, no love 
Fucked me over once was a gift from above

[Verse: heroine diaries]
I’m breaking hearts now
I’m a demon now
I’m up now
Don’t call me
Sick of bad love
Sick of your love
Stop boring me
Need good drugs
Fuck your love
Fuck this life
Don’t feel right
Die tonight
Broke your heart
But that’s alright
My future bright
Gotta stay alive
Gotta stay alive I love being so high
I’m so numb now I forgot how to cry
They say that they sad now but they don’t really wanna die
You can see the hurt if you look into my eyes

[Bridge: heroine diaries & violet electric]
Gotta stay alive I love being so high (𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩)
I’m so numb now I forgot how to cry (𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘳𝘺)
They say that they sad now but they don’t really wanna die (𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘥𝘪𝘦)
You can see the hurt if you look into my eyes (𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴)

[Hook: violet electric]
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Gotta bring it over I ain't really tryna cut
Good drugs, bad sex
No life, no love 
Fucked me over once was a gift from above
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Gotta bring it over I ain't really tryna cut
Good drugs, bad sex
No life, no love 
Fucked me over once was a gift from above

[Outro: violet electric]
I want you to be with me
So long
So long 
Be, be for me 
be for me

bad love breaks hearts (feat. violet electric) (prod. hxrxkiller)

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/1bRVkfwExzx1snAAfbOnRz

iTunes:
https://music.apple.com/gb/album/youre-all-ive-got-but-i-dont-even-have-you-feat-daine-single/1464378281

i miss feeling alive :(
feat @daine-lauren
prod @quickfkndeath
cover art https://www.instagram.com/nyctofairy
& s/o @circlepitt

lyrics:
[Hook: heroine diaries]
I just wanna know if you still think of me
I just wanna know if you even fucking loved me
With that new man tell me are you really happy
All alone in my room thinking bout you, sadly
I just wanna know if you still think of me
I just wanna know if you even fucking loved me
With that new man tell me are you really happy
All alone in my room thinking bout you, sadly

[Verse: Daine]
I don't want some peace inside my heart
I still think about our love
You had me fucked up from the start
I, miss feeling alive
When, me and you were fine
And I swear I didn't wanna die

[Hook: heroine diaries]
I just wanna know if you still think of me
I just wanna know if you even fucking loved me
With that new man tell me are you really happy
All alone in my room thinking bout you, sadly
I just wanna know if you still think of me
I just wanna know if you even fucking loved me
With that new man tell me are you really happy
All alone in my room thinking bout you, sadly

[Outro: heroine diaries]
I don't want some peace inside my heart
I still think about our love
You had me fucked up from the start
I, miss feeling alive
When, me and you were fine
And I swear I didn't wanna die

you're all i've got but i don't even have you (feat. daine) (prod. quick death)

another sad love song (prod. 2001)

big shoutout powfu and remghost for making this with me <3 https://soundcloud.com/powfu
@remghost
coverart by @seejayxo

fall in love (w/ powfu) (prod. remghost)

standing at your doormat pt. 3 (w/ yung axstn)(prod. yunny goldz)

master: @trechorboy

lyrics:
so don't look at me i'm a no show 
was feeling bad now it's more so
feeling real low think my heart broke
laying alone it gets too cold
don't think it's good for my mind no
i know you're good on your own though
but i keep on staring at photos
i keep on staring at photos, at photos
(x2)

took you off my lock screen yesterday
said you'd never leave and now you've gone away
and after all this time, still don't know what to say
don't know how much longer i'll keep running away
it's getting harder to sleep now
wake up in a sweat i still see you in my dreams now
don't know how to feel now
cause i thought you'd be right here and now you're not around

so don't look at me i'm a no show 
was feeling bad now it's more so
feeling real low think my heart broke
laying alone it gets too cold
don't think it's good for my mind no
i know you're good on your own though
but i keep on staring at photos
i keep on staring at photos, at photos
(x2)

i keep on staring at photos (prod. 2001)

i wish that i was good at saying goodbyes.

prod: @caspr
ty to promnight for the photo <3


lyrics:
i don't really need no love
i tell myself
but there's a part of me that's gone and i can tell
u don't really need me 
u never did 
i was just somebody that u used for a bit
fuck me up but i'd still take u right back 
it's funny how i hurt myself and i never react
i couldn't find my peace even if i had a map 
i fall in love n fall apart it's pretty sad

is it ok if i can't act right?
i've been trying to move on it's been a hard time
so many nights i lay in bed with my chest tight 
i wish that i was good at saying goodbyes

i've been waiting on a text that i'll never get 
and if im being honest baby i'm a mess
u wrote me a eulogy with all ur words that i won't forget
i don't think i'll get over all the scars u left

goodbyes. (prod. caspr)

give me 5 more minutes

prod: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
i know that you wont hear this
so i can be as honest as i want
isnt that fun
ive been wondering how it feels to stare down the barrel of a gun
so give me 5 more minutes
so i can clear my head up
so i can dry my eyes, love
i know that u wont get it 
but i think its time i said it 

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

my mind isnt working 

i still care
i hope u know that u can talk to me 
even tho your words cut me to the artery
i hope u know that i dont hate u 
even tho i really fucking want to 
so when its late and im feeling low
replacing air with chemicals 
i tend to forget what im holding on for
and nothing feels real
its so hard to forget when i cant heal

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

i still care, but i know that i shouldn't (prod. irby)

but what did i expect

prod: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
artwork by: https://soundcloud.com/caustyk



i don’t wanna fall in love 
and fall apart again 
idk if i’m ok enough so i keep taking medicine 
to give my head a rest 
but what did i expect 

i said i’d give him everything but everything meant nothing 
but i still stayed so i could feel i’m holding on to something 
n i feel like a burnout 
lie n say that i’m better on my own now 

ok 
alright 
i’m starting to feel nothing when i lay awake at night 
ok 
alright 
i’ll fool myself with every other lie 

i still think of every word you said to me 
trying to ease the memory by drowning it in nicotine 
i swear to fucking god that one day you’ll be dead to me
but right now just to hear your voice i swear that i’d do anything

medicine (prod. caspr)

i ruin everything i fucking touch

prod: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_16

yeah i better wake up quick
"get it going, gotta get an iced out wrist
aint nobody going fuckin hard like this
and i been down bad but now im on my shit"
and all my friends
wanna act like i switched
now everybody wanna take a pic 
god damn
see your face on the gram
got me really missing when i could hold your hand

it's a lot to see u when i wake up
it's been hard to tell u that i want us
i ruin everything i fucking touch
and you'll get sick of me wont take much

yeah you'll get tired of me 
you'll just stop missing my company
it gets so hard to breathe 
wrist cut straight to the artery
i wish didn't push u away 
but sometimes i really don't know what to say
i see your eyes when u ask me to stay 
i just don't know how much i can take
and it's a lot to tell u that i love u
i swear it's me, i wanna trust u

:')

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