Such an intense & varied soundscape based on fabulous acid vibe... :)

Alternative rock

It's a breakup tune, with angst, what more can I say?  Making music that is unique, yet audible influences can be heard, is everything. 

YOU'RE GONNA MISS ME
(c) JunkHeap Oct 01 2021 / Remix/Remaster May 2025

It's such a nightmare being dumped, 
breakups are never easy. 
Insecurity feeds.
I know who I am,
I didn't deserve it,  
what you did to me.

The pain it turns, 
it's like a dagger twisted.
Til my heart bleeds.
I see your toxic,
convoluted optics.
So glad I'm free.

You're Gonna Miss Me.

Stone cold, not sure if you're alive.
Well, you made up your mind,
and it's goodbye.
I need to leave you in the past,
I must have been blind.
My soul gives me a high-five.

You're Gonna Miss Me.

You're Gonna Miss Me

Brother Timothy Clark - Bluesy Type Jam

Original composition by Nylïa and Florian Bochkovsky

All instruments, effects are performed, recorded, and mixed by ourselves.
For more information, see our public Profiles.
All rights reserved

Aunt Lydia's Theme (By Florian Bochkovsky X Nylïa)

It's a pleasure to revive my old Samoa project here again since it disappeared on this cloud years ago. This is a new compilation mix with some of the most exciting and lovely contributions to this little song which traveled around the world back then. 
My heartfelt thanks still goes to my musical friends and brilliant contributors 🌼

00.00 - 00.28 with Jens Felger (Germany), add. guitar
00.28 - 00.54 with Galina (Britain), keys / perc.
00.54 - 01.40 with Carlos Younes (Brazil), add. guitar / strings / perc.
01.40 - 02.17 with Leticia Gabian (Portugal), vocals / lyrics
02.17 - 02.53 with Helena Paglia Rios & Quique Cano (Uruguay), vocals / bass / add. guitar / keys / perc. 
02.53 - 03.30 with Anuradha Padmanabhan (India), vocals / lyrics
03.30 - 04.25 with Vicente Bueso (Spain), cello / strings

[Composition, guitar and whistling: Ax.W.]

Here is the original tune: https://soundcloud.com/axelweis/samoa
Find all exciting renditions (on ReverbNation):
https://www.reverbnation.com/828725/albums/154176

More music:
http://www.weiss-haenitsch.de/AxW.html
http://www.axelweis.bplaced.net/wordpress
http://www.facebook.com/AxelWeissMusicianProfile
http://www.youtube.com/user/azzelweit

Samoa Compilation

Sort of a digital chamber music piece with a psychedelic electronic synth-y solo in the middle. Hope you enjoy it!

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Collab with Damga. First track of a set of 3 instrumentals.

Chaos of Forgotten Melodies

Irony Of Chaos - Love In A Magnetic Cloud

Irony Of Chaos - Love In A Magnetic Cloud (Damga & HyLGZ22)

Music by Chad Lawson entitled "Paper Shadows" https://soundcloud.com/chad-lawson

Happy Asian American and Pacific Islander Heritage Month!

Kissing in Vietnamese
by Ocean Vuong https://poets.org/poem/kissing-vietnamese

My grandmother kisses
as if bombs are bursting in the backyard,
where mint and jasmine lace their perfumes
through the kitchen window,
as if somewhere, a body is falling apart
and flames are making their way back
through the intricacies of a young boy’s thigh,
as if to walk out the door, your torso
would dance from exit wounds.
When my grandmother kisses, there would be
no flashy smooching, no western music
of pursed lips, she kisses as if to breathe
you inside her, nose pressed to cheek
so that your scent is relearned
and your sweat pearls into drops of gold
inside her lungs, as if while she holds you
death also, is clutching your wrist.
My grandmother kisses as if history
never ended, as if somewhere
a body is still
falling apart.

Kissing in Vietnamese

(Free WAV Download available here under '••• More'; and eventually as part of my BandCamp PWWO #08 album)

Over the past few years, I’ve discovered several unique and delightful souls in our community; and the song I get to share today is my first collaboration with one of my favorite Soundcloud troubadours, Tanisha Jackland (Lady of Fire Poetry - https://soundcloud.com/ladyofire, https://ladyoffirepoetry.bandcamp.com/).

I messaged her a few months ago, hoping for a little inspirational pointer to one of her favorite open collab offerings. And to my great surprise and excitement, she offered to create something entirely new for the project. In addition, she introduced me to her muse for this particular piece, Emily Levine. Needless to say, Emily will be the subject for this write-up (so thanks, Tanisha… for that introduction; and for getting to create this song with you. I had a lot of fun with this one). :)

So who was Emily Levine? Emily started her career in 1977 as a stand-up comedian. But the world wasn’t ready to take female comedians seriously, so in 1980 she became a television writer and producer. Over the next decade, she worked on intelligent sitcoms, including ‘Designing Women’ and ‘Love and War’; and comedy pilots for CBS, NBC, ABC and HBO.

Despite an admirable career as a Screenwriter, Emily’s largest transformation came in the form of a tumor found on her pituitary gland. 

Before the diagnosis, she began experiencing a wide array of symptoms like extreme fatigue, brain fog, osteoarthritis, carpel tunnel, acromegaly (where your extremities grow abnormally large) and a lack of interest in the activities she enjoyed. 

Eventually, the tumor was discovered and successfully removed. But during her illness and recovery she began to explore more modern, scientific ideologies. This is where she had some of her greatest life epiphanies; my personal favorite being the realization that we need to evolve our thinking from Newton’s Universe to the Universe of Relativity, Chaos Theory and Quantum Physics. 

Here’s her basic formula. The Newtonian Universe is one of ‘either/or’; either this is true or that is true, but both can’t be true. If I’m right, you must be wrong. It’s very linear, black and white thinking; and it’s the hurdle that the human race can’t seem to get past.

But if you give Quantum Physics a spin, the formula becomes ‘and-and-and’ (notice the dashes rather than slashes). For example, light can be a wave and a particle, depending on how you look at it. I can be right, and you can be right, depending on how we look at it. That single idea transforms very rigid, absolute thinking (off/on, right/wrong) into something far my dynamic and probability based. It gives the human race the breathing room we need to help us solve our current polarizations; a beautiful opportunity for transforming the old paradigm into something that helps us evolve our thinking and move forward as a species.

So if you like your plate of perspective served with a side of humor, we highly recommend Emily’s amazing film ‘Emily @ The Edge of Chaos’ and her heartwarming TED talks ‘How I Made Friends With Reality (https://www.ted.com/talks/emily_levine_how_i_made_friends_with_reality). In the meantime, Tanisha and I hope you enjoyed our first collaboration ‘Moonbeings’. :)

Spoken Word:
Moonbeings
We are not an absolute 
one day to be fodder
 for the Earth 
She will consume us 
after we have had enough
 for we are cyclical beings 
waning always waning
 fading into frequencies
 of rearranging patterns

I'd like to think 
we have an eternity
 to come back again 
if necessary
 to try on new flesh
 to eat again
 at the bounty of Earth

F.W. Friends

Moonbeings (for Emily Levine) | Lady of Fire Poetry & GrevusAnjl

Waterfall

FOREVER

TEN: The Archive Series, Pt. 6 concludes the journey through Ballroom Records’ history, bringing the series to a powerful close.

Focused on the techno-driven side of Melodic House & Techno, this chapter highlights tracks defined by hypnotic tension, driving energy, and emotive depth.

A final tribute to the sound that shaped Ballroom over the past 10 years.

Enjoy listening and have a beautiful day!

TEN: The Archive Series, Pt. 6

Dynan

The color of sound. The color of life. The color of love.

The Color Of Life [Original Mix] [FREE DL]

Performed by Yelena & bitzone
Yelena (vocals, acoustic guitars, MIDI programmed VSTs)
https://soundcloud.com/bitzone (synth, samples, voice, bass, bassdrum, claps, and production)

Image: llustration from Art et Decoration, Paris 1897-1911

Used Illusions

I used to dream of gentle breeze
And laughter floating on the waves
Of crystal river
I had illusions, I used them all
I didn't leave a single drop
Not a drop

My hope runs thin
Nowhere to hide
Such a strange place
Rain pouring down
Leave all you have
Take me with you
And fly away
Away
Away

Leave it all behind
Take me with you and fly
Away

I look in every pocket, in every drawer
For any dream I may have put away
But nothing there
I hear the sound and rush inside
It's only the beating of my heart
Just my heart

My hope runs thin...

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Song trailer on Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/858076535250675883/

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Heavy Punk Rock 'n' Roll band turns into Synthwave nowadays! Brand NEW album "Ultraviolet Cosmos" available NOW!
https://shockthealgorithm.bandcamp.com/album/ultraviolet-cosmos

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