Brooo this been on repeat the whole day❤️🫂

Eshowe's Very Own

back on my corny love song shit 🥶🏂💯🙏😩

on my mind again

"DISTANCE"
produced by yūjīn
mixed by yūjīn

[ LYRICS ]

I send my prayers to the sky
Shit the pain that i been feeling just remind me I'm alive
I'm afraid that you won’t get to see me fly
So I'll be holding on the little hope that I got left inside of me
I'm just tryna make my mama proud of me
'Fore she leaves for parallel dimensions, as a higher being
And join the spirits that’s watching over our family
I'm tryna keep the sanity
I had enough of my own thoughts controlling me
Submerge myself in melodies, and swim good...
Yeah
And swim good... uh
Or wash away my fears.
I know I can do it
Slowly losing touch but know I gotta keep moving
Solo dolo, shadows, lay low, let go
Of the pain, I heal... On my own
Keep the distance
My solace was living in isolation
Cause I never wanted to be a burden
I was hurting, searching
For my purpose yeah
Big dreams, I was soaring above the surface
Worked on my vision even after closed curtains
Like keep the distance dawg
I been working... yeah
I been working on myself
Yeah

[NINA SIMONE]
An artist’s duty, as far as I’m concerned is to reflect the times
And I think that is true of painters, sculptors, poets, musicians…
I-
As far as I’m concerned, it’s their choice
But I choose to reflect the times and the situations in which I find myself 
That to me is my duty
And at this crucial time in our lives
When everything is so desperate 
When everyday is a matter of survival 
I don’t think you can help but be involved

DISTANCE

endless

A freestyle dedicated to you Dad. I made this track last year but I revisited it by re-recording and remastering it. All this death going around brought up the trauma of me losing my dad. So I felt the need to drop this little freestyle which I hold dearly.

The instrumental is from Knxwledge's instrumental album "1999". The track name is called "Thats Allwekando." and the reason I chose it was because I was streaming the album while driving my little brother to boarding school for the first time on a Sunday afternoon, and it hurt because my dad was the one who always used to take me, but now under the circumstances, my little brother didn't get to experience that and instead now it's me doing it for him, filling in those big shoes. It got me thinking about how so much happened in just the short space of time between me leaving high school and my little brother joining high school. The instrumental song made me emotional and hit me a different way while making me reflect on the things that my dad would tell me when he was still alive and also express how I felt at the time but also still relevant to now because I still do feel like this.

Anyways, please enjoy.
And Iol, please pray I don't get sued for not clearing the sample.

DAD INTERLUDE. (Thats Allwekando. by Knxwledge) [Re-prod. KGABSTHEGREAT]

this was meant to be my first release of 2021. this is my first release of 2022. it never felt like the right time. the time is now

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