i heard a sigh and ur lighter clicked
ur lacing ur shoes
what kind of fight is this right now
we've made it impossible to think straight
anyway
your cheeks go red and i'm angry too
and maybe we were kinda blue
baby
let me leave behind all the dr*gs with you
and maybe we could start brand new
baby

our words are too unpredictable
hitting too hot too soon, ah
i fill my lungs with the antidote
these dreams are impossible
so i stay in my way
white caps on the waves its a boundless view
i see the heavens open new
ha, baby
i've got regrets and my baggage too,
i wish that i could count on u
baby

the twists and turns of my honesty
is getting 2 u, ah 
my heart is gold but the words they won't
get up to comfort you
so i pray everyday
we've seen our lovers come and go
the future's not for us to know
ah, baby
i promise i won't change at all
without your hand inside my own
baby

ah, ah, ah
ah, ah, ah

soda pop

diet coke

produced and written by conrad bowen ; instruments: korg minilogue XD, roland tr-6s, ableton live

the come up

boohoo

damn

william

bottles

person in my songs

too bad feat. austin neufeld

conrad:
still up tossing and turning
when i sleep, nightmares keep reminding me
unending feelings that we disagree
if you don't love me then let me leave
i know you think i'm angry too much
as if this distance ain't enough

i'll lose the pushing and pulling
made worse, inconsistent honesty
i leave these conversations so unseen
afraid you'll see me for who's really me
i know i ruminate a little too much
there's more than distance in between us

and i am fully encumbered by your love
frequently anxious that we're breaking up
i feel so lonely boy i'm in a panic
intoxicated, hopeless, and stuck

i guess i want this too bad
i think i want this too bad

austin:
when i'm alone i feel better
but when i'm in your arms i'm in way too deep
you told me you didn't want it
but when we kiss it's like i'm all you need
a casualty of your passions
i was just a distraction

both:
and i am fully encumbered by your love
frequently anxious, that we're breaking up
i feel so lonely, boy, i'm in a panic
intoxicated, hopeless, and stuck

i guess i want this too bad
i think i want this too bad

//

too bad feat. austin neufeld

chorus
i’m so high right now 
wish i was sober instead 
f*cked up til i lost count
how’d i end up here again 
i'm flying to toronto to u 
but baby i think you were confused
your family was sweet - sour too
ironic when you called me rude 
you’ve never seen me rude 
ah, ah
ah, ah

verse
i wanna lose control
trading all my bills for bottles on my wall
you’re lying through your teeth
didn’t have to say those words you didn’t mean 
and now you've got me wondering when you’re lashing out
who you call this friday night to sleep by your side 
and clearly i got issues thanks for bringing it up
my therapist just fired me for wasting her time

chorus
i’m so high right now (high right now) 
wish i was sober instead (i was sober instead)
f*cked up til i lost count (never losing count)
how’d i end up here again 
i'm flying to toronto to u (i’m flying far away to you)
but baby i think you were confused (i hate to see you so confused) 
your family was sweet - sour too, ah
ironic when you called me rude 
you’ve never seen me rude
ah, ah
ah, ah

rude

speed

startled me,
when you came for your bike lock
don't wanna let you see me fall apart
i lost my shit not much longer...

friday nights
6 deep and a gunshot
don't wanna smoke more weed in the parking lot
i think i need something stronger

please stay, put your big hands on my waist,
don't even wanna know your name
fuck these memories of your love out of my life cause i'm so lost
i smoke my vape all day
said i should quit and i'll take a break but how?
seeing you out now,
wanna know about your life now that i'm gone wow

i think im greening out,
just saw your face and it's making me sick,
im lying awake every night
i heard you're happy now...
next time we meet i'll try to smile

don't ask me to walk on water,
had a hard enough time with the pictures
thought i could be chill or w/e

don't ask me to walk on water
have enough fresh sht on my mind
my hands are tied behind my back over

Tandem 2

NOSUN W/ HAYYIM SANCHEZ

KORG MINILOGUE XD
ABLETON LIVE

casper


I've got some some shit to work thru
as winter is coming so soon
i got something i can't forget
headed my way

kissing my sweet mother good nite
until i turn off the light
darling won't you kiss the sun goodbye
let the bullet holes revive

all of a sudden
the heavens wanna hurt me
they took away all my shining beacons of light
ahh
in the oceans softly

tell me why'd you do it
your way was so cruel
oh lord won't you fall down and give me my life
give me
mercy
mercy

Somememories

Somememories Drums

Ghosting

/w HAYYIM SANCHEZ on guitars and drums

sweating bullets in the sun
so sedated from the hit of white widow
my favorite band on your hat
show the muscles on your back
you're my hero

it's no wonder that dreams come true
but for sinners like me there's nothing to lose

always
how'd you get so dark and heavy like metal
always
letters on your chest still calling me back home
always
you can't help yourself from getting into trouble
you can't help yourself from getting into trouble

~

GHOSTING

sad boi in vancouver making synthpop ; libra sun , leo venus

ableton 11 LIVE ; Roland tr-6s ; KORG sh-01a ; KORG minilogueXD ; AKG C214

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