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종이비행기 초안 24.01.21

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종이비행기

잔나비-여름가을겨울봄

It’ll Bloom Again (사라진 만큼 피어날 테니) - 허회경

produced by michael harrison
rest by axhelini

note: this song is a "contender" in a contest, hence i am not allowed to post it on spotify, etc just yet. it will appear on all the major streaming platforms around november (i hope)

"september"

leaves fall
just like we did
first it was him
and now i'm the only one who's left
guess this is the end
oh? who would've guessed
not the first time
you are not original

maybe i'm just cynical
but all you wanted was pleasure
and now it's september
you wanted to stay together
till we're 70
but i am 17
i don't miss you
i don't want to kiss you

tell me it was rational
to leave you and my friends behind
i'm back up on my feet
and i'm meeting new faces
you did enough harm
but i'll never hate you
i'm standing with God
he told me that i'll be alright

i'm happy for the memories
but i don't want to stay like this
we didn't work out
cuz you filled me with your empty lies
i'm drowning
but i don't mind it
inside i'm fighting
with your touch

september

Two drifters running from their past, chasing peace under neon lights.
It’s escape, love, and truth in a single room.

Motel Moonlight

"Road of Bottles"

[Verse 1]
They’ve been down the same old road,
So many times, I know.
So many places on the road, you see.

[Verse 2]
One road takes you to destiny,
Another one takes you to a place you’re supposed to be free,
Other ones will take you to a place you don’t even know yet.

[Verse 3]
One place will shine some gold, yeah,
Until you get your fool’s gold.
You think you’re gonna get somewhere,
But you just fall even deeper into despair.

[Verse 4]
Look at me — I’m serving moments,
My eyes even know the war’s raging on.
Yeah, I’m in the middle of a disaster, feel down, I know.
Destruction to the right, destruction to the left,
On the road, yeah, down the pathway, I don’t even know.
But hurt is on my way — it’s stopping there.

[Verse 5]
Just a fallen man,
Even got my feelings in the way.
I don’t even know where I’m going these days.
In my path, yeah, my feelings are like —
Everyone’s just another shot glass waiting, yeah.
Take it off, I know, I can see my life, you know.

[Verse 6]
So many places bottles go, yeah,
I see them down every road.
Every place I go, there’s another bottle, yeah, I go be.

[Verse 7]
One shot, yeah, take me away.
Two shots take me to destiny,
Three shots, yeah, I’m numb to the pain, I see.
Everything in my life, yeah, coming that way, I know, yeah, this one’s fading me.
Strong, yeah, but I know I’m not gonna give up.
Yeah, the fight is on, but I tell you what —
I let the demons out my soul, right back there.
Seems like the things in my life…

[Verse 8]
Christmas clear as it was,
Too many shot glasses, I know, they’re shattered now.

[Verse 9]
Soon, yeah, I’m in the desert now,
Yeah, I’m in your rearview mirror now.
Yeah, the further that you go, yeah, you’re gonna see me.

[Verse 10]
Three shots, yeah, you disappear.
Four shots, I’m now on beer.
Fearless on the fifth one, yeah,
Sixth one, yeah, I know now I’m starting to lose it, yeah.

[Verse 11]
Seven shots, yeah, I feel the power.
I know that there’s nothing more
Than the desperate calls of the fear inside of me, yeah — monster, you.

[Verse 12]
Soul empty.
Lost away.
Alcohol is staying away.
Alcohol is staying away.

잔나비-여름가을겨울봄

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