Hi, I'm a song writer, wanting to share my lyrics to world and hoping they reach out to everyone. The lyrics to this cover is down below!

Don't you tell me sorry, it makes me feel so pitiful.
You don't gotta worry, just hurry and leave me alone.
you're slowly killing, you're everything I see.
and cause of that, I feel myself, struggling to breath.

I'm saying I'm alright,
look at me one last time 
I'll smile and pretend you're never on my mind.
I'm still mising your face, you'll never be replace
but you still left me all alone, you're so far away.

my love, it turned to an obsession
The moment that you left, made me learn my deepest lesson

I can't imprison you, can't put you through, hell just to be with me.
I can't live selfishly, so I'm drowning in the memories

You sit there silently, were you hurting? was this because of me?
Why am I the fool? why am I living this make believe?

That you were the one for me, I never thought one day you'd leave.
This entire time, I never knew that "us" was just a dream.


[English Cover] eyes, nose, lips - ft. and originally by Taeyang

Just a song to express some reoccurring feelings.

he says he loved me
i know that isn't true
the way he looked at me
the way he treated me no...

cause if he loved me,
shoulda treated me better oh...oh oh.

I've gotten tired of the same old thang...
you love her, you need her, how cliche.
Throwing out the word like you know the meaning...
acting so nice, boy you're decieving cause

you say over and over again
Say you love her, then you say you wanna be friends...
you stayed with her just to claim all her secrets.
Then throw her away, just to tell her "keep it."

then he goes around playing victim,
he says didn't lead her on, that's so like him
acting like he's perfect and he's never wrong.
then acting like you need him when he's dead and gone.

I'm sorry girl, you were the only one.
who was in love, and for him it was all just fun.
Don't hold on and don't stay attach.
I know for you there's better match cause


He's just a play boy, just a play boy
all he's gonna do is,
is take your heart, and play your feelings.
give you love without a meaning cause

he's just a play boy, just a play boy.
And I'm sorry that you
fell for his type.
But at least you know you deserve a better guy.

[Original] Playboy - Zekaiya

A song to remind those who are struggling to just keep fighting and to let them know they really aren't by themselves. 

Lyrics below:
Day by day, it’s hard to say, but I’ll try.
I’m living everyday even though I wanna die.
I don’t know why… but I’m calling for help
Wish I could explain but brain just kinda melts-

And it’s- complicated-
Is this feeling mutual?
Don’t know how I did it but I’m wishing that I could let go of-
All the feelings. The good and the bad
The happy and the sad.
The shit that made me mad.

And I’m stressing- always second guessing.
Does this person like me or am I just really trippin’?
Are these people friends to me?
Are they just pretend with me?
Sick of never knowing 
and the answer never clear to me.

Say, you understand right?
Sometimes it ain’t wrong but it don’t feel right.
I got this stage fright. 
It’s swelling in my chest. Won’t give me a rest.
But life ain’t a game, it’s just a bunch of tests.

So here’s me on the daily.
Thinking about life-
Will I be better person, or a great wife?
Will I ever fall in love, get a job, see the world?
Or will I ever be noticed as a normal girl?

I feel invisible, the world’s spinning.
corruption is too strong- and no body’s ever winning. 
The world gets dark there’s no light in the end.
I’m wishing for some hope- or maybe just a friend.

I really need to talk it out, but in reality.
When I get to talk, no words will come out of me.
I’m stuck in my silent, 
My thoughts are getting violent.
My inner thoughts screaming kill yourself! 
Or be defiant

I'm a literally mess, cause of my history.
feeling myself, falling apart, through all my memories.
The past is the past, and we're living for a future.
but the person I've become is like a total stranger and I-

I just can't do it, no I can't
Feels no one understands...
what is happening, oh what is happening...

and the world keeps moving on
like they don't what is wrong...
what is happening? oh what is happening?

then they cry about "I never knew, no I never knew..."
But it's too damn late to even save you.
if only for moment they had a clue
they wouldn't be here, they would have never lost you.

I woke up, see the light of reality.
Yeah I might have lost a lot, but it was all teaching me. That- 
Yes, I’m strong-  I can still move on.
I can go wherever, if it helps me move along.

Backwards, forwards, left or right.
Memories to hold, emotions left to fight.
Can’t get lost in fear, it’s okay to shed a tear.
As long as you can get up and live out another year.

Mm… Sometimes you wanna give up, 
You’re struggling a lot and you might have had enough.
But that’s okay, you've only lost your way.
Just know it ain't a bad life. Just a bad day.

What is happening? - Zekaiya

I'm really sick guys singing isn't working out for me at all :( Thanks again Shiro for the guitar cover!

LYRICS ARE RIGHT HERE:

I hate when the night comes, I barely can breath
and I wanna wake up, I'm hating this dream
I feel like I'm dying, can't live anymore
don't wanna be lonely, just wanna be yours.

this is really dangerous, how wrecked I am without you
why's it always dark? This place exist, but no you.
Can you save because, can't get a grip, I need you.

Listen to my heartbeats
it calls for you constantly
And even in this dark space
you always shine so brightly.

give me your hand so you can save me, save me
i need your love before I fall, fall

give me your hand so you can save me, save me
i need your love before I fall, fall



zekaiya