« Some people choose to see the ugliness in this world, the disarray. I choose to see the Beauty.  To believe there is an order to our days.  A purpose. »  —  Dolores Abernathy

Through Your Side

Dedicated to an unforgettable purple tulip.

Unforgettable You

Everything is a Dance

DISCLAIMER

The song,  «As if the Night Could Forget»  is  an exploration of  love,  trauma, and the tension between desire and care — highlighting how a trauma can, unfortunately, distort intimacy. At its heart, it tells the story of a relationship where one partner seeks pain and roughness — possibly as a way to feel loved or to reenact old wounds — while the other partner refuses to cross that line, instead offering to protect rather than harm even when asked.  The song is about a way to redefine love away  from destructive cycles — choosing to support someone through their pain without exacerbating it, and demonstrating love through kindness and respect rather than aggression and domination. The song is dedicated to Liette and to all those who suffer from PTSD who are in need of healing.

As If the Night Could Forget

dedicated to an unforgettable purple tulip. I miss you always.

How We Begin Again

As It Seems

I Can See You

Indigo Dreams

Hop Hop Hippity

She Came to My Window Twice

Indie Soul  Nu Jazz  Organic  Soft Bass  Moonlit Confession  Intimate  Sultry Female Vocals  Chill

Nocturnal

Dust and Stone

The Tide

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«Don't bother counting — there's eleven.»  ⏸️

Tangled Thoughts

«If someone sits next to you to watch the sun rise, don't ask them how they are doing, just enjoy their company instead and see how the day goes.»
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Sunrise

Soft Confessions

Meant to Mean

Lost in You

Soft Undercurrent

Home of My Heart

Tired

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Spurs of Now

Impromptu moments in the midnight air
we chase seconds like they’ll disappear
your laugh cuts through the drifting clouds
our shadows dance beyond the stars

Kicking air into wind
feel the wild minute in the air

Purple and reckless sky
stars spill secrets we can’t deny
heartbeat syncs to rolling beat
wind-tossed hair and untamed heat

Kicking air into wind
riding time where it spins
no reins no reason just dive
feel the wild minute begin

Kicking air into wind
feel the wild minute in the air

Whispers coil like smoke around
lost in the rush of here and now
feet lifted off the ground
let it carry don’t look down

Spurs of Now

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No Reason

She said thank you
I said for what

She said no reason—
only the way the sky
doesn’t suddenly fall
the way small fires
undo the lonely cold—
all that 
and everything else.

No Reason

Shoelace Budget and Paper Sails

[Verse 1]
You count your change like you're counting time
promise your father you'll mow the lawn
pockets light but your dreams are loud
talking big with your sneakers on

[Verse 2]
I paint my lips like warning signs
red and soft like a stoplight kiss
you look at me like I’m the mess
but I was born to stay like this

[Pre-Chorus]
You said you'd follow
I said—prove it
You said you'd stay
I moved right through it

[Chorus]
Set fire to your paper sails
let them drift where the night can’t follow
shoelace budget hearts on loan
we’re almost there almost home

[Verse 3]
I flirt with time—with ferrymen
my charm's just hope with frayed loose ends
I bet on bluffs I roll my dice
you call me out with half a smile

[Verse 4]
I make your bed with you still in it
I know your tells I never quit it
You dream in sparks you talk in blue
but all your fires burn straight through

[Pre-Chorus]
You said you'd follow
I said—wait
You made a promise
I slipped the gate

[Chorus]
Set fire to your paper sails
let them go when the wind blows
Shoelace dreams with borrowed skin
we’re out of luck but still drift in

[Outro]
Kisses on the dock shoes untied
the ferry horn cries
we never said goodbye

Shoelace Budget and Paper Sails

It Must Be Hard

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Bad for You Too

[Verse 1]
She tells me
I'm not like this with anyone else
her voice soft like ash in the air
says I'm the spark
that sets off her silence
and all the storms hiding there

She tells me she loves me—
right before she breaks
in trembling flame
I hold her like
a burned-out oak
still standing in the rain

[Chorus]
And I say—
It’s okay babe
I’m bad for you too
we’re just two deer
caught in the open
no map no moon
but I won’t run
if you don’t move
we’re broken kind
but we choose this truth

[Verse 2]
She curls her voice
around old wounds
asks if I see
what she hides inside
but I’ve walked through fire
and stayed soft
so I just press my hand to the light

She says 
she’s poison and prayer both
but I drink anyway
there’s something
about her damage that sings—
when the world turns gray

[Chorus]
And I say—
It’s okay babe
I’m bad for you too
like two branches
bending never breaking
through the weight of truth
I’ll hold the hurt
and carry the proof
we’re bad for each other
but I stay with you

[Bridge]
You cry like a river
I dam with my chest
I’ve never been the answer—
but I stayed when you wept
No easy fix no clean slate
just hands held tight
through our worst mistakes

[Final Chorus]
It’s okay babe
we were never meant
to bloom unbruised
but I’d rather stand
in the storm with you
than find shelter
without your truth

[Outro]
So breathe love
just breathe—
I’m not leaving
even if we never heal
completely

Bad For You Too

The Unseen

Since You've Been Gone

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Lucky You Babe

[Verse 1]
You said I light up a room
just before it burns down
that I move like a song
that leaves you torn and spellbound

I laugh like someone
who’s never lost a thing—
but babe each smile
pulls a string

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve got a kiss like luck
and a trail of ash behind
you think you found a treasure
but I’m the warning kind

[Chorus]
So lucky you babe
to catch the eye of a storm
you danced with the cursed
and thought you could stay warm

Lucky you babe
betting hearts like dice
but I’ve never held onto
a good thing twice

[Verse 2]
I wear charm like perfume
to cover the past
I touch like summer
but I leave like a frost

People fall in love
with the idea of me
’til they realize
I don’t come free

[Pre-Chorus]
My hands are gentle
but they’ve let go too soon
my promises are poems
read best under a darkened moon

[Chorus]
So lucky you babe
to trace the lines of a myth
I kiss like I’m holy
but I’m more ghost than gift

Lucky you babe
just another star-crossed fool
but I told you from the start—
I don’t play by the rules

[Bridge – spoken]
If love was a venture
you played with loaded dice
thinking I was the prize
not the price

[Final Chorus]
Lucky you babe
to say you had me once
but luck don’t last
when it burns that bright
for too long

Lucky you—
but it’s still just
bad luck
that others call love

Lucky You Babe

Some Birds Don't Sing

No Room for Endings

Not the Same Anymore

Messy
[the poem]

It doesn’t stay neat—
nothing does

Not the room
not the mind
not the feelings
I have for you

I spill everything out—
ink
blood 
tears—
whatever I hold
too tight

Even the rain
trips over itself
but you call it
beautiful—
you always do

Too Messy

Tender Tides

«I don’t ask who you are tonight. I'll just let you in and wrap your  heart in my arms and we can work this out. I know we can. I miss you Boo»  💜🧡

November After Dark

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