That picture is funny to some but is really just like me. Hoodie.. hiding myself.. pain..

BAKUBABE IS IN HIS DEPRESSED ERA 🔥🔥🔥🔥

WE MAKING IT OUT OF DEPRESSION WITH THIS ONE 🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯💯🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡

I can’t be depressed with this fucking funny ass picture 💀🙏

The photo is ass but I hate anime, good song 🎧 😊 👍

Fast boys go ... fast

this reminded me of eiji :(
manga: Garden of the light
anime/manga: Banana fish

it's not like you ever tried to stay- 𝒀𝒐𝒕 𝑪𝒍𝒖𝒃-𝒀𝑲𝑾𝑰𝑴/𝒔𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅

ʏᴋᴡɪᴍ? - ʏᴏᴛ ᴄʟᴜʙ sʟᴏᴡᴇᴅ

pov: the indie kid sends you their playlist:
https://streamlink.to/indie_playlist

vacations - young (slowed + reverb) | "another day goes by"

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝐷𝑟𝑢𝑚𝑠 - 𝑀𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑦 (𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑑 + 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑏)

Beach House - Space song but its played in another room and its raining.

where’d all the time go? - dr. dog (slowed + reverb)

Swing Lynn x Little Rascals (Let me raise a toast to the girl I love most!) slowed down

The Rare Occasions - Notion (slowed+more slowed) [to perfection] [tiktok version]

her's - what once was [sped up]

Tame Impala - New Person, Same Old Mistakes (Sped up & pitched)

i follow rivers - lykke li [speed up]

Mercury - Steve Lacy ( Sped Up / Nightcore )

steve lacy - bad habit (sped up)

Erica—am I, or only a hush inside my head? https://www.tumblr.com/eneagore/793024499461341184/erica-lighthouse-with-no-shore?source=share

I stared into my own eyes. The bathroom mirror offered no story—only a duplicate of myself. I resembled my father, a likeness I wanted no part of. All I really wanted was to capture my mother’s features: to let her smile settle on my mouth, to keep my skin like hers, to overturn my father’s image once and for all. Yet I couldn’t push past these tasteless eyes, these impure, insignificant retinas.
With toothpaste I traced my name on the glass, but it felt borrowed, not mine. I spoke it aloud, faster and louder, until the syllables frothed into meaningless sound and my guttural voice fizzled out. I wiped the mirror clean. The reek of urine made my stomach twist, as did the sight of my naked, sweat-slick body. No shower could wash away such disgust.
I wanted a mind less congested, to stop thinking about all this. Why was I even standing there? Was I truly trying to piece my family back together? Deep inside, a hostile hydra writhed in my gut, and I felt ashamed of the solitude coiled within me. I longed to drain every drop of this poison from my body—emptying myself, leaving nothing behind.

Written, arranged, produced & designed by Enea Gorè
Mixed & mastered by Enea Gorè. Recorded in my bedroom studio, Spring 2025.

Istrumentation:
acoustic guitar, electric guitars, synths, theremin, vibraphone, keyboards, pads, kalimba, drums by Enea Gorè

Special thanks to: Anna C. for waveform artwork.
And my cousins for being the subjects of the artwork and cover.

Erica (Lighthouse With No Shore)

I cant handle change (Slowed + Reverb)

𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐬; 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐟 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞 {𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝/𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐞𝐝}

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Beach House - Space song but its played in another room and its raining.

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