written and performed by waya

edits by Jason D Love

They think I wrote you a love song and it's not wrong, you may be as real as my dream all along, but it did make me feel strong. It's been too long that I know you are the gold dawn and the theme to my life's song. Forgive me for forsaking you but I can no longer keep on. 

It's now feeling like a kind of relief,
Since you left I feel like I lost my belief 
But that's how it goes I can see the 
Seasons change and people leave 
My spirit was you and it made me me,
But nothing last and that's the only persisting feed in this wakeing fantasy 

It's crazy how I used to swing from the lowest point to feeling like you and I are joined, on top of the world and the flip side of a coin. Now that I am on my own I can give up on the things that made me miss the storm 

It's still a daze, like my soul was taken to the darkest shades, somewhere at the bottom of the pit I felt the greatest escapade, the desperate escape from a life destined for the Graves. And my heart was a grenade ready to blow into to a thousand rave. 

looking back at this game of clueless chess it was always a hopless mess. everything I did only made me feel like I'm worth even less, and I confess, the vanity was something that made me feel like a lone express on its way to reach the great address. 

I'm a Shepard that made peace with the wolves in the story books, they all give me a weird look when I told them it's not you that's the crook but I knew something was dangling on a hook and no matter how hard I shook i was always short a foot. 

They think I wrote you a love song and it's not wrong, you may be as real as my dream all along, but it did make me feel strong. It's been too long that I know you are the gold dawn and the theme to my life's song. Forgive me for forsaking you but I can no longer keep on. 

Light bringer, you showed me the things I want the most, from coast to coast you've shown me an unbreakable oath, and I swear that although I am back to reality I haven't lost the ghost. I have the torch and it will be with me till the day I become the host.

Lightbringer

Three hundred and sixty nine from sine to cosine.//
//Changing coal to gold and turning water to wine, //Things may appear real after these Lyrics unwind.
//here by the fateful red line of a strange design// 

Bring me back to you, we're the chosen few.//
//What became old will always be the new.
I know for I see it in the rare view.//
Carry us through with these wornout shoes,//
//rescue me and I will rescue you too// 

//Break down my walls, let me hear all of your calls,//
say my name out loud till the end of it all.// Equal in the face of the labyrinth hall. When you feel small recall times you had to fall.//
//and how you overcame the hardest of all.// 

By a sliver of a hair you were given birth.// //There's a good chance you are made to be full of worth//
//Covered in dirt for you to unearth and emerge.//
//Don't you ever worry about coming in first.//
//You had already been through the possible worst.// 

Message in a bottle cast out to sea,//
// You always find what you need cycallically.
//Part of the same creed originally,//
//split into pieces with no harmony. 
//Be all you can be and full of honesty// 

You've done this before/at your core
you've got unlimited allure,//
//The world is made for you to explore,
/In the deep of all that you're for.//
//you always came right back to shore. 
/theres facts in the collective lores// 

Bring me back to you, we're the chosen few.//
//What became old will always be the new.
I know for I see it in the rare view.//
//Carry us through with these wornout shoes,//
rescue me and I will rescue you too// 

Face to the sun, and we can have some fun.// 
//Let go of the baggage that weighs a ton//, 
You are not a priest or a Catholic nun.//
//You faced judgments as if held by a gun//
//But your joy's the rebel in name of the dawn.// 

be deaf to all the noise(s)that brings you down, //
//it is indef that your immortal flame wears a crown.//
//be a clown instead of let sorrows drown
//tell jokes at the showdowns to flip their frowns. 

You aren't really sick in the head,//
//you are sick of being misled
//gas fed by ignorant big heads 
//Deep down, you are led by something profound.
//Follow the sound of wisdom from beyond.// 

//Break down my walls, let me hear all of your calls,//
say my name out loud till the end of it all.// Equal in the face of the labyrinth hall. When you feel small 
recall times you had to fall
//and how you overcame the hardest of all.// 

Bring me back to you, we're the chosen few.//
//What became old will always be the new.
I know for I see it in the rare view.//
Carry us through with these wornout shoes,//
//rescue me and I will rescue you too//






Rescue

My yellow bus driver eats special K
my yellow bus driver plays GtA
Five fifty five in change to pay
Slow ride towards the north today 

I'm pretty lame, I watch anime and play video games, I went to rehab and came out feeling the same. I got addictions that I cannot tame. I think sometimes I'm unwilling to change. 

I feel like the world is completely insane, and people around me are all very vain, the world leaders are sick and deranged. I'm not too strange to want to be out of their range. 

I like my cat more than any people, he's awesome and quite adorable. I know it sounds pretty antisocial but I rather play with cat shit than deal with petty assholes. 

Fully mentally diagnosed, it really doesn't show that I'm suppose to be mentally broke, although, I'm pretty tired of dealing with people in lab coats. 

I m a  problem to those who cares about me,  they want me to be someone who's better than me. I don't think they're people I can please. Maybe they want me to be under 6 feet. 

If only I could just live on the beach, and have no care in a place out of reach. I wouldn't have to listen to my mother preach. And I wouldn't have to have any more needs. 

My yellow bus driver eats special K
my yellow bus driver plays GtA
Five fifty five in change to pay
Slow ride towards the north today 

I feel like I've checked out of this planet, I can't help being overly empathetic, strangers tell me too many of their deepest secrets, and I don't really have a solution for it 

Society is still the survival of the of the most fit, yet some people are born with a golden ticket, while others are given the leftover bits. I don't like the odds of being gifted. 

My L+ ratio is above average, my future outlook is pretty savage, I don't know what's going to change my tilted leverage, but for now I'm not ready for the old age 

Like Cinderella ive got a shabby carriage, I turn into a pumpkin when I think about marriage, I've got worn out high millage and enough problems to run out of package. 

Yet I'm still so grateful to be alive, there's many things that could ve taken my life, I've seen and done things far out of the hive, and jived with people that vibed the most high. 

The abyss stares back at the boy full of lies, and whipped him until he could no longer cry. The wolf howled stories and fibbed many old wives until the boy grew up to be the wise 

Although I'm lowkey Donnie darko, I still proved people can always grow, and there's a place beyond good and evil. It's not some just self help mumble jumbo, the dark place brings out true potentials. 

history untold in countless blue woes, but as long as there's a breath in my soul, I can overcome the lowest of lows, only the great depth may know what the future will hold. 

My yellow bus driver eats special K
my yellow bus driver plays GtA
Five fifty five in  change to pay
Slow ride towards the north today

Cried Wolf

written and performed by Waya(dancingwolf)

give rise(revised) final

haven't forgotten you brother. haven't forgotten you my friend

JASON LOVE.m4a

黑狼(Black Wolf)

I got this ring on my pinky. I promise you it's not about the money. Chew me out. You're just a little Kitty. I promise you I won't die in my thirties 

Yo, I think my mom sold my soul long ago, before I even know she made a contract with the devil, and it feels like I've become old, knowing that it was never foretold I'll live a life where ill never grow. 

Im the past age where i call women hoes, I dont play games nor do I let my hands show, I've been taught mastery over those, who seek nothing but to leave me out in the cold, im tired and I want to fold 

But I know the wicked don't rest, and I wont sleep till I pass the last test, I've fallen out of nest, if I can fly then I follow the rest, if i can't then ill learn to crawl in the abyss. 

Yea check this out, check out my mind and dont pay a dime, you think I could protect everything if I just dropped in line, walk down an assembly of people made of brine, preserved just enough to never shine 

Gimme that bottle on the top shelf, gimme wine like im dionysus' lost self, tell me im lost in your great spell, tell me I died the last time you fell. Let me rise until I make it out of your hell.





lost self

Did I imagine you imagine me?
can I lose myself in you please?
Did you lose yourself so I could see


Maybe I knew you like a tune from the past, like I could imagine forever last, like how I want to be your first and last. Maybe im dreaming you are my first class 

I dont know why I feel the way I do.
I know you leave me without a clue
Like an overdue book you cant seem to lose. And I hold on to you like you are my devil blues. 

I try to think I can live without you, I try it for a moment and im ready spew, I want to dispute it with the lord of the dead, that i was never meant to find you instead. 

I never wanted to leave you. I wasn't sure if you would stay. I'm sorry for hurting you. I want to know if you are okay. Please don't let me do this to you. You can tell me to stay. 

Maybe I knew you like a tune from the past, like I could imagine forever last, like how I want to be your first and last. Maybe im dreaming, you are my first class 

Did I imagine you imagine me

Can I lose myself, can I lose myself in you please. 

I want us to stay forever young, a choir in heaven singing our love song. Do you think we are wrong to keep this a secret for long. Because I want tell the whole world at the top of my lungs. 

I will catch you as we free fall, down an immortal walk of dark halls, till I find you once again, like a beacon in the crowd, I am the one and you are my all. I dont need wings because I want to fall. 

Maybe im a blood sucker and you are my vampire queen, maybe im dead inside until I can hear you scream. Maybe im broken and you are my only dream. Maybe things are only what it seems. 

Maybe I knew you like a tune from the past, like I could imagine forever last, like how I want to be your first and last. Maybe im dreaming you are my first class


First and Last

beats Prod. By "HoldUpAnti" check him out on youtube. wicked producer

Cry, baby. You don't hear me. Cry, baby. You don't see me. cry, baby, You don't know me. 

1 am, and i'm strolling downtown streets. I got you on my mind and I can't seem to sleep, i wonder if I am awake or I am in too deep. Am I alive or is this all a dream 

Selfies, kitties, strawberry candies. I'm just a dead rake becoming a dandy. I was pretty dark and shady, and now i'm all that but also needy. What do you see in a loser like me. 

Cry, baby. You don't hear me. Cry, baby. You don't see me. cry, baby, you don't know me. 

Why do you need me like I need you, are you a siren, or are you a muse. Whatever it may be, I like this abuse. I feel like you are someone I always knew. Are we lovers, or are we bad news. 

Do you think we can be happy in the end, like stories written for those meant for heaven. Do you think you can train me like a dragon and ride me like i'm not even broken. 

Cry, baby. You don't hear me. Cry, baby. You don't see me. cry, baby, You don't know me. 

I hope you can be completely mine, like a whole moon that on shines for my 369 and I want to be completely yours with a simple 1800 pick up line. 

I'll keep things simple and make it rhyme. You are on my mind all the time. I don't care if they think I've lost my mind.. I'll love you until the end of time. 

Cry, baby. You don't hear me. Cry, baby. You don't see me. cry, baby, You don't know me.




cry,baby

clingy hearts

Kitty cat you're being quite naughty tonight.
Would you rather have me burn or the world?
You pick me, well then, i'm gonna be your world.

kit kit cat. I'm going to be static on your lap. You put on an act, like i'm not the one you want to make you lose track. I'm out of the trash past. But you dress me up real fast.

Get lit kid cat, kid licked this cat. tick on this diss track. Only to realize we mutually distract, here's a fun fact, I crack you laugh, and we get lost where we are both at. 

Tone it back till we are both feline. You are my baseline, my sunshine, how did you find me? When I was hiding from mankind. I said I was fine, but you made see all the ways I unwind 

The white omen, truth or dare me to eat a lemon and see if ill cross the finish with my demons, tell me you like kpop and i tell you I only heard of seven. But I know a better way to feel heaven. 

kit kit cat. I'm going to be static on your lap. You put on an act, like i'm not the one you want to make you lose track. I'm out of the trash past. But you dress me up real fast.

This black cat smells like cigarettes smokes rubbing on your perfume coat.
You got this way to dress like you dont know, how critical you make me overdose.
God knows you are bad for my soul.

But ill never ever let you go, you're the present that makes up for all the Christmas coals, and the snow that makes my ocean grow. If I lost you now ill drown myself in endless woes 

Let the world end in ice or fire, tell me im a liar, so I can be with you in my deepest desires. Even when im dead and tired, ill be alive for you only, like the man your soul exclusively hired. 

kit kit cat. I'm going to be static on your lap. You put on an act, like i'm not the one you want to make you lose track. I'm out of the trash past. But you dress me up real fast.

kit kit cat(mi-yao)

"Shadow Mirror"

(Verse 1)
Walked a mile in your lies, ten thousand in my own
Held your secrets like a weight, while you threw stones
You hid behind a cross, a filter, a “good guy” grin
But I see the rot in your chest—yeah, I know where you’ve been
You judged my love, my dark, my “out of line”
While your own demons hum in the back of your mind
I kept quiet, smiled polite, let you take the stage
Now the curtain’s falling—time to turn the page

(Pre-Chorus)
You built a shield outta “holy” and “right”
But I got the cracks mapped—day and night
You think you’re safe? Think I won’t expose?
I’m the ghost in your closet—time to meet the host

(Chorus)
Anti-hero god, holdin’ shadows in my palm
You see me walk in, your spine goes numb
‘Cause I know the truth you bury deep
The “perfect” mask you wear? It’s just skin and cheap
Anti-hero god, mirror to your sin
You’ll piss your pants when you see where you’ve been
Judge not, lest ye be judged—remember that line?
Now it’s your turn to kneel to the dark you define

(Verse 2)
You called me a villain, a “danger to the fold”
While you lied to your mom, cheated on your soulmate cold
You post about “justice,” then dogpile the weak
I see the fear in your eyes—you know I speak
I carried your darkness, my own, and more
While you acted like heaven’s knockin’ at your door
Now the tables turn—you’re the one in the light
Stripped of your armor, no place to hide

(Pre-Chorus)
You built a shield outta “holy” and “right”
But I got the cracks mapped—day and night
You think you’re safe? Think I won’t expose?
I’m the ghost in your closet—time to meet the host

(Chorus)
Anti-hero god, holdin’ shadows in my palm
You see me walk in, your spine goes numb
‘Cause I know the truth you bury deep
The “perfect” mask you wear? It’s just skin and cheap
Anti-hero god, mirror to your sin
You’ll piss your pants when you see where you’ve been
Judge not, lest ye be judged—remember that line?
Now it’s your turn to kneel to the dark you define

(Outro)
I ain’t here to save—ain’t here to damn
Just here to show you the man in the pan
You wanted a hero? Too bad—got me instead
The one who knows your secrets… and won’t let ’em rest.

Anti-Hero God

written and performed by Waya

produced by Lil Turkey

in memory of Benjamin, Waya's beautiful fur baby of 17 years.

Benji

it's Waya, the dancing wolf.

Rap music for your soul 

Waya

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