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16.20, 8 thg 3​.aac

to be able to release this album I had to loose everything
so thank you for listening 
thank you for allowing me to change 
and above all else 
be honest 
to those you love 
obviously 
but most importantly
to those you hate 
ALL SEXY CD'S WILL BE RESHIPPED OUT TO THOSE WHO DIDNT GET THEM BY MAY 1ST

repeating

lyrics:

YOU TOOK OFF ALL MY CLOTHES 
WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS HOME
YOU CAME AND SAT WITH ME
WOULDN’T LEAVE ME ALONE 
I FELL IN LOVE AGAIN 
IT FEELS LIKE IT’LL NEVER END 
I FOUND IT WAS PRETEND 
CAUGHT YOU SLEEPING WITH MY FRIEND

LIAR
THE WORDS ON YOUR FORKED TONGUE
BURN LIKE FIRE
VERTICAL PUPILS LIKE KNIVES
CUT INTO PIECES MY LIFE

LOST WITHOUT DIRECTION
AFRAID OF REJECTION
NATURAL SELECTION
I WILL NOT SURVIVE 
FRIVOLOUS CONNECTIONS 
SPREAD LIKE AN INFECTION
BEG FOR THE AFFECTION 
I CANNOT PROVIDE
YOU WANT MY SOUL
RIP IT FROM INSIDE 
YOUR HEART IS SO COLD 
I WISH YOU WOULD 

DIE
THE WORDS ON YOUR FORKED TONGUE
BURN LIKE FIRE
VERTICAL PUPILS LIKE KNIVES
CUT INTO PIECES MY LIFE


liar (PROD. Wonton)

lyrics:

WOULD YOU THROW IT ALL AWAY 
JUST TO LIVE ANOTHER DAY
WOULD YOU LEAVE OR WOULD YOU STAY
WHEN THINGS GET DIFFICULT 
I PRAY
YOU FIND A REASON TO KEEP TRYING
EVERYBODY HAS TO DIE
I’VE SAID THAT SHIT A HUNDRED TIMES
BECAUSE IT’S ALWAYS ON MY MIND 
WE ARE BLIND TO THE SIGNS 
EVERY TIME I HEAR THAT SONG 
MY HEART BREAKS OPEN AND I CRY
LIKE RAIN THAT’S FALLING FROM THE SKY 
IT FEEL LIKE THE END IS NIGH
WATCH THE DAY TURN INTO NIGHT 
THE SUN WILL COME UP 
A BEAUTIFUL SYMMETRY PERSISTS 
YOU CAN RAISE A HAND OR A FIST 
IF YOU WANT 
BUT IT’S ON TOP OF A WRIST EITHER WAY
JUST WATCH, THERE WILL BE DARK TIMES
AND BRIGHTER DAYS 
IF YOU WAIT
THE CLOCK LOOK LIKE A PLATE  
WITH A KNIFE AND A FORK
OR SOME CHOPSTICKS 
FOR STUFFING YOUR FACE 
I HEAR IT TICK
GOT ME BUGGIN
BLOOD SUCKERS INSIST 
ON HURTING OTHERS FOR KICKS 
THE FENG SHUI IS AMIS
WOULD ROUND HOUSES MAKE US NONVIOLENT?
IF THERE AIN’T A CORNER YOU CAN HIDE IN?
ZIP LIPS
STAY SILENT?
TRY TO WIDEN MY MIND 
BUT WHAT’S THE POINT OF TRYING TO
IF EVERYTHING I’M FIGHTING FOR
IS ALWAYS DYING
HOPE IS NOT PROVIDED 
RESIDING IN DIMENSION OF IMPERMANENCE
FURNACES BURNING AND CONSUMING 
IS IT PURPOSELESS? 
LIFE FEEL LIKE A CIRCUS 
IMMA JESTER
KEEP TRACK OF YOUR PURCHASES 
BECOME AN INVESTOR 
REWARD YOUR SUCCESSORS 
HONOR ANCESTORS 
LEARN ABOUT HOW YOU CAN SUFFER FOR A SEMESTER 
AND ANSWERS ALL THE QUESTIONS WHEN THEY TEST YA
YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A COMPLEX COLLECTION OF RECEPTORS 
BORN TO WORK AND DIE 
NEVER TELL JOKES OR SMILE 
OBEY THE THE BOSS 
CEO OR PROFESSOR 
DROPPED OUT OF SCHOOL
AND I THREW AWAY THE ROPE 
FREE EXPRESSION HOW I COPE
NOW I MAKE MY OWN HOPE


hope (PROD. SKOTSKR)

ig - lilashleyxo

when im geeked up im a different monster
smoke so much loud yeah im feel like im a rasta
ballin out thats why I be on the roster
girl u kno i want you
when im dead ill haunt you

yeah I want you if im being honest
tryna put my cup down, i made you a promise
she can tell whenver im off it
im sick of feeling so nauseous
we were both fkd up at the party
im sorry that im not sorry
i droppd a xan in my coffee
girl i can tell that u want me 

breakdown like my heart</3
wish I could restart
im such a fk up
im such a retard

geeked up!  (prod. shukajinkai + 18freezey)

lyrics:
you don’t have to lie 
you won’t last
survive the fall
so small without me
we don’t have to die
we don’t have to 
if we never were alive

sitting in my room watching anime
laminate tops of the ramen eating ten a day
i just wanna vibe 
i don’t wanna slide to your party already tied up
honey why you cry 
hold my heart
wiping your eyes up
but it’s raining
i’m paying for something real
shared experiences, meals, and the 
ways we tend to feel
i don’t need a record deal
i’m amazing on my own 
and i reckon all the labels decided to hit my
phone simultaneous for reasons extraneous
yeah they see i hit a million and they see
how “in fame he is”
but they’ll never know my talent
love my fans or what pain he is in
keep saying my name you was
never really the brainiest kid

why’d i wait to do what the fuck i wanted to
i like my fate
you tryna deduce the honest truth
i might pray for you and it is my honor to
try not waste away

(chorus)

still sitting in my room watching animations
stay patient and you can change the whole nation
spit it abrasive cuz real art is evasive 
but not a race 
it’s not about whatchu can get away with 
i made this song half a decade ago
i think it’s funny how they call hindsight 2020
i’ve made a lot of money and lost a lot of friends 
but made a lot more family til the end 
blueberry pie that’s that food for your soul
til i grow cold spit shit bolder then control + b 
on the pc 
rap till i d-i-e 
spread love til i’m no longer me

i can’t wait 
to do what the fuck i want
gotta decide my fate
you trying to find the truth
every night i pray 
for you and it is my honor to
sing for you today

(chorus)

blueberry pie (2020 + 2025) (prod. tsuyunoshi)


I made a problem that no one could solve
Watch how this pill hit the cup and dissolve
10 seats wont even fit half of the team
I could of got u from over the screen
I got a problem but no one to call 
And I hold some memories deep in these walls
Where were u baby when I was a wreck
Where were u baby when I was a mess

I did some things for the guys I know
Most what i say girl u should not know
I made some calls and I never heard back
So I made the call to never call you again
Still im a stranger inside my home
I got a closet thats full up with bones
I got a vacuum thats full up with blood
Plus I got some bodies thats covered in mud

Its 12am Oh Its Mardi gras Baby
Ceiling fans They getting ripped out the placement
Its alright I got a new outlook lately
Sure we fight But end of day u my favourite
Im Gone again
I gotta stop getting so faded
Klonopin Must be in this bud im sedated
Macho man Im randy sav when im angry
And where it went was no where Id like to take it

Take my Hand and Come inside
Lets gets Fucked up Lets get fried
Ill take Yours if  You take Mine 
I get U get We get high
Ill show U a Perfect night
Touch up Ur Make up Girls dont cry
Cameras Flashings I go blind
Ill wait On you Till I die

Its 12am Oh Its Mardi gras Baby
Ceiling fans They getting ripped out the placement
Its alright I got a new outlook lately
Sure we fight But end of day u my favourite
Im Gone again
I gotta stop getting so faded
Klonopin Must be in this bud im sedated
Macho man Im randy sav when im angry
And where it went was no where Id like to take it

ceiling fan man (jabarionthebeat x bitton x kuji)

SNOW FLAKE COCAINE

DROWNING SLOWLY

i just wish I had died

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

why don't i feel alive? | Produced by Raspo

sad boys do drugs OTW!!!
THIS IS HEROINE MUSIC
THE GREENWORLD HWSTLE GANG PRØDIGY
PRODUCTION AND ARTWORK BY NITRRON
THE TBC CRIP
DRAKE GILROY .AKA. KING KADIAN


JBEES MUSIKS RETIRED

AND $PLENDIDS MUSIC IS UNINSPIRING

i just wish I had died

sad bøy drwkø

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