BLAKK DAR IN KTOWN

Produced by septfree x maestrowons

Lyrics

I'm hurt but I don't wanna heal
When I wanted you, all you wanted was him
I'm fucked, I'm stuck on her still
Wish you would say that you wanted me still

I'm hurt, won't heal
Want you but you want him
I'm fucked, I'm still
Stuck on you, what the fuck do I do?

I'm over it, nothing matters at all
I got my back to the wall
How fucking heavy this boulder get? Tired of holdin it
I think I'm ready to fall

Not in love again, I wont do that again
No not in love again, I wont do that
Cause last time I did left a knife in my back
She was the shit, I got treated like crap

I was in bed on my phone tryna call you
But I didn't know you were sittin on laps
I should of known from the way that I found you
That you were a mess and we never could last

I go to sleep kinda pissed
Knowing I'll wake up still stuck in a cycle
Acting like I give a shit
So nobody know I don't care at all about how life go
How fucking worse could it get?
I was broken before, I'll be broken again
I'm fucking stuck in a pit
But you'll never know cause I never vent at all

I never talk and I never will
Cause all of this talk don't make me heal
I wanna stop, I don't wanna live
Ain't nothing in life worth what I feel

Wish I ain't exist
I wish I was never conceived
If wishes were real at all
Then I woulda died when I turned 18

shit song about shit feelings.

to be able to release this album I had to loose everything
so thank you for listening 
thank you for allowing me to change 
and above all else 
be honest 
to those you love 
obviously 
but most importantly
to those you hate 
ALL SEXY CD'S WILL BE RESHIPPED OUT TO THOSE WHO DIDNT GET THEM BY MAY 1ST

repeating

Produced by sockedrock

Lyrics

I've said it a million times, I'm broken, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind
I've called you a million times, I've cried over you like a million times
I'm sad for a million reasons, she broke my heart to a million pieces
I'll wait for you for a million seasons, won't learn my lesson with millions of teaching

I could tell you a million words and it still wouldn't make you pick me first
You could tell me a million lies and it still wouldn't change how I look in your eyes
I could write like a million lines and it still wouldn't say what I feel inside
You could leave me a million times but the moment you come back I'll be alright

Baby you're my drug and I been sober too long
I still hit you up cause I don't wanna move on
She don't want no memory of me, I keep her memory in these songs
Don't say you'll be here, I don't need you to be cause she's all I need but it's all gone

I've said it a million times, I'm broken, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind
I've called you a million times, I've cried over you like a million times
I'm sad for a million reasons, she broke my heart to a million pieces
I'll wait for you for a million seasons, won't learn my lesson with millions of teaching

*auditory agony*

I'm worthless, I know this, you don't need to remind me
Girl, I just wanted to say that you're perfect, just in case you need reminding
Just in case he don't remind you, I lost her but I'ma find you
And I can't let you go, cause your heart, my heart's tied to

You told me that you cared, it turns out I was lied to
And you just left me there, I was alone with no one to cry to
I guess our love was a lie too, found out that your name was a lie too
I don't even know what to call you but I still wanna call you

I've said it a million times, I've cried over you like a million times
I've called you a million times, I've written a million lines
I've said it a million times, I've cried over you like a million times
I've called you a million times, I've written a million lines

I tried so hard for you and I failed every time

I've said it a million times, I'm broken, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind
I've called you a million times, I've written a million lines
I'm sad for a million reasons, she broke my heart to a million pieces
I'll wait for you for a million seasons, won't learn my lesson with millions of teaching

I've said it a million times, I'm broken, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind
I've called you a million times, I've written a million lines
I'm sad for a million reasons, she broke my heart to a million pieces
I'll wait for you for a million seasons, won't learn my lesson with millions of teaching

you're my drug and i've been sober for too long.

Produced by sockedrock x jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I can’t describe what I feel, I don’t think there’s a word for that
Need to define what I feel so I made up a word for that
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

I scream into silence but nothing whispers back
Tried praying through pain but all I could hear was lack
Eyes open wide but my soul’s in collapse
And it’s not that I’m broken, I’m just not intact

I touched every scar like a page in a book
But the words fade away everytime that I look
Is this healing or hurting or both in disguise?
I keep running in circles inside of my mind

Nuloria — it ain’t peace, it ain’t pain
Nuloria — like I’m drowning in rain
Nuloria — I can't lose, I can't win
So I sit in the dark and feel nothing again

Nuloria — it’s a whisper, a scream
Nuloria — somewhere lost in between
Nuloria — not a nightmare or dream
Just a world where I vanished without being seen

Now I miss the days when I could feel too much
Now I flinch whenever they try to show love
I smile like I’m fine just to kill the concern
But there’s frost in my chest and my heart doesn’t burn

I can’t describe what I feel, I don’t think there’s a word for that
Need to define what I feel so I made up a word for that
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria
Nuloria, nuloria, nuloria, nuloria

NULORIA.

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I don't even care about blowing up
I’m just tryna keep myself from blowing up, honestly
Nothing I do ever is enough, I just wanted you
But the sad truth is you don't want me

You don't need me, you don’t need me, you don't need me, you don't need me
You don't need me, you don't need me, you don't need me

You don't need me, you don't love me, you don’t see me, you don’t trust me
Need you baby, please don't leave me
Can you fix me? Can you save me?
But I know that you won’t and I know that you don't ever want to talk to me again, so
I won't ever reach out again, no
Oh who am I kidding? Everybody knows I’m lying
Everybody knows I lost her and I already know I won't find it

You don't need me, you don't need me, you don't need me, you don't need me
You don't need me, you don't need me, you don't need me

u don't need me.

Erase

Produced by vertigo

Lyrics

I miss where I was but I can't go back anymore
You were all I had but you don't love me anymore
One of these days somebody gone find me on the floor
I tried for so long but I don't want to anymore

Thought you were an angel, you ain't nothing but a whore
Fuck you bitch, I don't care if you leave me, I'll walk you to that door
Ran out of drink, I'm drunk as fuck, I need some more
So many voices inside of my mind, my whole life been a war

Think I'm playing? Did you forget what I said?
Where the fuck you think you going?
Bitch, you can't leave me till you dead
Wanna leave my ass on read? I'ma leave yo body red with blood because you fucked me up

I miss where I was but I can't go back anymore
You were all I had but you don't love me anymore
One of these days somebody gone find me on the floor
I tried for so long but I don't want to anymore

I miss where I was but I can't go back anymore
You were all I had but you don't love me anymore
One of these days somebody gone find me on the floor
I tried for so long but I don't want to anymore

resentful refrain.

reminisce freestyle

my real life freestyle

everything's complicated freestyle

why did you come back freestyle

dead body freestyle

KEYS ON THE TABLE

SNOW FLAKE COCAINE

@guccihighwaters

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past
Me, I just wanna get better, I can't be like this forever
Call me a loverboy when I'm with you
You're my sun when I'm under the weather

It's late as hell and I'm up
Recording a song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

I been stuck in the past like I'm McFly
And I'm so full of shit like a pigsty
I can be good or bad depends on whos eye
Everyone that I loved I was used by
Now I'm broken, still hoping
I can breathe in your love without choking
That I won't regret what I've spoken
Hope the pain that I felt won't soak in

Lately I been feeling like shit, fuck this
I ain't never really had felt much bliss
Her lips, death stained kiss
I reside in my mind's dark abyss

Write songs just to cope with the pain
Broad day, still stuck in the rain
Different day, shit still feel the same
It's been a while and I still hear your name
It's been a while and I still see your face
It's been a while and I still can't erase
All the times that I used to embrace
I know you can't so don't say that you relate

I don't wanna start over again
Guess I'll cry about it, scream into my pillow again
Bleed more than I do when I'm using a pen
You know where to find me if you wanna see me again

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past

It's late as hell but I'm up
Recording this song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

| guccihighwaters |

Am I worth it, is it perfect
Do you feel the same as I do
Worthless, so cursed, with a mind like this
Do you mind if I die for a bit

To keep it honest, I would die for you bitch, yeah
Say fuck life, wristcry for you bitch
Never wanna make you sad, it kills me
Intoxicated every night from feelings
I got regrets in my head (x4)

unknxwn. - regret

regret.

spotify.

regret. (feat. guccihighwaters) | Produced by brokn

BLACK DAR IN KTOWN IS OTW!!!
THIS IS HEROINE MUSIC
THE GREENWORLD HWSTLE GANG PRØDIGY
PRODUCTION AND ARTWORK BY NITRRON
THE TBC CRIP
DRAKE GILROY .AKA. KING KADIAN


JBEES MUSIKS RETIRED

AND $PLENDIDS MUSIC IS UNINSPIRING

everything's complicated freestyle

DRWKØØ!

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