Looking for myself somewhere 
Cuz I’m dying 
Nobody missing me 
All my friends R lying 
Feel free in my dreams
Last night I was flying 
The Sad reality that I’m too sad for cryin

Swear all I can do is mess up agood thing 
Told me settle down go school 
Rapping is a hood dream 
Don’t wanna leave now 
But there’s nothing more I could bring 
I’m up in the clouds 
When I come down I get mood swings
Hurtin deep inside 
Don’t know why I can’t feel good things 
Melancholy heart 
It be shaky and I ain’t gotta do things
All I see red don’t bother me with no mood rings 
Not sure what happened then 
But I know it just screwed things 

Try to think thru all this confusion
Mixing up reality with some delusion
Hoping for a win real bad lately I’ve been losin 
Good for nothing I don’t know I’m really good at foolin 
Don’t even got no ice on me but lately I’ve been coolin 

I’m out of place
I need more space 
Can’t think alone I’m too ashamed 
I don’t feel the same 
Been feeling lame 
Don’t feel no depression 
But I’ll take your pills anyway 

Waiting for sunny days 
Till then the rain can stay
What’s the point of trying 
If I know the outcome anyway
Money don’t help the pain 
I’m tired of trying to do right 
Let be I don’t wanna be awake

FLyBoy