this is a hiphop hybrid reimagining of the 2 DirtyDreamDesire songs "Delicate" and "Nursery Fire"

One Nation Under

so quick to patch every ones cuts and scrapes
don't waste your time  i'm bleeding out in every way
don't mind me if I seem distant lost in space
 it's animal instinct to find it's solitary dying place

(Pre-Chorus)
you can't cure everything, you can't save us all
don't waste your time on mine or your life unwinds into a halt
 you can't be the hero and survive the fall 
 blindly nose diving into the walls of my faults 

(Chorus)
I'm not swimming I'm not waving
I am drowning and it's too late to save me
let me go down let me just cave in
I won't make a sound no matter how bad the pain is

am I just breathing or am I alive
or has the love of your life, your mr right died deep down inside

//Bridge//
I don't need your sympathy
I don't need you to cry for me
If you've got such empathy
then let me spread my wings and bleed
cuz nothing on earth hurts worse than than killing you with my curse
nothing is bright nothing is special nothing feels right like you're already in hell now
mentally sedated my soul separated exhausted past the point exaggeration
Run away or it's too late my pain will drain your heart in shame 
let the ground just suck me up like the fuck up the I am engrained
the dumbest stunt from anyone's to ever give a damn
don't give a fuck it's quite enough I'm way too much to take
don't get stuck in my rut even the rough and toughest break

Drowning (Too Late)

it has become such a plague
and its so sick how they can get away
with such fake claims made from brainless disdain
tasteless games played out so uncreatively
stack the deck with bullshit push em in a punji pit
as you spit in the faces you've impaled with sticks

I've had way too much to take
armor made of rage and frustration
and when my sanity breaks
don't blame me for the wake of devastation 

cuz
you just keep fucking with me
why is it so hard just to let me be?
now I'm sitting as I'm suffering waiting
over some bullshit stemming from hearsay
negligence of evidence epidemic pestilence
make a false accusation and get a free residence
 
I've had way too much to take
armor made of rage and frustration
and when my sanity breaks
don't blame me for the wake of devastation 

you brought this on yourself

I've Had Way Too Much To Take

Domestic Silence

Second Release From Dr TalkSick

This song is about the beautiful curse of artistry.

Disco Scanned

monsters are made from man
when he's starved of life and shunned from any light
breeding just like beasts beaten until they bleed
left to spiritually die under the midnight sky
giving something for the demons to ride

are you living this?
did you? have you?
so tell me where your advice is useful
what will i gain buying your excuses?
that's like lighting a fire laying in gun powder and fuses

it's not my first walk around the block of what you've never been through before
drop your bullshit and lock your tongue up at the fuckin door 

shut
the
fuck
up

Opinions matter least
when they impregnate the belly of the beast
lies traumatize all the innocent eyes
til the spirit dies you lose your mind
as something else slips inside behind your eyes

are you living this?
did you? have you? No
so tell me where your advice is useful
what will i gain from buying your excuses?
that's like lighting a fire
laying in gun powder and fuses

it's not my first walk around the block of what you've never been through before
drop your bullshit and lock your tongue up at the fuckin door 

shut
the
fuck
up

why you hate what you created
ever debating your own mistake
I'm still in the wreckage bleeding
from the last meteor Life sent my way

it's not my first walk down the block of what you've never been through before
i don't need your knowledge I think i fuckin got this shit I've already endured 
Before

shut
the
fuck
up
shut
the
fuck
up

Stfu

I'm not that drunken junked out loser  
passed out on your porch that i was 12 years ago
I'm not here to mess up your world,
 break shit, or fuck anybody's girl

you can't change time
but time can surely change you

i don't want a line
I'm not here to fight
I'm not the same guy
I kicked the shit outta him
 shed my skin and died
like a butterfly
spread my wings wide
metamorphosis

I'm not that dude who was dropping acid all fucked up on cough medicine
please allow me to introduce the new me who is sorry for all the shit that the old me did

you can't change time
but time can surely change you

i don't want a line
I'm not here to fight
i'm not the same guy
i kicked the shit outta him
 shed my skin and died
like a butterfly
spread my wings wide
metamorphesis

I don't know if it was prolonged maturity
or if all of the thing's that I've done caught up to me
I thought I'd be dead by the time I hit 20
instead I died deep inside and grew a new me

i don't want a line
I'm not here to fight
i'm not the same guy
i kicked the shit outta him
 shed my skin and died
like a butterfly
spread my wings wide
metamorphosis

Metamorphosis

my bad I can't wear a suit and tie
my pants are stained and my shoes don't shine
I'm trying to be the only thing that I can 
and that's a motherfuckin American

once the brave United States of America
now the enslaved Divided State of Hysterica

You Preach Your Fucking Politics
Invade Our Fucking Minds
Go Drink A Fucking Pepsi
Stay The Fuck Out Of Our Lives

I'm watching the world go down in flames
observing this whole world going insane
I'll never play into these bullshit games
but I can grab a bat and play the all American way

they sold us out to cash in on what they represent
so I'm gonna wipe my ass with the government

You Preach Your Fucking Politics
Invade Our Fucking Minds
Go Drink A Fucking Pepsi
I hope you fuckin die

you little pig fucker!

Oink! Oink!
you little Pig Fucker
Oink! Oink!
goes the pig fucker
Oink! Oink! 
You Little Pig Fucker
Squeal Piggy Squeal...

I pledge allegiance to the flag
 of the united states of America
and to the republic for which it stands
 grab these bastards and break their hands

You Preach Your Fucking Politics
Invade Our Fucking Minds
Go Drink A Fucking Pepsi
I hope you fuckin die

you little pig fucker!

Oink! Oink!
you little Pig Fucker
Oink! Oink!
goes the pig fucker
Oink! Oink! 
You Little Pig Fucker
Squeal Piggy Squeal...

Divided State Of Hysterica

-Boiler Room-
shifting eyes 
contact that can't keep
too nervous to speak
lightly take my hand
silently guide me
or i'll just lie here quietly

my palms are sweaty don't know what to say
don't know why i'm nervous
 and so afraid
i guess i'm just surprised 
never imagined that heaven's gates could shine so bright

what do i do?
do i make the first move?
 or leave that to you?

I'm in the boiler room i can't take it
i'm gonna drown in a flood of my own sweat

paralyzed
by the way that your touches feel 
like a spell cast on me
skin to skin
 pull me in deeply
God's eyes dart away 
to give us some privacy

my palms are sweaty don't know what to say
i don't know why i'm nervous
 and so afraid
have I died? am even still alive?
never dreamed that heaven would let me inside

I may be a gentleman 
but buried in my soul breathes
an insatiable beast
its caught your scent and begs to feed
it longs to feast 
it doesn't want a piece
it craves the whole damn thing 
 endlessly limitlessly infinitely

what do i do?
do i make the first move?
 or leave that to you?
what can I do?
somehow I can't move
my dreams come true
now that I'm deep inside you

I'm in the boiler room I can't take it
I'm gonna drown in a flood of my own sweat
I'm in the boiler room I can't take it
I'm gonna Drown in the flood

Boiler Room

this will never die as long as I'm still alive
the damage is done, your prints are all over the knife
my back harbors wounds that are swollen and bright
so how dare you look me in the eye with your faithless lie

Invade my heart
Break into my dreams
you left me somewhat damaged
Play on my hurt
ignore my screams
sick, tired, and unable to manage

Those these games are over, I still find myself growing colder
though I'm not older, I still find myself looking over my shoulder
my heart has dwindled down to ashes and coal
consumed by that empty plague that you call a soul

invade my heart
break into my dreams
you left me somewhat damaged
Play on my hurt
ignore my screams
Sick, Tired, and unable to manage

invade my heart
break into my dreams
Play on my hurt
ignore my screams

you left me somewhat damaged!
You Left Me Smwht Dmgd!!!

Smwht Dmgd

I own no rights to this, I only own the Voice(s)
Music by Slipknot (Literally)

Dr. TalkSick