@akayaiog
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[hook]
its been 19 years since i been alive
but its been longer since i wanted to die
how many of those years did i have to cry?
how many of those years did i have to try?

to make it out of this trama
to get over the death of my mama!
don't remember the last time i saw em
i wish i could call em...
theres so much that i wish that i could tell!
but i'ma end up in the depths of hell!
[verse]
angel: "yo what the fuck is wrong with you?"

i don't know how to get them out of my head

angel: "i don't think that its possible..."

then i'll end it all and i'll go up with them...

devil: "they died because they didn't wanna deal with you!"

then why did they not kill me off instead :( x2

then why did they not kill me off instead??...
[hook]
its been 19 years since i been alive
but its been longer since i wanted to die
how many of those years did i have to cry?
how many of those years did i have to try?

to make it out of this trama
to get over the death of my mama!
don't remember the last time i saw em
i wish i could call em...
theres so much that i wish that i could tell!
but i'ma end up in the depths of hell!

akayai - 19 (melik x sochi)

idk what to do (+ akasuki + karaokii) (tores + warheart + rioxion + jayysoul + grimgar)

prod gw sendiri

(lyrics)
is it too late for you to wait for me?
im dying slowly
calling for your name, not nobody
just want to say im sorry
oh, oh..
cause im screaming for your name
not playing no games
thinking about you
i might just go insane
like what do i mean to you?
got me thinking about what i should do
for you, for you, for you

it’s really just all the same
you’re messing with my brain
cause im dealing with the pain
i dont think itll go away no more
got me lost yea i dont know what to do
im confused
got me passing out you left me feeling useless

not for nobody like its a love story
left my brain rotting
by myself, trying
yea im done with it all
yea you witnessed my downfall
left me in the dust, you left me out appalled

is it too late for you to wait for me?
im dying slowly
calling for your name, not nobody
just want to say im sorry
oh, oh..
cause im screaming for your name
not playing no games
thinking about you
i might just go insane
like what do i mean to you?
got me thinking about what i should do
for you, for you, for you

ur name

spotify soon - https://open.spotify.com/artist/3Zymc2620RGe50CGrwaDtb?si=El--8fwTQUyq2_yC3QgL7Q
prod by @n4zzz + @kuriyai443

[lyrics]
yea she luv to fight w me (okay)

yea she luv to fight w me

now she takin off my chain

she wanna play i can play

count it up 2 times no 3 times no 4

she see how i do it

she see how i do it she turn to a whore

she dont love me i know

drank turnin my gut

no fun, oh baby ur no fun

she wanna ride w me slow

she wanna die for me now

i think that i know how it go

yea baby i been here before

see how i do it she turn to a hoe

Moncler on my fit and that bxtch like oh

i pour my cup til it overflow

i need her i dont say that tho

yea racks on-

racks on racks they wanna switch on me now

yea she tell me that she down

i hit once then i bounce

she wanna act like a fan now

im hopin nobodys around

we tryna fxck w out makin a sound

i lose my mind when she pullin her pants down

she only want me cuz i got bands now, aint that right hoe

she hit my line, i say whats up

ion got time, but she wanna fxck

we dont talk like that no more

yea im used to u not givin a fxck

yea girl i need ya

why cant u love me?

hop in the gle swervin

srt i been swervin

drank got my stomach turnin

hate that she got me leanin

she gonna think that im tweakin

(and im better off when im dreamin,

all cuz i cant stand the fact that youd leave me

so im better off when im dreamin,

all cuz i cant stand the fact that youd leave me)

luv2! (p. zan + kuriyai)

s/o @neohnq
https://open.spotify.com/track/4ncnwmtjykCdXB349QizHZ?si=70de7c0d4bde4339

(lyrics)
at the brink of falling down
i need help but i won't make a sound
and everytime they not around
i break down and i start to cry
at the brink of falling down
i need help but i won't make a sound
and everytime they not around
i break down and i start to cry

break down and and i start to cry
everytime you not around
wish i had you but its all right
i got a hole inside of my heart
wish i could let go but i can't
pls find me im fucking forgotten
and i did everything i could but
i was still too late but i was still too late

at the brink of falling down
i need help but i won't make a sound
and everytime they not around
i break down and i start to cry
at the brink of falling down
i need help but i won't make a sound
and everytime they not around
i break down and i start to cry

i don't know what to do with myself
sitting in my room all alone once again
remember the times we had 
the moments we spent together
its all in the past and we can't never go back
trusted u but u did me wrong
i dont wanna see you no more bitch get lost
see i got the bag you wanna get back now
i don't really care about that 
and i guess you lost your chance

at the brink of falling down
i need help but i won't make a sound
and everytime they not around
i break down and i start to cry
at the brink of falling down
i need help but i won't make a sound
and everytime they not around
i break down and i start to cry

its okay (neohn)

prod @kuriyai443

lyrics:
i wouldve done anything to stop it
kinda glad i broke down and i lost it
tryna fix my own heart its not mending
think i need you right now to stop the bleeding

but you caress my cheek girl im under your spell
break me to pieces but im wishing you well

i dont wanna break us
tell me what to do to fix us?

shit i knew it wouldnt last from the start
i cant take no damage to my heart
its so fragile from the years i was shielded
was it love or a weapon that you wielded?
soft kiss on my lips and you healed it
took advantage of my trust and you broke it
i cant love no more yeah you tore it
shed a tear for my soul ill keep breaking

wish u well (kuriyai)

yea i pop that potion
think ima die young
i got that big drum
i got evisu my jeans whoa
i see you all im my dreams whoa
my bruddas all turnin to feens no
no, no

yea, why aint you tell me
i bet you thinkin already that you done failed me
i hear your voice out in the distance but its trailing
no i cant hold that memory dear to me no more
no, no

i got a goose on me ridin round with 223s 
if you talk down on the gang you get stepped on all by me
fendi on my back bitch you know i had to get flee
know you lames be coppin shoes but i get that shit for free
yea, the whole function know bout me
bitch i cant tell what you mean, no i cant no
everytime a bitch find all my songs they just fan out

yea i pop that potion
think ima die young
i got that big drum
i got evisu my jeans whoa
i see you all im my dreams whoa
my bruddas all turnin to feens no
no, no

yea, why aint you tell me
i bet you thinkin already that you done failed me
i hear your voice out in the distance but its trailing
no i cant hold that memory dear to me no more

cover art by @2clapped on ig

fail me (nowaystoend)

heart and soul ft. shiori (iel)

prod @himefujo & @jannahsent <3
ft @mya

shiori:
ik it gets hard 
but i’ll be there for you 
for you ill do like anything that i have to 
cuz i cant get enough of u 
give my heart to u 
hope we see it thru 
one call away lmk and ill be with u
your sight got me tongue tied 
i’ll stay with you 
stay with you until the next life 
next lifeee

mymy:
stay with me
ill be, the one u need
cant stand for jealousy
iv been telling u the moment tht i met u
stuck in my head i cant seem to forget u
u call me up nd i know tht ill come thru
everything that i do, i do it for u
your sight got me tongue tied 
ill stay with you 
stay with you until the next life 
next life

next life + mymy (hazel & jannah)

thx u cld and tara i like ur songs

allforyou w/ tera (meta tores zannn)

lyrics:
No I can't keep cool
Knowing that he's with you
I cannot believe the truth
Can't believe that I lost you

We argue for no reason
You know that I don't mean it
You change up like the seasons, cut me open, leave me bleeding
I know it's inconvenient, to care about my feelings
But it's so hard, I give you everything without receiving

When you say we're good, yeah I know that you're lying
You look me in the eyes, but I can see you crying
Why you tryna play it off, you've never been good at hiding
I don't wanna keep trying, without you

@terastic

@cld
Yeah I do it all for you
No matter what we go through
I know that I love you
Just tell me that you love me too

Can't keep cool
Knowing that he's with you
I cannot believe the truth
Can't believe that I lost you

We argue for no reason
You change up like the seasons
I know it's inconvenient, to care about my feelings
But I give you everything without receiving

idk what to do (+ akasuki + karaokii) (tores + warheart + rioxion + jayysoul + grimgar)

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