i’ll run away, away with u
when we’re together we’re like glue

i’ll take the pain away from u
if ur hurt then im hurt too

i’ll waste away, away with u
if ur dead then im dead too

i’ll sit and decay away from u
cuz if im dead then ur dead too

addison

La Vie De Mer

1 - 16 - 22 (2)

prod me & @awwy2k
shout out @naraee & @megurinee for the original version <3

lyrics:

(chorus)
i'm so alone, i'm so alone
why did you go? i'm on my own
you left me cold, you're all i know
you let me down again, you let me down again

(verse)
you let me down, made me shut down
don't get close now, won't let up now
i might break down
my thoughts they're loud, they're so so loud
i might just drown, in all these sounds
in all these sounds

so alone

stream on spotify

so alone** (prod. kidu + venusiann)

KE - hypothesis (april21, kyitsu)

Never Ending Fall

https://www.beatstars.com/april211k

0:00 + @pyu
1:00 + @user-217164490
1:55 + @methboiswag
3:10 + @prodmh & @chen-pol
5:30 + @8folded
7:12 + @kojowav
8:51 + @silversxo
10:03 + @silversxo & @cutspace
10:47 + @tdundere
11:46 + @cutspace
12:50 + @lewisgoing
13:47 + @kojowav
15:42 + @thirddeye
16:38 + @thirddeye & @whatever001
17:40 + @thirddeye
18:54 + @silversxo & @cutspace
20:00 + @thirddeye
20:45 + @tdundere

new loopkit

november w/ meta, symels, methboiswag, mh, chenpol, kojo, silver, thirdeye, whatever, tsundere &more

i can't feel my face, i hope it's not laced
you're all up in my space, i can't move
and nothing could replace this feeling that i chase
to live by choice or fate, i can't choose

looking out the window, same view
i'm always sitting in the same room
exporting mp3's, yeah that's all i need
it's all i need

way too cold, hands frozen
leveled up with some potions
you read the script, then you're chosen
loaded up, now i'm floating

chop chop trees, third degree
listen in 3D, yeah
and what i want isn't close yet
i'll sit and wait, and i'll get.. so high
i could touch the sky-y, look in my eyes
i would never lie
i'm trapped inside, yeah, inside my mind
don't stop, just try, in time you'll fly

frostbite numb

frostbite numb (prod me)

resonance010323

https://www.beatstars.com/april211k

0:00 + @7ripp0
0:53 + @whatever001 + @oneacuraa + @proddreamz + 1kkaine
1:37 + @brknglss
2:25 + @crypp
4:13 + @sshinju
4:54 + @thirddeye
5:47 + @sshinju
6:40 + @recyclebin
7:26 + @sshinju
9:03 + @whatever001
9:46 + @whatever001 + @cutesaig
10:27 + @7ripp0
11:24 + @recyclexBin
12:53 + @whatever001 + @thirddeye + @sp00 + @cloudbxy1
13:39 + @whatever51 & @thirddeye
14:35 + @7ripp0
15:39 + @whatever001

buy beats

feb23 (+ rippo, whatever51, brknglss, shinju, thirdeye, recycleBin, cloudbxy, sp00 & more)

bandcamp

Kiss In October

vocals: @xpciel @xternalz @kujareign @heroz2299
production: @daisuki120
cover: @yuzua @kujarein

lyrics:

xpciel:
i don't really care now but it still hurts
try not to think about it but i end up feeling worse
i be winning but i still feel like a loser
if the world was ending then i still would never choose her
again, i relapse off the percs yeah
try to make myself feel better, nothing ever works yeah
might be trying too hard
every thing i do i take it too far
wanna try again but i'll just end up with some new scars

xternalz:
yeah you make this too hard
it’s getting too much now 
yeah just leave me out
i could never go back
hate me yeah so bad
gotta throw it away, throw it away
all these thoughts in my brain
hoping they won’t remain
can you just leave me alone
i’m never feeling sane
i cant take this strain
will i make it i don’t know

kuja:
oh we werent meant to be
i was blind and couldnt see, a bittersweet melody
break free these chains that held me,
dont mess wit me yea bb my love isnt a fantasy,
we werent meant 2 be
yea u wasted my lov u wasted my time

heroz:
i been feeling fucked up, they ask how i lucked up
venting bout my problems but they tell me i should suck it up
she say im above you, i think nothing of you
i dont care about that shit cause swear i never loved you
scars on my back, i leave em there just to remember
tweakin in my bed for all of last december
body shakin, swear im cryin, got a low temper
body leakin, think im dyin, ima just surrender

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