lyrics : 
they tell me 
she’s in a better place 
oh I wanna believe that 
but I miss her face 
her lifeless body 
in my hands 
on January 18th 
that’s why I’m trying again 
but I lost my friend 
with her blood on my hands 
it never feels the same 
I never got to see 
what you wanted (2x) 
now I understand that 
we were never meant to last 
to last 
I can’t get over that day 
eyes are filled with pain 
looking at her grave 
regrets come to my mind 
when I ask if you’re fine 
eyes are filled with lies 
I knew I was right

january 18th (p. king theta)

can we just (saki! cover)

out everywhere now :)
lyrics -

just pop the champagne it’s time to get on with our lives 
this year is over now we’re one closer until we die

it’s so dismal youre pitiful just sit in your room alone
just like last year you sit and you stare at your phone 
oh ignore all the calls and the texts from your friends
man you’re nothing to me and you’ve lost my respect

it’s a new year not a new me i stay the same 
always anxious 
and i feel anger near holidays 
it’s a good time to feel nothing drown my pain
it’s a new year not a new me cause i’m the same

and how is it i don’t have the energy to pick up my phone
but i got all the energy to sit here alone
feel like i wasted all my time
and i wasted my youth 
another year goes by and i’m still doing what i did
back in 2020 or 2019 i don’t fucking understand no more 
i don’t feel like me

it’s so dismal youre pitiful just sit in your room alone
just like last year you sit and you stare at your phone 
oh ignore all the calls and the texts from your friends
man you’re nothing to me and you’ve lost my respect

it’s a new year not a new me i stay the same 
always anxious 
and i feel anger near holidays 
it’s a good time to feel nothing drown my pain
it’s a new year not a new me cause i’m the same

When It Rains It Pours w/kuvenx (prod. siemspark x 1heyrick)

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