I sigh as well
whys and when
dived in a rare affair

unprecedented
if youre bare
if your skin’s out
you’ll understand

falling over

sabotaged by my own choices
I wished I could step into 
your home
your skin your shoes
behind your vaults

and your faults are worrying
but I skinned myself
to keep myself from falling back
from who I was
maybe who I was, 
was what you were diving for

Who are you diving for
Who are you diving for
Who are you diving for 

But maybe villains cant see themselves
And maybe heroes needs some rest

I dont understand this story
I dont understand this story
I dont understand this story 

Signature tell
Every move
Was made in reflective stare

No one to blame
But my flesh and my motion
and my head

Diving For

Across the racetrack
Until the end
The chase is heavy
The lust is dense

Baby you are
Lying down 
On the winning line
Wishing you’ve got
Every prize
I showed you the best
Or havent I?

Pinned on her
The life of the adored
Sulk over
Every move on board
I want to be gone
and be a start for
Another way
to win in this
hollowed sport

Now under the sun
I walk away
with sweat wiped
and my skin is aired
Maybe that’s in
That’s all there is
to breathe in
and live outside

Another way to win [demo cause I h8 the drums]

The Same Old Cringe Story

no literally waht is this one idk lol i need to do my work hahaha but im procrastinating

I am somebody else by this medium
I could never write properly as I intended
but excuses is the boy who thought somebody else's choice was his own

so hear me, just hear me
don't listen, don't read me
so hear me, just hear me
so hear me, just hear me
so hear me, just hear me
so hear me, just hear me
so hear me, just hear me

The Medium

Trousers, pants, tops and shirts
You buy these, you wear these
I've already worn

We walked and talked, and smiled and nod
found somethings, some has not

and stuck in a place
where balancing bars can't stand
and phones are made for us
Eye stuck on screens
you think you're clean
and I'm still sleeping

Now we've been always been
a piece of a body 
like "just my own"
I have to be my name 
be what I am
to prove something with the lack of you

Easy, hard, difficulties varied
People seemed easy with their walk and schemes
I walked and talked and smiled and nods
lost somethings, some has lost

and gained something, you wished I hadn't
????
and screens are made for us
Eye stuck on screens
you say you're okay
but listen I'm still sleeping

Now we've been always been
a piece of a body 
like "just my own"
I have to be my name 
be what I am
to prove something with the lack of you

The Lack Of You

bridge is 53

Maybe I misinterpret life
Maybe I'll take a walk tonight
But I'm still living
Don't deny me of my time

Wooden walls take forever to unbind

We'll soon forget what we said
???
The grass is rug
and the moon is a living bug

Wooden walls take forever to unbind

The Misinterpretation

the peripheral view of the abstract art makes me think a monster is looking by
every time I wake up, I overly inflate a feeling
It keeps me awake, so I do it
Yesterday, I realized blue was bright
Today, I realized I am entirely stupid
from the tip of my fingers
to the back of my spine
It took me years to come to this conclusion
that I now see it true
how to be a good person
how to write a good song
how to not feel bad
how to help other people
how to embrace all the evils
how to reveal your true self
how to put yourself on others people shoes
how to be deliberate in my actions
how to eat a burger properly
how to not find absurdity in what were doing
how are you true

The Howness

Intro until 3
Verse one until 11

It's my own voice
But I got nothing to say
It's my own fault
But no sorry were ever said

I've got everything I need
But everything can't be just
Silence

They're still talking
I could put it an end
It's my own fault
But no sorries were ever said

I've got everything I need 
But everything can't be just silence

The Silence

I can hear everything on the walls
They can hear everything that I say
And I sound like the same since before
What need do they hear for

What need do they hear for
I'm nothing no one no more
What need do they hear for
I'm nothing no one no more

The audience stays for applause
But I never finished my show
The skin tugs at the leather chair
How can I breathe air

What need they hear for
I'm nothing no one no more
What need do they hear for
I'm nothing no one no more

And I'm talking to myself
"but you're lying"
"You're lying"
"you're lying"
You don't believe me
But I don't care ill still keep saying
Cause I feel that way
But you
You're not me
How do I go on about this

Cracks on my wall
It's too loud it's too loud

The Audience

I turn my back against you
So you can sign it off easily
I won't let you go easily

Looked like a ballerina
her powdered feet cracks
like an old book you bend
the spine surrenders

I am an antipode

The Antipode

Necrosis
Well be experiencing necrosis in 1...2...3...

Stand on the dirt place our hands on air
Praying lingering screaming
Funny stares you are scared

There is death but after and after.

Necrosis

for my endnote album // note to self---

I don't want to hurt anyone, though that I've done
I don't want to hurt anyone, though that I've done

I don't want to make the same mistakes, of mine, of anyone's
I don't want to make the same mistakes, of mine, of anyone's

Call me a coward, but I just want to play it safe
Call me a coward, but I just want to play it safe

I don't want to hurt anyone, so I'll be just gone
I don't want to hurt anyone, so I'll be gone

My solution is dreary, but it's all I've ever known
My solution is dreary, but it's all I've ever known

What's better for people, I've been told, but I don't think so
What's better for people, I've been told, but I don't think so

I don't want to hurt anyone, so I'll be gone

I've seen, I saw

Penat lah babi aku penat gila aku nak mati Aku penat (tak)

6.5 -

Walk along the city roads
Wishing you now to talk to me,
I could talk to you (5 syl)
Ooh, It's not good to (4 syl)
but I want to (4 syl)

--

14 -

Ive said it before
Said it before
said it before
like you said it before

Im just like someone else
someone else
someone else is better better better
I'm just worse

- said it before
said it before
I, said it before
said it before

can you tell me again 
tell me again
what I'm meant for

Oo so long suckers
I, I'll be out of here
(do you hear that?)
So long suckers
I, I am out of here

--

35 -

The light tells me where to go
but I don't follow
I'm blinded by, by my own soul

so, I walk tonight alone
I'm scared but secured
cause I know I'm alone

Faking Lizzy Grant!! Fake Portishead!! (I've said it all)

i know i dont get along
with the- all these things ya
all these-
i know i dont get along
with all these ya

gah, all the record show
i show you alright
i rock the record show
rock the record show

i know i know 

i may be pathetic but im not that kind of dumb
say - i may be pathetic but im not that kind of dumb

you tell me
just like everything
i mess it up
i told you i dont mean it
you didnt turn around
i was feeling so down

lets say it together
i iii say it together

i may be pathetic but im not that kind of dumb

Fake Grimes Fake KKB Fake ALL!! (Pathetic, not Dumb)

Ocean

Dean Blunt

Pick a flower
1 to 10
I don't always write
about them

Annoyingly rhetoric
this question I have in
my head

There's no song
to be sung today

I don't like how it ended up
I don't have a certain kindness
left in me
I don't care for the smiling
in conversations

I think I'm mean
Think I'm mean

Pick A Flower

You show me
kind eyes

people with their 
kind eyes

Look down
Flamingo style
I try

Kind Eyes

I am highly dumb
im Tone deaf or sumn i cant sing

Fall to the sight of your eyes
the motion blurs
I'll go out in the 
morning the 
sun will confine 
their heat to the wounds

Peer over my hands
The loneliness
is begging forgiveness
for the rotting roots

Sullen moves

Love it all again

Sigil

yeah i am annoyesuin

A father's faith
is the only thing he can't gift
A father's prayer 
is the only thing he can give


I don't want to curse
but I did
but I did
I don't want to curse
but I did
but I did

Father's Faith

idkkkkkk but yeah i need to do my homework

To Not Be Weak

STUpid lyrics.... like I dk what im talking about... im basically tryna say like 'who am i' type beat and tried to be deep but ew is cringy WHATever lol ok bey

psyche!

uhh yeah just like leave???/ jkjkj lmaoo idkkk uhm just me being frustrated n shit for no reassoinn

OMG DONT LISTENT O THIS wtf i sound ugly plssjhidhbaowdbahwdoiejbhkanajwd its notfr thxs

Leave!!

uhh can you tell i just discovered merzbow

TriggerWarning!!

lazy--

Flaky Skin

I KNOW I CANT SING but i like makign songs and idk who to ask to sing 4 me. ok bye. and uhhh idk anything about music so like let mebe ehahagsjhashd
PLUS everything sounds so messy lol ok let me be
ISS O CRInge too like... UGHHHHHH but whatever i get dopamine every song i mak
e so, its for me
ts\\\i

OK SO THIS PROJECT IS TRASH I WILL REDO


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