i wish i could leave
just disappear
where no one can find my place
just disappear 
until my bones will grow into a big tree
.
i wish i could leave to find my place
.
я не знаю, что со мной стало. 

i wish i could leave

Wenn Du weinst oder lachst
oder beides
Wenn Du schweigst oder schreist 
oider beides
Wenn Du hungerst oder isst
oder beides
Wenn Du arm oder reich bist
oder beides
Wenn Du willst oder nicht 
oder beides
Wenn Du lebst oder tod bist 
oder beides
Wenn Du gehst oder stehst
oder beides
Wenn Du trinkst oder durst hast
oder beides

Denn ist uns das hier scheiß egal
denn wir sind hier und Du bist so weit weg
Wir leben hier in saus und braus
und Du in schmutz krankheit und dreck


Wir
heucheln und lügen
oder beides 
fressen und saufen
oder beides
kaufen und verkaufen
oder beides
haben alles und mehr
oder beides
verschwenden wasser und luft
oder beides
verkaufen Tod und Leid
oder beides
Wir saugen alles aus und auf
oder beides
Wir trinken Blut oder Bier
oder beides


Denn uns ist alles scheiß egal
wir leben hier und jetzt und das ist toll
Alle könnten leben so wie wir
nur nicht bei uns denn hier ist´s voll

Scheissegal

Sirius @uv-cappuccino - Guitar, Bass, Drums & Production
Marin - Vocals & Lyrics

Pirate ©  - Marin Gale & Ultraviolette Cappuccino

City Lights - For Susan

«As part of an expansion, taRka+ provides a new collaborative showcase serie from Via de Acceso».

Mariam Zohra is a multi-disciplinary artist Kashmiri-Punjabi descent, founder of audio/visual project www.soundcloud.com/tariqa-kali & co-founder as Art Director of Surrey Muse: An Art & Literary Presentation Group based in Canada. Recognized for her skills & attentive spirit of care and joy, we invite her to www.soundcloud.com/viadeacceso to talk about mystical knowledge, language of music & the act of encoding experiences to song, dance, story & place. Afterwards, www.soundcloud.com/ois-agver & www.soundcloud.com/enternetboy will gather the “Awareness of Femmenessence Vol. 1” in a music mix along some voice notes from their creators: www.soundcloud.com/lijel, www.soundcloud.com/kaerian-1, www.soundcloud.com/inrgd, www.soundcloud.com/agitationphi, www.soundcloud.com/bissecta, www.soundcloud.com/swimming_in_hyperspace, www.soundcloud.com/ghostgirl, www.soundcloud.com/cndsd, www.soundcloud.com/sabiwa, www.soundcloud.com/sacce4, www.soundcloud.com/tvodmff, www.soundcloud.com/uncanny_dandelions, www.soundcloud.com/digitonica, www.soundcloud.com/neapolaxi, www.soundcloud.com/herra0, www.soundcloud.com/mitalupa, www.soundcloud.com/sulevia_sylvia, www.soundcloud.com/thecimal & www.soundcloud.com/enigmacurry

Background songs during talk:
www.soundcloud.com/somebody-bo & Myrh - Drawn To You
Myrcury - Sea Crow [PREMIERE]
Myrcury & LIJEL - First [PREMIERE]
Myrh & www.soundcloud.com/monkeybloodlowdown - Love Wants Its Own Way

Mix:
Force Ignore & Myrh - VASL | وصل
DIGITONICA - Coma [PREMIERE]
SÁCC€A - Prisma / Foamyy-I
CNDSD - Flux
Sabiwa - I Introduce Myself / Xin De Shijian
Her Ra - Are We Done?
Burning Water (aka Marcy Angeles) - Trans Is Sacred, Trans is Beauty
NeapolaXi - 1100010101
Sofia HT - Dust in Sight
Uncanny Dandelions - Cartilage / Feather / Frozen Roses [PREMIERE]
Kaerian - Disbelief [PREMIERE]
Myrh, SâVge, SanjajnaG & INRGD - Pacts Made In Dark Nothingness 
Mita Lupa - FLYING
Sulevia - Surreal
GHOSTGIRL - Clouds
LIJEL - i love you mms / Spiralhaze
Myrcury, LIJEL & Çois Agver - First [PREMIERE]

Transmisión de www.soundcloud.com/viadeacceso en www.radioensayo.com el 19.11.20
Artwork: www.instagram.com/vda.adv
Show completo en: www.mixcloud.com/viadeacceso/via-de-acceso-radio-ensayo-191120-awareness-of-femmenessence-vol-1/

Vía De Acceso

Showcase: Vía de Acceso 05 @ Radio Ensayo (19.11.20) / Awareness of Femmenessence Vol. 1

Blood  On The Moon

Numb My Pain

imOdarka @imodarka : vocals & lyrics
AKA Bedhead @nomoneynoproblem : Rap vocals & lyrics
Mahan 💀 Mahan : instrumental track
BangCorrupt https://freesound.org/people/bangcorrupt/ : 5 min guitar solo

Produced & recorded @ Pahlavi Sound Studios, Los Angeles, CA, USA 04/29/2021

Mastered @ SoundCloud Headquarters, Berlin, Germany 04/30/2021

Numb My Pain ~(imOdarka | Bedhead | Mahan²)

Deeply Ashamed

Lets Get Loved

Maps - Yeah Yeah Yeahs (cover)

Sobriquet - track 5 from the album Closing Ceremony (2020)

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Sobriquet - Lyrics

I’m not quite yet so unafraid
That I might let you use my Christian name
You’ll call me whatever you please –
It usually fits and I get my kicks
When your tongue plucks your lips

What is precious to you these days?
What do you wrap in your coat when the wind howls?
When is it worth it to open your mouth?
I’ve been quiet for years, yet I perk up my ears
At certain turns of phrase, certain days

I asked you to turn out the light
“Why don’t you just close your eyes?” you said
But I can still see the glow from behind
And it’s not fair
I won’t pay for your nightmares

Maps - Yeah Yeah Yeahs (cover)

Jake C

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