(prod. newport motel)

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relationships are fun :D

you expect me to get up, after screaming down my ears
"i am worthless, i embarrass, i am meant to disappear"
like the walrus kills the weak man, feel your hands push on my chest
it's too late to pull away, as your tongue fuses with my flesh

and every night, i'd try to fall asleep with my ears ringing 
and every night, i wished that you could love me without thinking 

you can say the guilt took hold and such, but do you feel regret?
did you read my scarlet letters to intruders in your bed?
like the walrus takes the weak man, i am pinned under your weight
as the taste of love grows bitter, all you spit at me as hate 

and every night, i'd try to fall asleep with my ears ringing 
and every night, i wished that you could love me without thinking

there'd be days on days on days on days you'd tell me "stop the crying"
you say "i love you" i say "you're lying" 
"burden burden burden", tell me every single day
i'm "embarrassing to be around" in every single way

don't suffocate, don't bleed
spayed, i gave into my greed 
even though you pose a huntress, i am "beastly to be seen"
i wanted it, i yearned for it 
when i wished for gentle words from mouths that only form a fist

not so bad, when you're living out of clutch
not my fault, if i now fear human touch 
get off my chest

oh how the story it changes
depending on speakers, whos ego's deflated
you can hide from everyone, but you can't hide from me
and if life's a bitch, then you're a cunt
you bring me to my knees

10 ways to identify mental abuse

i saw
your arms
i call
alarmed
so when you pull out
that blade look down
on the ground whats next?
see the fire burn and rest
BURN AND REST

see your arms
see those marks
what did i cost you?
i watch as you saw through
your arms
your arms
your arms
your arms

im weak and
you dont see it
i've been leaking
for a minute
and every season
i feel it
do you feel it?
yea i feel it

in my bones
it wont me leave me alone
i can't go
when all you do is throw
so ill take it slow
and ill hold your arm
and ill take a note 
of your scars

your arms
your arms
your arms
your arms
your arms
your arms
your arms
your arms

Your Arms

blowin up w/wondir  (twentyonesavin x strae1k)

REWIND

ly:
(iris)
double tap miss
razor blade wrist
ion sip much
used 2 wanna feel like this
double tap miss
razor blade wrist only focused when it drip 
ion sip much used2 get lost inna tris 
ion feel much used 2 wna feel like this
double tap miss
razor blade wrist only focused when it drip 
ion sip much used2 get lost inna tris 
ion feel much used 2 wna feel like this
& now i feel like shit

(phixel)
fresh off of a perfect semester
two dicks in my jeans kept sequestered
i might let these evil thoughts fester
girl this boy b telling jokes he the jester

ill b drillin in yr head with precision
but my rap sheet still cleaner than yr fuckin kitchen
17 and im never seein prison
all these faggots one to fall for superstition

razor blade wrist
bystander effect
boy you better take the piss
mela mae elevate, and we never miss

(iris)
double tap miss
razor blade wrist only focused when it drip 
ion sip much used2 get lost inna tris 
ion feel much used 2 wna feel like this
double tap miss
razor blade wrist only focused when it drip 
ion sip much used2 get lost inna tris 
ion feel much used 2 wna feel like this
& now i feel like shit

razor blade wrist ft. phixel (iris)

No Relation w/ Fijimar & Kennedyxoxo

thanks for listening :)

featuring @killzoltar and @iluvyousomuch 

master by the goat @kidmangx

impression, sisyphus (feat zoltar & ilysm) [prod lowtyde]

Blue (feat. Yung Bans)

astronauts get all the girls

soursop69

prod darko
ft @isthatcee at the end x3
lyrics NEVA (im joking)

roll up to the scene wit a gun you cant stop me

yo girl inna 2 piece an she want me
countin 100 dollar bills like we getting into profit
making counterfit money knowin damn well you cant stop us
glock-18 
fucked up im bout to shoot up on them proper
spent yo paycheck inna day cause im flaunting
yeah

(nothing is static in nature. not even god)

pullin fuckin guns out my pocket
me and bro inna fallout and you know we fucking locked in
got my luck to a 10 bar
damn i need a benchmark
going so fast bout to have that blue check mark

get the money out that place
if he talking shi we gon shoot him in the face



im flying private
you dont get to come if you aint got no silence
i aint got reliance on a bitch now
i cant trust that bitch now

no i cant trust that bitch now
moving cautious but you know i got a stick
then i pull up to his house bout to empty out my clip
got that bitch feeling sad she slit her wrist

i dont really give a fuck bout that bitch
(dammit)
...

fallout (darko)

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