I’ve got two joints and im ready to go outside 
Experience the sun and it’s natural light 
Even if it blinds me 
I saw it in hindsight
What I didn’t see
Is how much your presence is killing me
Going back and forth and eating out 
Alone
And 
 can you breathe 
When you’re next me
Cuz I can’t 
Stand you anymore 
I can’t stand to look at you anymore

your face sucks

Bury my head in the sand 
Beneath the casket of the clothes you laid them
Let’s marry them
And let our children roam
In the fabric of a bad night where we yelled 
The structure blurred 
And burned the kids into their night gowns 
Bathing with our open wounds
We have nothing left but our faces to touch
Under a mountain Of pressure
To find my way back and be someone better
This home is a maze that I lost myself in
 We let our broken arms carry us to Ohio 
On the way back to your dead sisters house as the blood from our mouths swallows us 
So let’s follow it back home
With no sense of direction 
Tripping over ourselves and the lovers we knew
It’s been the worst summer ever
With your funeral coming up
And how I can’t believe I got the day off

worst summer ever

Fill my head up with ashes and glass
Do what you want
Just make sure you ask
I’m on fire
Stubby fingers running thru my hair
And you’re late again cuz you never care
All my bones have holes and I’m just trying to cover them
Give me the chance to please you 
I just want to see you do better 
Than me
I just wanna go and lock myself in the other room
Tie this to your roof, I’m so ready to just let go 
Take it all back where you came from

You were playing it off as if nothing was wrong
And the problem was me it was me all along
So when you got off I wanted to talk
But just like always you brushed me off
I’m just warning you now
Before I pack up and move to ur town
That I smoke a lot and pace around
And talk to myself more than anyone else
And if that’s a problem you should tell me now
is that problem?

You were saying something?
I could not hear because I was over here
My head placed firmly right against your chest to hear

take me back

My research paper is due at 11:59 on Tuesday do you wanna go get some food?
Tacos sound great, how about you?

I ran out of gas on my way 
And all I had left were my organs and bones
So I sold them
All my short comings have led me to you
every time I look up you’re with someone new
I’m on edge most of the time
Then I overfed my dog till one day he died 

Can you just be honest?
I’ve been waiting on the truth 
You’re all I ever wanted
There’s a sun dress I bought just for you, yeah you? The one that you wanted

taco tuesday

Head in the dry wall
With prescriptions I can’t fill
Ceiling fan keeps your breath in
My bed is my casket
Let’s lay together 
This world is losing interest in me
Let’s take a sick day for breakfast 
Let’s this make our home
My health gets worse and worse but at least we’re still together 
Let’s make this our home
Choke on our spit till we feel better
Gouge the price of gasoline
And try to make something out of me
I won’t feel better with you around
I won’t feel better at all
I’ll starve myself if you feel dehydrated 
I’ll wear your clothes if you just go on naked 
Your insides come out more and more with every word you cough up
If I’ve got a problem 
Then you’ve got a problem too
We could try and solve them but then I would have to look at you
In those eyes there’s nothing
When you say you love me
I’ll never get your temperament 
Or peace of mind
It was never meant

We fell asleep together 
Slept longer than we should should 
Then blame it on the weather

And all of the chances were never deserved 
And all will be wasted if I never learn

sick days

As soon as I can I’ll get out of bed
I’m having problems with my car
It’s been stuck in my driveway all month long
I’m trying my best to get off your couch and out of my head 
You have made me so uncomfortable and when I go into the other room it’s my way of asking 
For you to leave all on your own but
You don’t ever get it do you? 
You don’t ever get it do you
You believe everything you see on your screen instead of talking to me like you know you should 
Nothing ever angers me 
I wait around so anxiously 
You’re doing exactly what I thought you would
What was in the water it had such a sour taste 
I’ve lost so many memories
More than I can replace 
You have made me so uncomfortable 
I know you see me in everything you own
You don’t have to get it

panda orgy

I don’t wanna grow old
But the years of rec league are upon us
I’ll cut off my arms At the end of the month
And arrange my name in alphabetical order 
You can come to my house 
if you can find something to talk about
You don’t need a play by play
And you never catch the hints I throw out
You can leave 
The doors the right there
I’m not your hostage I’m sure aware
I have so much in my fridge that I won’t touch
I’m on edge and never feel like quite enough
I don’t believe anyone who says that they are not afraid to die
Cuz I’m afraid to die
I’m not running away 
They say I’m rising up 
I’ll dip the cut in paint and try to wash away But it just festers up
I’m not running away I’m just rising up
It’s just another day in a different town when I wake up
and it’s killing me
Fuck your life
Is it everything you wanted and more?
Am I not everything you wanted and more?
Is not everything you wanted?
So I said
Hold the phone 
I’m just trying to calm down
In the folds
Breathing in just to breathe out

normcore 2006

I didn’t plan for any of this
And I didn’t think we’d make it this far
So I’ll lock myself into the garage 
And breathe in car exhaust 
I won’t miss you
I stood up way too fast and dropped it like that
You’re spinning me sideways 
Let’s try it my way
Where we go back and forth and on and off 
Can I hit your vape please if I promise to give it right back?
You should’ve known this about me but honesty is something I lack
I know myself and I know what I’m not
Feel my dead cold Body before it starts to rot
Before it starts to make a mess 
For you to clean
If there’s something 
Here to be learned 
There is no good in anyone 
So treat them as you should 
I’m a lot to take in but I’m fun to be around 
You can ask all my friends that I don’t have
Tie me to your sheets
And promise that you really love me

midwest city

We all have the day off tomorrow
To live off of time we’ve borrowed
So let’s have a potluck While we can!
Always means always 
You said in the hallway 
Your arms look so uninviting 
Like a prison 
That I’ll die in
The rooms spins faster than I can
And I think I know the problem
I’m impressed with your ability
But you never noticed mine
The sun always happens to be directly in my eyes

miso soup

Can you stop at Sam’s and pick up some fruit snacks
And cover your mouth 
You know not to do that 
Oh you always do that
My lease is up
I think I’ll sign for another year
And complain the entire time
God has a plan 
For everyone but me
Im stuck in stasis 
Always feel hated
Might as well turn this into a scene where I’m throwing up letting your dogs clean the fluids and bile

Can you all stop talking during my presentation please?
I’m already worried about my stutter
And the sweat seeping thru my jeans

fruit snacks

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