intro track to "no roads, just paths", an ep i'm dropping february 6th.  

s/o to @mark_arkinson for the pretty samples.

<3


tie dye tears

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//私の軌道の悪魔//

i can't thank you guys enough for the endless amount of love & support you've given me since the start. i never thought in a million years we'd be where we're at right now & it's crazy to me that we still continue to grow. it's always been a release for me to let loose on a track & hear what you guys think of it. it's always been for the people & for myself. i love waking up every morning & reading every single comment, every single message, etc. you guys put the biggest fucking smiles on my face & i hope you all know i'm here for you as much as you're here for me. i've struggled with my anxiety & depression for years & to know a lot of you are going through the same things is somewhat comforting. we're in this together. i couldn't do any of this without you guys. we're gonna strive & do great things, i promise. don't let your demons get the best of you. i hope you enjoy this one. i love you

check out the music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtv87HVgnpo&t=1s

art by chunniboy
be sure to give him lots of love
goo.gl/asxd7w

music video

demons in my orbit

Im Sorry

POP, LOCK & DROPDEAD (+ kudzu)

my debut album 'we' is out now: https://gnash.lnk.to/weSO
shop exclusive 'we' merch bundles: http://gnash.us/bundles
get tickets to the broken hearts club tour: http://gnash.us/tour

lyrics:

(verse 1)
i need emotion novocaine
i need a numbing of my brain
i need something 
to take away 
the remains of ur name

i need amnesia for a day
& an umbrella for the rain
that hasn't gone away
since u said u didn't need me

lately, 
been thinking maybe
there's a place we
won't feel so crazy

then in a hazy
mid-morning daydream
i found a shady
spot that they saved me

they said

(hook)
come be the newest member of 
the broken hearts club
we hate every little thing
about the people that we loved
we’re the let down, we’re the lied to
where the lost go
when it finds u
where the lonely,
make the lonely,
feel less lonely
& we’re dying to
invite u to stay
& take away the pain
cuz misery loves company 
so hey, what do u say?

(verse 2)
& at first i wasn't sure
if there's even a cure
for what i'm feeling cuz what i'm feeling’s
been feeling more & more absurd
the repeating in my head
of every last word that u said
feels like ever since u left
u still won't leave me

& lately, 
been thinkin maybe
there might be a place we
won't feel so crazy

for changing 
the way u made me
& in a daydream,
i let them save me

(hook)
i'm the newest member of 
the broken hearts club
we hate every little thing
about the people that we loved
we're the let down, we're the lied to
where the lost go
when it finds u
where the lonely,
make the lonely,
feel less lonely 
& we’re dying to
invite u to stay
& take away the pain
cuz misery loves company 
so hey, what do u say?

(bridge)
i guess
if u can't beat 'em join 'em
that's what they always say
let's go inside, let's coincide, 
& all commiserate

singing

(hook)
we're the newest members
of the broken hearts club
we still feel pretty lonely 
& we wish we didn't but
we're the newest of 
the broken hearts club
& we all kinda hate it
but it's easier than love
singing
we're the newest members
of the broken hearts club
& we still feel pretty lonely 
& we wish we didn't but
we're the newest of 
the broken hearts club
& we all kinda hate it
but it's easier than love

Download

the broken hearts club

i promised myself i would study for finals at 1 pm and it is now 5:17pm

can i have a ride home? i'm at a party and i don't know anyone

bearson - go to sleep ft. kailee morgue (oshi remix)

hi i've been away for a while. sorry about that, but i'm here now and i'm excited to show you new music <3

artwork by the amazing @phibstuff (instagram)

Whispers ft. Avonlea

sleep thru ur alarms (lontalius cover)

ever - we keep on running away (prod. rarebowy)

@biv

Lyrics:
Locked up inside myself,
Weight crawling on my chest,
Blood leaking,
Empty eyes,
Smoked up inside my head,
Painting my skin with the coldest tones

Fly by,
Let me look at the sky,
For the last time,
It's so dark, 
I can't fight,
I can't close my eyes,
Let me breathe,
Maybe hide,
Let me chase out the light,
Face your fears or choose to die

SKIN ft. Biv (Prod. by Biv)

itsoktocry im only posting this bc i luvvvv your song dont report thx fuckin luv u.


- CARTI TAPE 2017

ITSOKTOCRY - BIPOLAR FREESTYLE (+ kudzu)

prod. @pxlse

why guys get offended 
pretend to be menaces 
bye bye to befriending 
why you sending shots over messages 
come convince me of your ending bitch
stomping rodents shit sentences 
copping crystals from my chemist quick
slowly going out my mind
add least its sum to do besides the boring cycled schedules all the time
i dont care if you cant hear me fine
i could fuss less about success cus my rhymes aint for the attention follows likes is that the reason that you grind 
go ahead and die young for noone 
used to want to but who dont
you not special and you wont
be ever your moldy 
just leave nuts on old jeans
air dried hung wet pussy 
do lyrics have to have a point please
leave you leaking like a canoe do 
in an avenue like the rat you move
with a bag of fruits fuck processed foods 
you lacking tunes that surpass my poop
brain stew sipped from shoes
paint you now new room
in a madder mood better watch your moves 
like a line backer bitch you gon loose
sanity and some family
their limbs be eating up by mammal teeth
spit profanity for all the junky fucking angry teens
where the danger be
if you wanna be an amputee keep bothering 
get a stub job
cum shot
on a dumb thot 
alien blood make yo gums rot
quit spitting raps grab a scrub mop 
gun shots giving to a dumb cop

play my poop duke play my poop
pointed tube to your dew paint the god damn room
play my poop duke play my poop
period blood bloomed best used to be lube

feces fetish [prod. pulse]

ever - people always come and go (prod. andrew)

feening

ever - feening (prod. ever)

please leave me the fuck alone

ever - PLEASE LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE (prod. ever)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ExM4-D9dUqE
Beat produced by @paczki
Song Mixed and Mastered by @darkskyparadox

AND IM FALLING
IN A PIT,
I ADMIT THAT IM SORRY :(
I DONT GET THROWING FITS WHEN YOU CALL ME.. 
OFF THE SHITS, MAYBE ITS ME WITHDRAWING..?
ME WITHDRAWING..
THINK I LOVE YOU !
I FEAR GOD IN THE ROOM WHEN I FUCK YOU..
AND ITS ODD, I ASSUME YOU'RE ENOUGH TO
FILL THE FOG AND THE GLOOM WHEN ITS SUBTLE..
NEVER SUBTLE, I KNOW..

PARDON ME
I CAN SEE 
U & ME
IN HARMONY 
STARTING THINGS
OUT WEST.
OUT WEST, OUT WEST, OUT WEST.. yeah. (x2)
--
FUCK ME !
TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL SOMETHING 
SOMETIMES MY THOUGHTS GET UGLY.
SOMETIMES YOUR THOUGHTS ARE OF ME.
ARE OF ME
I KNOW SOMETHING
SOMETHING THAT LIES ABOVE ME
I TRIED TO DIE, IM SUFFERING
IM OUT MY MIND, IM UNCLEAN (DIRTY? IDK)
IM OUT MY MIND !

GOD IN THE ROOM (PROD. PACZKI x DARKSKYPARADOX)

Lyrics

Got stuck in the nightfall
Look in my soul see the lights off
Honestly I would still save you
But you wouldn't catch me if I fall

I'm too into myself
I'll be the reason that I go to hell
Cause sometimes I'm the one ringin' that bell
At least I'm aware enough that I can tell

Fallin' I'm fallin'
Why do my demons keep callin'?
No matter what key I try or I turn
Everytime I try start I keep stallin'

I can't move on
I'm fuckin' stuck in this rerun
I don't like pills but I need one
I lost my heart now I need one

Got stuck in the nightfall
Look in my soul see the lights off
Honestly I would still save you
But you wouldn't catch me if I fall

I'm too into myself
I'll be the reason that I go to hell
Cause sometimes I'm the one ringin' that bell
At least I'm aware enough that I can tell

nightfall. | Produced by tundrabeats

lyrics:
can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my fuckin mom shed say im a fuckin disgrace
i like to ink my skin cuz im in love w mistakes
n if u got some shit to say just put ur fist to my face

can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my shitty exes theyll say that i fuckin changed
im the pretty boy that ur lil man wants erased
n if the devil was a bitch id prolly fuck her in the face

hey universe, if u hear me speakin
beat the shit outta me, id really preciate it
maybe theres a lesson that i really needa learn
u keep creatin fires, and now i just really wanna burn
ion blame u, cuz i do stupid shit
but can u stop goin easy cuz i needa learn quick
try to douse me in gasoline, to make this shit hit
i wanna be a good guy, but u think im unfit

can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my fuckin mom shed say im a fuckin disgrace
i like to ink my skin cuz im in love w mistakes
n if u got some shit to say just put ur fist to my face

can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my shitty exes theyll say that i fuckin changed
im the pretty boy that ur lil man wants erased
n if the devil was a bitch id prolly fuck her in the face

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MAILY