beats mixed/lyrics by yours truly ☺️💗

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(Will add lyrics later 🥱)

haunted! (demo)

I’ve been holding my breath 
Only dying to split the air with you
Turning blue 
Colors I never knew
I’ve been doing my best to be
Some semblance of okay but I’m 
Coming unglued
Not me with or without you 

It’s strange and I truly don’t know 
What I’m doing 
Spreading the broken pieces of me 
Over the floor
‘Cause I’m dumb, weak, and needy
Relentlessly pining for yours

Think I’d be better off if I 
Never experienced the heights
I could fly
I swear
The falling gets me every time 

It’s cruel and unruly
You reek of patchouli 
And the memory of holding you
On the floor
Leaves me punchdrunk and woozy;
Heedlessly, unduly yours 

I never meant to be so sure 
But I’m sure 
Glad that you left before I 
Had the chance to tell you any more
And if you’d ever ask, I’d lie
Bury every reason why 
I averted my glance when 
Your eyes met mine

Maybe I’m just insane 
There’s no rational way to explain 
The way you’ve got me

kintsugi.demo.clnish..wav

Something I threw together with GarageBand and old tidbits of original poetry and some random lyrics off the cuff. I didn’t have any real idea of how I wanted it to sound in the end, I just rolled with it and ended up with this end project and had a blast with it! 

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Your bones are kindlin'
To my lonely-fire 
Dancing in the ashes
The burns I acquire 
Are not those of pain
I learn to admire 
But those I won't know 
'Til we're down to the wire 

Touch, Go 
I wanna little more 'touch' 
A little less 'go'

Hiding in the warmth
The scorches, made clean
Blowin' smoke away 
From things I've never seen 
It's so unfortunate;
Though my senses are keen 
I forget what "surprise" 
Could actually mean. 

I don't care 'bout what they say
I love it when you fuckin' stay 
Down to my core, incinerate
I love it when you fuckin' stay

touch.go

Playing sound with more GarageBand beats for fun.

haunted

Started this account to share some GarageBand projects for grins and giggles. Currently, my only equipment involves my iPhone and a pair of headphones but I work with what I’ve got! I’ve had a love for making and mixing music for several years, and I don’t like to limit myself to any specific genre or influence. I like to go with the flow and work with what I feel at the moment. I’m interested to see where this goes, as I have TONS of originals I’d love to eventually share and music has always been the greatest love of my life! For now, I will be adding mostly lyric-less projects from preloaded beats just for fun until I get the hang of producing more. Any of the lyrics - unless directly specified - are original. I’ll update as I go along once I figure out exactly what I’m doing!

jen

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