Zuse x Post Malone - On God
Produced by Post Malone + FKI + Rex Kudo

Zuse X Post Malone - On God (Prod. by Post Malone, FKi & Rex Kudo)

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

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Sway (Rvsd Main) 6.6.17

STREAM

Sway ft. Quavo and Lil Yachty

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_MNVSrayj9o

Produced by Fabian Secon

Artwork: @ AaronCAustin

Defeated

Fuck this place I hate this town
Swear one day I'll burn it down
I prefer when no one round
Cause I just wanna die with sound

Smoke so much
I cannot feel my toes
I've been getting high
To try to fill these holes
Inside my mind
I hate me all the time
Feel depressed
But I tell em that I'm fine
Cause they don't really
Know or understand
It's not their fault
I really wasn't in the plan
But really I don't give a damn
I stack my money up
I got them blue strips in my hands
In the club and I'm throwin bands
I'm only 17
But you know I'm still the man
Any drug you want
You know I got it
She looked me right
In the eyes and she popped it

I'm so high not coming down
Fuck this place I hate this town
My creative vibe is running out
I'm gonna die
The light is out
She crushed my heart and took my soul
She took my youth and made me old
I hate this bitch with my whole heart
Left me shattered from the start

Left me in the dark

Yeah she left me in the dark
I think I'm gonna die
Demons coming for me
Angels falling out the sky
Now my heart is fucked up
Baby I was love drunk
Fell into a nightmare
Now I'll never wake up

I will never wake up
I don't wanna say much
I just wanna crash fast
Knew it when our lips touched
I fell for you too hard
I can't get back up
Now I'm fucking stuck here
I always have the worst luck

spotify

fell into a nightmare (prod. neverday)

Forever in my mind
Always search
But cannot find
Was looking for your love
But you just left me behind

I feel very numb
Cause my soul already died
I feel very dumb
Cause now I know she lied
Look up at the sky
And I ask the gods why
Walking all alone
Need nobody by my side
Put me in my grave
I been thinking every night
Would it be that bad
If I left it all behind

Tired of my life
Always cry
And get in fights
I know I'm no good
Cut my skin up with the knife
Kissed me on my lips
And turned my heart just like the ice
I am not okay

I am not alright
I am not alright
I am not alright
I am not alright

Forever in my mind
Always search
But cannot find
Was looking for your love
But you just left me behind

Forever in my mind
Always search
But cannot find
Was looking for your love
But you just left me behind

Fall in love you lose your life
On the acid
See the lights
On the stage
I'm super high
Blacking in and fucking out
All these people used to doubt
Act like they don't fucking dream
So much fake up in this scene

It's fuckin toxic
I'm barely breathing
But I'm flexin and I'm flossin
And they fucking think their stunting
It's fucking nothing
Their music sounds disgusting
In a race but I'm cheating
Yeah I'm taking drugs
To run away from demons
Don't know who you are
Talking all that nonsense
Pull up leave you bleeding
Your head looking like a faucet
Cause it's dripping
Give me any beat you know I ain't missing
Tell that girl I'm on a mission
I don't want love
I hate the attention

I hate the attention

forever in my mind (prod. xtravulous)

Every time you lied to me
It makes me suicidal
Baby I don't wanna breathe
If I can't stand beside you
Every time I looked inside your eyes
I see the stars move
Always tried my hardest
Not to put you in a bad mood

You said you could save me
Bring me back to safety
Left me here to die
Now you acting like you hate me
Think I'm going crazy
Does life have any meaning?
Sleeping in the morning
Wake up in the evening

Every time I wake up
Wanna close my eyes again
Darkness coming in
Eventually it all will end

My life of nothingness
Walk this road a lonely mess
I'm on my own again
All the walls are caving in

I hate my Anxiety
You could never understand the brain inside of me
I suffer silently
My smile seems to hide from me
She did me wrong
I still love her
Guess its irony

I bury memories
Gotta keep them underneath
When see her in my dreams
It gets hard to breathe
Her love turned me to a fiend
I'd do anything
Please don't lie to me
Tell me everything

Lately Life ain't what it seems
Wish I wasn't me
Inner demons creeping out just to bother me
Almost constantly
I struggle just to get to sleep
Put me in my grave I would rather
Rest in peace

Fall back cuz I know that you're not mine
Girl I been going through it since like 09
So trife, fuck it I guess I wanna die
When I'm away, I just wanna be by your side ya

Everyday I'm switching lanes tryna find yea
Girl we have talked in a minute aye yea
I been on the grind for a minute aye yea
But I'll be coming home let's kick it aye yea

eventually it all will end ft. cøzybøy (prod. absxntmind)

When I pull up
My car topless
And I'm dripped out
Imma drop it
Imma fiend tho
Needa stop it
I got 12 grams in my pocket
Imma smoke it
Till I'm seeing stars
If you love me
Take my broken heart
And please hold it
Don't let it go
It's all hopeless
Yeah I already know

Yeah I already know

When its over
Imma be a sad ghost
Lost myself
On a search for my own soul
Imma come back
Haunting all of my ex hoes
Only thing I'm hearing
Is the echoes
Lurking in the night
Hiding in the shadows

It's not easy to be me
If I was in your spot
I probably would leave me

Here to die
Tried my hardest
Like 1,000 times
I still stay up
Like all damn night
Minds a mess
From anxiety inside

When I pull up
My car topless
And I'm dripped out
Imma drop it
Imma fiend tho
Needa stop it
I got 12 grams in my pocket
Imma smoke it
Till I'm seeing stars
If you love me
Take my broken heart
And please hold it
Don't let it go
It's all hopeless
Yeah I already know

Yeah I already know
It's all hopeless
In the end
Nothing fucking matters
She took my heart
Out of chest
And left it shattered
Wish I never met her
Wish I never had her
Tired of this life
I wanna see what's after

Tired all the time
I know its a disaster
Get outside my mind
So I can see the patterns
Thought I had some friends
I guess they were just actors

Damn my life a movie
They try to get to close
I know they wanna use me
Always talking
But I never see em doing
I can't fuck with lames
I gotta keep it moving

it's all hopeless (prod. spacedtime)

shoutout to soundcloud.com/itsyungvan & https://soundcloud.com/daddydandy <3

lyrics:
shattered:
shawty you know that you lie
you wouldn't care if i die
you wouldn't care if i cry
shawty why do you lie

i wish i didn't date you
i wish i didn't know you
i'll sell shows to break you 
i flex on my ex
cuz that's all that i got
she run away cuz she know she a thot

i hope it was worth it 
bite like a serpent
act like a bitch cuz it tears me apart 
truth is i'm hurting
truth is i'm learning
truth is that i hope that i end up burning
your legs are like doors
you open and pour
you'll love anyone who won't call you a whore
but
that's what you are to me
i'm just a casualty

manipulating
when we were dating
you told me don't fret
he's just an old friend
he's just an old ex
i only love you 
back of my car 
we can have so much fun boo
do i still love you
baby i can't tell 
you talk to others
while i hide in covers	
sheets on my head
make me feel like i'm dead
texting your phone but you leave me on read

yung van:
fuck you, you don’t about care me
fucked up, naw the blames not on me
don’t talk shit behind my back, cause i don’t roll like that
i know you wanted on me
what’s he got that i don’t
he’s got you, that’s a joke
you’ll switch up, like a roach
just make sure you don’t choak
with all that shit your mouth
you better shut the fuck up
cause when this news gets out
all your friends gon’ switch up
i have no remose for you
don’t come back crawling to me
when he finds out what you do
he’ll throw you off like his shoe

shattered:
baby
you're faker
than santa claus
than santa claus
the guy 
that you are with
will leave
so please just don't come back to me
shawty 
you're colder than ice with some salt
my friends were right
about the night
when we had met
you got me set
like juliet
with bayonets 
ready to fire on me at your will
choking on smoke while we kiss and we chill
leaving my ass for a kid with some skill
you just a park all you give is a thrill

flowars:
bad girl in a mad world
ass fat where you at girl
let me hit it from the back girl
i ain't got a jack shit black pearl
i don't wanna look at you
everything you put me through
but you won't go away
so i guess ill fuck your face
ask that nigga how i taste
does he know your love is fake
tell the boy that i relate
ooh i relate
bitch is latex
she just want sex
and your paycheck
like it's no sweat
bitch is latex
she just want sex
and your paycheck
like it's no sweat

romeo & juliet! w/ yung van & flowars (prod. nick mira & lucky bennu)

Sometimes it's hard to focus
I don't feel no motives
I just feel so hopeless
I know that they notice
Don't know where I'm going
Full of bad emotion
I feel like I'm no one
I feel like I'm broken

But I ain't no loner
My team full of soldiers
Smoking till it's over
I swear we never sober
Try to keep my eyes low
Ducking from the 5-0
Fuck the fucking 5-0
Let all my fucking guys go

I don't fit the system
I know that I'm different
Swear they never listen
That's why I'm staying distant
Leave em in my past life
They don't got their act right
Don't know what to act like
I leave em on the outside

Leave em on the outside
Leave em on the outside

Don't know what to act like
Don't know how to act right
I leave em on the outside

Sipping on my potion
Keep them blunts in motion
I been way too loaded
Sometimes it's hard to focus
These niggas keep on switching sides they think I ain't noticed
Imma keep on livin life till it's my time to go then
I been out my mind and I been trynna find it
Demons want me so bad I'm still trynna fight it
At the same time they not that bad they give me guidance
Maybe I should give in and ask for an alliance
All my teeth are golden
Smile just to show it
Don't look to long
It get way too hard to Focus

Sometimes it's hard to focus
I don't feel no motives
I just feel so hopeless
I know that they notice
Don't know where I'm going
Full of bad emotion
I feel like I'm no one
I feel like I'm broken

But I ain't no loner
My team full of soldiers
Smoking till it's over
I swear we never sober

hard to focus ft. pillxxx (prod. kidkeva)

Last Night ft. @iamtrevordaniel Produced by Taz Taylor, KC Supreme & JRHitmaker

Last Night Ft. Trevor Daniel

916frosty - FRIDAY

love dies fast (prod. spacedtime)

No Disturbance

Harder Than Ever (feat. Jay Gwuapo & KJ Balla)

NO FRIENDS VIDEO OUT NOW: https://hitco.lnk.to/NoFriendsVideo

No Friends

@poorstacy - make up (prod. nick mira)

@ihatemillie - Without You (Prod. Silo)

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Song Produced by: Rellymade

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Ruthless (feat. Jay Critch)

prod. @skress

I see through the fakes
like they made out of glass
get up out my face
don't know you like that
if you got the chance
you'd probably stab my back
my ex blowing up my phone
she want me bad
probably cause I was the best she ever had
I make you sad bitch?
good I'm glad
designer drugs
on the highway
ain't no sleeping
gas what I'm breathing
tesla X
we creeping

I'm falling
feel so hopeless
disappear 
hope I go unnoticed
think about you
and I still can't focus
so I leave behind my feelings and emotions

I'll crush my dreams
and let them bleed
sew my heart
back seam by seam
now I keep it locked
no key
anxious thoughts
won't let me be

lost my light
and I can't find it
I got problems I can't hide it
is it worth it
can't decide yet
bags underneath both of my eyelids

we don't speak
we move in silence
cut his head off
if he try us
big blunts
in my A blood diet
evil tempt me
but I fight it
blood on my margiela 
how I buy it
if the sodas dirty
I may try it
if they talking bout me
I don't mind it
know your card declines
when you swipe it

why you go in Sac's 5th?
I know you can't buy shit
18 in my own crib
smoking on the finest
I'm still plugged in
Yeah I'm getting good prices
fuck a spotlight
I would rather stay private

I stay low key
but you know me
do my drugs
and count my money
don't come around
I don't trust nobody
I may break your heart
and never say sorry

I'm incomplete
I got missing pieces
fuck an ego
didn't really need it
I'm too numb now
can barely feel shit
they wanna use me
but I can see it

I see through the fakes
like they made out of glass
get up out my face
don't know you like that
if you got the chance
you'd probably stab my back
my ex blowing up my phone
she want me bad
probably cause I was the best she ever had
I make you sad bitch?
good I'm glad
designer drugs
on the highway
ain't no sleeping
gas what I'm breathing
tesla X
we creeping

Gu

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