Chyna The Artist - The Ride.mp3

This track is definitely the most vulnerable I’ve ever been in songwriting. I wrote this song last Autumn, thinking about a relationship I was in a couple of years before… after bumping into my ex I hadn’t seen in a while. I felt confused, shock, angry and sad all at once. Calling it ‘toxic’ would be such an understatement. I was coming out of a dark place, having pure hate towards myself and my depression and anxiety were just getting worse and worse as days went by… and I had a partner who was far from supportive. We were horrible for one another, but I guess we stayed in it because we were both in need of a sort of “companionship”. In this track, I went in depth about how the relationship affected each other overall, but more so towards its fall and end. And as much as one can point fingers, in reality, we both had a huge part on the way things started and ended. I put all my energy and emotions into this track. I remember crying hysterically and going through some trauma, due to having to re-open a hidden box in my mind - filled with unpleasant memories. But despite the rollercoaster-of-a-journey, I am truly proud of this track and how it turned out. I came out of it learning lots about myself and worth, and have grown so much as a human through its process.

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