Violin On The Beats

Verse 1

All the time, I realize after damage has been done
And every time I end up like this always come to know nothing

I’m still drifting in disconnection, I’m just watching the cloud leave it’s tail

I feel like everything is useless

verse 2

I’m burning down myself
I don’t know how to deal with this
I’m not enough to get this revolution

Staring at the void to pull myself together

Why does pain and pleasure always come together? I will never know

Can i live up to my dream? I can’t even see the one step forward

Chorus

I hate myself for being who i am
It’s so hard to face yourself but never look away
I’ve come to see the beauty in this madness
It’s still stay alive inside my eye
I won’t let it die, I will find you

I hate myself for being who i am
It’s so hard to face yourself but never look away
I’ve come to find the beauty in my sadness
It’s still stay awake inside my soul
I won’t let it fade, I will find you

BEAUTY IN THIS MADNESS

verse 1 
There is no better tomorrow I know the end of this story
I'm running to the finish line  Cuz I do not know how to bend

I just only make things worse  So you don't have to pretend
I'm not like that anymore  Can I handle this nightmare?

Verse 2
 Violent Instinct's taking me over Noone can save me from myself
Will this eat me alive? Will this pull me apart? I don’t wanna compromise

What am i suppose to do? If I'm the Imitation Give me back my commiseration Separation is my aspiration

Chorus Leave me sink, Let me go into my reality, into my insanity you afraid to be the nothing?, afraid to be the noone? love this suffocation, like this Imperfection Leave me sink

break down
My useless intuition, my hopeless revelation, my voiceless provocation
 
Chorus 3
Leave me sink, Let me go into my reality, into my insanity you afraid to be the nothing?, afraid to be the noone?  love this suffocation, like this Imperfection

LEAVE ME SINK

Verse1
I can not get away from this spiral I made
I need to be somebody else 

I can not fit myself in this sleepless world
I don't wanna killing myself
I wanna stop this feeling in my vein 

I have no choice
I've got no where to go 
temptation is calling me now

Verse2
I've lost my way I don't know why
Somehow I'm falling into this fate 

I don't wanna lose myself
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna feel this way
I don't wanna looking back 

Have to get away but It's already part of me
I can feel the tidal wave is crashing down on me

Break Down
I'm the ocean of this hate
I'm getting lost my mind 

Chorus 
Never gonna say what you want me to say
I'm not afraid to fight
Never gonna slay what you want me to slay
I'm not afraid to lose 

Cuz I can feel my heart is starting
I can feel my shine is brightening
I can feel my everlasting sunshine

I wanna stay on as myself
I wanna stay on where we are

Stay On!

Verse 1
I can't seize my future without desperation
Is there anyone to tell me why 

I dont know why i'm feeling this again
It feels like i'm breaking down once again 

I just wanna stay the same 
I'm not gonna build that Pointless conversation 

Verse 2
I was struggle to survive one more day
I was too twisted to see any other option
I was tryin so hard to find the place i could be
I was crumbling down i was coming down 

I wanna be the sign for you to shining bright
Without anything to scare 

This is my fullest favor 
I want this is gonna be the station in your day 

Gravity is weighing on me
I wish you will find your way


Chorus
/Be careful this world /is full of contradiction 
/Hold on tight you'll be alright
Wish you find the light
/Dont mind me, i just want some confirmation
/hang on tight Godspeed your night
Wish you find the sight
So long /good luck to you

Be Careful!

Broken.

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