Its hard to hold track of time or where it goes
I done gave up tryna keep tabs on these folks I used to know 
They either up and left or got taken from me and I suppose it shouldn’t matter because since before that, Ive felt alone 
My family sees me as the life of the party so I’ve been told
But lately its been more an act than an attribute of my soul 
Just an attitude I could take and detach it soon as I’m sober 
Dealing wit it was something I’d have to do when I’m older 
Remember you had them cigs like a pack or two in that rover wit mom and em 
Way back when Obam’ n em had took over 
And I was a baby didn’t know half of the pain you carried 
You was the life of the party fore’ me, that shit was scary
Cuz that...smile on ya face never left, whenever I saw you 
Nowadays it would speak volumes in light of everything goin on 
Don’t know how you did it you kept composure calm
Having my shit together like tryna hold a bomb 
What I mean by that is you could only go so long 
Before sumthin blows up 
Brothers betrayed and women chose up 
I wish that I could ask advice from you cuz you know so much 
But I’ve been ringing up there forever so whats the hold up 
Must be a line since after you I had all kinds of losses 
Can’t cry no mo I won’t try no mo cuz my eyes exhausted 
Nowadays whenever I’m feeling a way I close em 
Try to channel just a way to communicate what I’m holding to you
or Uncle Reggie or Lionel if you wit em 
If you are then let em know that I’m tryin my best hit em 
I’m in college now I’m still doin music Ian forget em 
and Ima bring you all my records one day, so we can spin em together

for mommy lisa.

nuvibez.

shout out pete and bas!

evrymeN - ENDLESS out NOW!

DREAM LIKE MARTIN LUTHER (Pete & Bas - Sindhu Sesh)

Tracklist:
Call Me After Midnight - BH Demos
Under Tongues - James Ivy
Any Way You Want Me - Brockhampton 
Out of Time - Deb Never
Addiction - Kanye West
GINGER - Brockhampton

PPP

Daura

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