sometime after midnight cover Nicole Dollanganger

Hey Bunny baby bugs cover

Tiny little bit of me singing a Nicole song

Flowers of Flesh and Blood tiny snippet of me singing

dear sister the pretty reckless cover

Me speaking/singing a poem I wrote with background music made by someone I love,
by Spiral Blast

Lyrics are: 
old blood sinking into my gut
I took you like communion 
mouth open and tongue heavy 
chew and lick with your teeth
dirt packed into my mouth 
leaking down my throat
my womb is a slaughtered grave 
feasted upon by the devil
bones split apart in dead hands
an altar made of the rotting guts
taken from the body
of they who shouldn't be touched
you are dead meat
in a sack of rotten flesh
infesting the carcasses of the deer
who ran from the thirsting hunter
but never fast enough 
you caught me frozen stiff
sunk your teeth into my throat 
and devoured all that's left 
maggots writhing in my belly
you licked it all up with the hunger 
of a rabid animal in a frenzy
a frenzy of rape a frenzy of death
bury me in your pit
your body is my grave
I writhe around under your skin 
do you feel me 
im right behind your teeth

Behind Your Teeth

A song created by me and my friend, composed by Spiral Blast and written and sung by me 

TW: csa and sexual abuse 

Lyrics:
Babydoll a child with lips painted red
Doll heart if they only knew I'm already dead
I sucked my first dick when I was 3 years old
He left me with nothing but a cold hole in my soul
A rot that starts in the pit
Bit the peach now it's rotten with your spit
Swallowed into the belly of the beast
But the beast seemed to become more and more like me
You made me dirty
You raped a baby
Little doll with her red lips now smeared
Blood and cum
A dead baby deer
Cum in my stomach rot
Cum in my stomach rot
Cum in my stomach rot
Rot rot rot rot rot
Rot me
Just like when you slid my little baby panties to the side 
And shoved your filth inside me

Babydoll

a song I made with my friend, written and sung by me and composed by Spiral Blast 🩷

Lyrics:
I'm a breeding ground
for those who hunger for the flesh
the sweet sickly rotted flesh
the bitten and screaming flesh
the flesh who is scrawled with eat me
giving off the odor of fresh kill
ready to be ingested
I am the marked I am the branded
I am the bleeding bird you are the vulture
something about me makes them so hungry
I'm split apart, wholeness in half
flies circle my cracked open head
licking my bones clean 
meat dripping off your teeth
your hands around my throat
suffocation 
ingestion
eaten
you look at me like I am your prey 
body and soul your feast
I am the holy sacrifice 
I am the delicacy 
I am the crucified on the wall 
I am the cunt for your mouth
walling at the slice of the knife
I am the dinner plate
and you are so so hungry

Hollow Flesh

a song composed by Spiral Blast and written and sung by me. 🩷
Lyrics are:
You like to keep me just a little to sick to leave 
You like to keep me living in shades of black and blue
I can shut up and lick my own wounds
Sacrifice my whore of a self to bow down to you
My Angel of death, my lacrimosa
Be still just for a day
Let me teach you to use your hands softly 
But you sink away, leaving only a trace
Of where your fingers indented my flesh 
He holds my head down and I feel it under my skin
I've forgotten the meaning of love today 
As you pound into my flesh I paint my lips blood red
and shut my eyes praying God forgives
I rise my hands up to you 
And let you slide these locks over my wrists
Is it really my fault how you chose to end this
There's a place behind my face where all your sins lie still
I keep it hidden from the world
While God lets Satan out to play 
Possess me, break me, burn me, beat me
It's all you do anyway 
Maybe one day I'll learn to forgive and forget
But right now all I want is you
Dead

Lacrimosa

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A song I wrote and sung, composed by my lovely friend Spiral Blast 💜

lyrics are:
Broken pieces of me lay on the floor
where you left me kneeling
an altar of a rape
you left your sickness deep inside me
buried deep in my gut
it rots me from within
you filled me with your poison
and I'm sick with grief
vomiting you up
slicing my arms open 
imagining
it's you I'm cutting open 
my blood turns into your blood
a swirl of guilt disgust and shame
until I can't tell where you end
and I begin
you shoved your filth down my throat
a piece of you engraved in my flesh
my sweet sickly mouth filled with your dirt
I can't forget the feeling of your hand on my head
pushing me down to ingest your sin
your eyes burned into my brain
as I watched you watch me die
you left a mark I can't burn away 
and your rot swells within my veins
rape in your face, the eyes of a hungry wolf
ready to devour the lamb up for slaughter 
raped in my broken shell of a body 
raped in my hollowed out mouth
I was born on my knees and I'll die on my knees
weeping tears
crying a soft no
no no no no no no

Broken

Me singing one of my poems, an old recording I found

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