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//ファック・フェイク//

we've been sitting on this one for a while. i hope you guys enjoy it. thank you so much for all the love and support recently. this means the world to me. please give some love to huskai. he did erryting from the beat to the mixing.

i also dropped some new merch today. you can peep that here
https://teespring.com/stores/guardin

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huskai x guardin - what i got

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//私を保存する
//見せて

ＬＹＲＩＣＳ
https://genius.com/guardin-anxious-lyrics

i love you guys so much. 8 days till lacuna drops ❤

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anxious (prod. by fiftysix)

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//ごめんなさい//

@tothegood

lacuna

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blue (prod. tothegood)

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//私がいなくなったら後悔するよ//

i wanted to release a lil' something for you guys as a thank you for everything you've done for me. a year ago, i was just a kid in my bedroom trying to figure out himself. fucking around with beats all day, smoking weed all night. i was depressed. hell, i'm still depressed & sometimes it feels like i don't know myself anymore, but this music has been the only thing that has made complete sense to me since the start & to know i'm helping you guys all whilst you help me is beyond beautiful. i'm so lucky to be where i'm at today. to be alive with all of you in my life. don't ever tell yourself that you won't amount to anything cause you're worth much more than you'll tell yourself & i promise once you find something you're truly passionate about and you dive deep into it, you'll feel a sense of purpose. there you'll find happiness. don't ever give up on yourself. i won't give up on you.

i love you

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elephants (prod. by kodoku)

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//どこにいますか//

i'm finally getting over this dreadful cold & back into the swing of things. it's still guardin season. i love you guys <3

lyrics
---
been eight weeks since you left and broke my heart 
said that i should talk about it well where do i start?
lemme light the spliff, i've been floating in the dark
some would call me insecure & some would call it art

i'm a fucking mess a pessimistic little cunt
you're a hypocrite if you don't think that imma stunt 
never wanna talk so i'll just roll another blunt
feelin' like the prophecy when i'm up in the cut

and i guess i'll be okay if i just try a little harder
you're the wind beneath my sails & the crack inside my armor 
i'm awake cause i fake sleep head against the mortar
imma bake like a cake when i smoke another quarter

fuck love imma soil it
prolly boil it
pickin' at it while i'm sitting on the toilet
like acid tablets imma foil it
can't talk too much don't wanna spoil it

times up guess ya clocked out
girl you really hit me with a knock out
i rather lock lips with my bike mount
kiss up on a blunt i'm a kite now
sky high never climb down
imma stay for it like i'm grime now 
something isn't right imma find out
i'm only gonna change if i sign out

knockout (prod. by tothegood)

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//私はコントロールを失う//

s/o to two of my favorite people 
@convolk
@hatefulbeats

lyrics
--------
guardin
-----------
this is the last time you'll see me
believe me
or not
i don't really care
drove by in my van & she wasn't even there
i'm fallin' apart while you're playing with his hair
probably gonna fuck but do you even dare
a lot of people say i'm losing control
i think i know where i should go
fuck sleep i don't ever wanna let go
don't let go

convolk
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under the bed
the pillows and sheets
get out of my head
i wander the streets
it's easy to see
the blood that we bleed
i'm not meant for you
you're not meant for me

i guess this is it
we’ll cry til we’re sick
i'm hitting continue
and you’re hitting quit
i'll go one way
and you’ll go the other
this is the last time
we’ll speak to another

photos of you
i threw them away
but i cant throw away the memories
at least now we’re done pretending
after all the times we said things
ok

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photos of you (feat. convolk)(prod. by hateful)

prod. by @partysmartie

lyrics
--------
lie to me 
i think i finally 
struck a chord violently
ripped it right out the seams
hide and seek
they found another body by the creek 
the killers out on a spree
i'm afraid of everything i see

there's a ghost inside my bedroom 
at least i'm not alone but i can just pretend to
be awake with everything that i attend to
or sleep the day away & probably offend you 
i don't wanna waste another minute 
i can see the voices in your head don't wanna listen
the light reflects the glass you turn to dust & start to glisten 
kissin' you inside your bed is something i've been fuckin' missing
 
at night I turn my fears into my art 
crept inside my chest & ripped my beating heart apart 
i'll be wheezing coughing up their blood my demons will depart
imma add em up & drag em to the basement where i start
fix myself with bandages and roaches from last week
i've been searching for a purpose in some sugar coated sweets 
take a swisher & i crack it in the middle of the street
i could spark another thirty i'm not leavin' till i peak

lie to me 
i think i finally 
struck a chord violently
ripped it right out the seams
hide and seek
they found another body by the creek 
the killers out on a spree
i'm afraid of everything i see

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by the creek (prod. by partysmartie)

prod. by @producedbyaidan
feat. @qawikamri

lyrics
--------
drive down 
it's warmer out now 
my frown is always so embracive
i found 
pictures of us 
deep down inside the depths of my basement 

but this is not an accurate 
depiction of us cause you just treated me like shit
smile for the camera & take another hit
cause my only source of happiness is rollin' up a spliff
burning photographs
like fuck the past
like fuck whoever told you we weren't meant to last
killing time again 
like it's my only friend 
like i'm dying but i'm lying 
cause i'm breathing in

you could wear me like a sweater 
you can call me like whenever 
baby i can't change the weather 
i'm sorry but i'm tryna get better
i'm tryna get
maybe we deserve better 
maybe i'm a go getter
i'm still on her header 
nineteen when i met her 
i couldn't forget her 
i couldn't

qawi kamri
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so sad that you burnt down everything
you're mad now you don't mean a fucking thing
oh god drama is the shit you always bring
you used to be the reason why i always sing
i really want to forget you
you don't know what i go through
i really wish that you knew
now you're just a girl i used to talk to

please let me erase everything inside my mind
wish that I was fucking fine
like when i said i was fine
for the public i smile but in private i cry 
I just keep it all inside

it's been 3 years since i met you
all that i know is that i miss you
in every stranger's face all i see is you
can you tell me what i mean to you
now all i feel is sorrow
gonna burn all our photos
you stole my heart not borrow
i think better off mono

so sad that you burn down everything
you're mad now you don't mean a fucking thing
oh god drama is the shit you always bring
you used to be the reason why i always sing

i really want to forget you
you don't know what i go through
i really wish that you knew
now you're just a girl i used to talk to

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forget it (feat. Qawi Kamri)(prod. by aidan)

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ＡＳ　ＴＨＥ　ＤＡＹＳ　ＲＯＬＬ　ＯＮ

//もういちど私を愛して//

this hasn't gotten any easier for either of us. if you're reading this, just know i will always love you. you'll forever hold my heart & i'm sorry it still beats for you.

lyrics
--------
so baby tell me that you love me
tell me anything instead of nothing
i just wanna hear you speak again
even if its just the air you're breathing in

i know that you wont ever want me
but a boy can hope i cope by smoking palm leaves
the ghost of what we had is floating in the smoke
i cry every night about you i'm a fucking joke

i'm a fucking joke
texting you at 2 wish you'd reply but you don't
what the fuck is going on i really do not know
said you loved me yesterday in a few days you'll say you don't

tell me that you love me

(prod. Zeeky beats)

Lyrics:
So right
With you I feel nothing
Long night
But I can't sleep without you

(Chorus x2)
Stay a little longer babe
Wait a minute for me
Yeah stay a little longer babe
Take what you wanted from me
And all we say is we'll be fine 
I'm okay just give it time
But I'm about to lose my mind
Baby I just need a sign
X2

I've been getting so high
I can't see the time past
I've been trying so hard
Just to make our love last
There's nothing I can do
Just to be with you
Can't you see it's true 
It's just me and you and
It's just me and you and yeah
I'd do it all for you and yeah
I'd do it all for you and yeah

(chorus)

stay a little longer

stay a little longer (prod. zeeky beats)

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//それを明るくする//

follow the homie taylor morgan 
@taylor

lyrics
--------
addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i got you on my mind girl
& this time i'll rewind till you're my girl
life sucks waking up let my mind whirl
scroll down on your page & i might hurl
i hate when i do this to myself
write about a girl that's detrimental to my health
lost inside a state of mind where talkings only hell
and the closer that we get i lose my grip and start to yell 
i lose my shit quite often off in august on my cell
when i hit you up and told you that i'm outside of my shell
i hate the way you say you're fine
and i can tell it's just a lie
i'd wipe the tears right out your eyes
but we've already met our demise
so

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i'm not your enemy
i'm just a boy
you've got your friends
you say you're doing fine
but i can tell you're wrong despite
the way he kisses you at night
your smile shines so fucking bright
i think i need another light

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

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addicted (prod. by taylor morgan)

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//私は十分に話していない//

lyrics
--------
when she goes i kiss her on the nose
tell her i love her so
turn around and walk alone
when she goes i smoke till i implode
coughing till i'm a ghost
i'm swimming to the coast 
where am i going
full of disgrace and self loathing
i cannot sleep without you in my sheets
so i stay up all night just hoping
that you come back but there's nothing
i guess i'm wishing for something
lost in a love with a girl whose a dove
and a crow of a boy that's been bluffing

i am just nothing
i am just nothing

when she goes i pick another rose
rip petals till i don't
that's just the way it goes 
when she cries i write another note
put it inside her coat
start clearin' out my throat

i never talk enough baby
trip over words like i'm crazy

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when she goes (prod. by taurusmoon)

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//古いルーツ//

ＦＯＬＬＯＷ　ＤＥＣＫＷＩＮＥ
https://soundcloud.com/deckwine

lyrics
--------
it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

when you tell me that you love me
no joke i've been cravin' your company
last minute you switched you don't fuck with me
that's rough kinda sucks but luckily 
i don't need you as much as i thought
sever all ties with the love i want
sitting alone in this restaurant 
with a ghost of a girl you'll forever haunt

she's not around no more
vacancy screams from my bedroom door
i cannot take this shit anymore
writing these words till my fingers sore

it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

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old roots (prod. by deckwine)

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//多分いつか//

lyrics
--------
baby maybe you could come my way
if you want to you could always stay
it's not like you just to walk away
treat it like it's just another day 
pick up my phone
twitter i'm scrollin' all day i'm alone
walkin' outside
get in the whip & i drive on my own
saw the cd
spirals drawn on it you made it for me
cry by track three
grabbin' my pen & i puff till i'm free

truth be told i lost control a year ain't nothin' changed
you could be my everything just come back for a day
truth is that i love you so but lost you on the way
you cracked the door i swear you swore that things would never change
mortified by what's inside the demons in my range
grip my head pronounce me dead i'm turning in my grave
said goodbye i held you tight the night you drove away
no one ever told me that i'd never be okay

(travel your mind you'll see what i)

music video

someday

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Listen to "Numb" here: https://carliehanson.lnk.to/Numb

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Numb

lyrics:
Running back 
Gonna lose my mind
If I live another day 
If I spend another night
Your suffocating me love
I don't wanna cry love
I just wanna bad romance
Take a chance on a heart like this
It's a little bit broke but it's nothing that you can't fix 
I'll just waste away as I'm thinking of you
I'll just fall asleep so I can dream about you

Maybe one day one day
You will feel the same about me 
Maybe one day one day
You'll say you couldn't live without me

Watch my heart turn black
I hope you find someone to treat you right
You deserve the best
I know I'm not the one for you
I know I tried my best 
But I can't be alone
It's miserable
I want you to consume me
How do I tell you
I'm just to nervous
I just wanna end it but you gave me a purpose

I'm sad so I wrote this

I'm sad so I wrote this (prod. paradox)

1/5 from my upcoming EP "As I Walk Into the Night"
I hope you enjoy <3

Written by: @itsyungvan
Mix/Master: @demxntia
Production: @user-182805726

Lyrics-

(I'm waiting here for you to pick me up)

I'm waiting here for you to pick me up
Everyone is gone, now I'm the only one
I cried all night, but would you even know?
you never show
The things unsaid, tend to hurt the most
I wonder why you never show
The darkest sides of his heart, unknown
When is last time I opened up?
I had to close off my only love
Because the last time I opened up,
you never came and I had to bluff
Now every night he leaves open
I guess he's hoping, someone, will come and hold him
He leaves it vulnerable inside his drawer
Falling asleep he can only dream for more

As I Walk Into the Night

i'm sad and the weathers making it worse

Spotify, Itunes, Etc.

i'm sad and the weathers making it worse (Prod. SaintTomorrow)

Produced by Lil Soda Boi & bvsketcase
Co-Produced by SickDrumz
*Additional Vocals by Ella Vos

Copyright 2019 COR/TAN Records / Experts Only

BILLIE EILISH

06. JUMEX - ALIVE IN MY COFFIN

Produced by Bassel "BASE" Naaman, Nick "UnknownNick" Audino, David "Mexico City" Reyes.

Copyright 2019 COR/TAN Records / Experts Only

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