??.??.????

three tabs of acid
it’s never enough
your brain is destroyed
and your lungs are all fucked
i was never important
yet you called my bluff
you ripped me apart
and then turned me to dust but

i don’t want another kiss
you’re a red light
but you treat me like a bitch
so i get right
baby can you sit tight?
baby this is real life
i’ve been all alone
and i’m fiending for a fist fight

i thought i needed silence
but i can’t stand the quiet
no gloves, i love the violence
there’s blood in teaching a lesson

cause i know it’s hard to choose
but i like that
and everything you do
has a kickback
no slack
yeah, i fell into a faceplant
grand act
said she know i wanna hit that
fuck that

but broken knuckles on the bar
make the bank wet
try to cope with all my problems
blow a big check
i was never your objective
just a side quest
another day, nothing changed
so i reset

you been taking all my time
but i need it to grow
i was tryna coexist
but i need to be alone
it feels like a joke
every time that you decide that you wanna get close
and now i’m never gonna change, that’s not what i do
so
take it out on me
take it out on me
take it out on me

oh my god i’ve lost it
babe your words are caustic
all my windows frosted
man i’m so exhausted

why should i trust you?
you give me no reason to
torn into pieces
 like i ever needed you

deeper than it should’ve been
and harder than it could’ve been
had to deal with all my sins
i doubled back and packed it in

there’s something inside of me
something inside of me
something inside of me
SOMETHING INSIDE OF ME!

raven black hair and her clouded grey eyes
but it’s something like a spell casted right between her thighs
cause it’s hard enough to tell but they’re darker in the light
and she never tells the truth, she’s a fucking parasyte

if you put her in her place, then you’re just a waste of space
and she don’t care how you feel so she’ll say it to your face
then she’ll haunt your fucking dreams, playing hooky in the sheets
but she’ll never settle down, she’ll just ask you “whatchu mean?”

parasyte

anotherlife

literally the first thing i listened to this year

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I Thought I Could Save Us Both

[LYRICS]
all my brothers are some bastards 
always wreckin shop ya you know we a disaster 
goin hard every show and you know that there’s an after 
everybody’s hollywood yeah everyone’s an actor 
and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with yall clique cause yall boring 
and i’ll keep living my life like a rockstar 
and i’ll be lit till my motherfucking heart drops 
i’ll be where the za is bitch i smell it like a blood hound 
better make your bag cause you know that i’m back now 
and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with y’all clique cause yall boring 
and i be walking around the function with a 40
better watch your mans and your bitch cause they folding 
cause everybody wanna go wherever miku going

going fast now
smoking gas now 
yeah when i get to my bag ima cash out
yeah ima drink till i motherfucking black out
baby im a werewolf 
and if the moon isn’t full idc love 
and they all want me for my were blood
yeah they all want me i’m only scared of
you

and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with yall clique cause yall boring 
and i’ll keep living my life like a rockstar 
and i’ll be lit till my motherfucking heart drops 
i’ll be where the za is bitch i smell it like a blood hound 
better make your bag cause you know that i’m back now 
and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with y’all clique cause yall boring 
and i be walking around the function with a 40
better watch your mans and your bitch cause they folding 
cause everybody wanna go wherever miku going

unknown [prod. flesh x yooshipalace]

[art by @burdenondoomsday]

Lyrics:

Reckless, reckless, I can be reckless
Greedy and a liar yeah I think that's the consensus
Wish that I could say it's half-truth or projection
I don’t have the words for the feelings I'm senseless

Reckless, reckless, I can be so reckless
Learn from my mistakes? Nah might as well make a checklist
If I had a rewind I’d close my eyes and press it
Could have had the diamond with white picket fences

Hopeless, hopeless, maybe I’m hopeless
If I got the memo maybe I could decode it
(Oh you rewrote it?) keep your tongue frozen
Think I get the message you can leave it unspoken

Obsessive, destructive, depressing and pretentious
Looking in the mirror and I don't see a resemblance
Jealous, defensive, so fucking horrendous
Everyday special that's the words I eat for breakfast
 
Potion, potion, gimme ‘nother potion
(It's dangerous to go alone, take this!) already opened
Take an ibuprofen? Maybe oxytocin
Wrestling my giants so I think I need my Hulk Hogan

Open, oceans, always in motion
Wave after wave growing numb to the exposure
Screaming, drowning, passive, floating 
(Is something wrong?) Nah it's just a little choking

Reckless, reckless, I can be reckless
Greedy and a liar yeah I think that's the consensus
Wish that I could say it's half-truth or projection
I don’t have the words for the feelings I'm senseless 

Reckless, reckless, I can be so reckless
Learn from my mistakes? Nah might as well make a checklist
If I had a rewind, I’d close my eyes and press it
Could have had the diamond with white picket fences

Broken, broken, maybe I’m broken
I can tread water, think I care if the boat sinks?
Punchline? Fuck, I’m still asking where the joke is
Probably could have found it if I tried hard or focused
  
Seething? (yeah) Coping? (duh) Rushing?
Nah, just preventing the postponing
I can see the future, I know it
(trust me) Check again I’ve already shown it 

Breathless, breathless, counting to the second
Impossible to hold it it's true I have tested
Problematic brain thinks it's smart, it's so possessive  
Me my own keeper? Doesn’t matter, cage infested

Chosen, chosen, think I’ve been chosen
Pull a few strings build a nest for my poem
Gasoline and matches on my dreams they didn’t blow up
Now I try my hardest to forget them when I wake up

Reckless, reckless, I can be reckless
Greedy and a liar yeah I think that's the consensus
Wish that I could say it's half-truth or projection
I don’t have the words for the feelings I'm senseless

Reckless, reckless, I can be so reckless
Learn from my mistakes? Nah might as well make a checklist
If I had a rewind, I’d close my eyes and press it
Could have had the diamond with white picket fences

white picket fences

[LYRICS]
oh baby how come you’re all alone these days 
oh there’s a billion other people that could take my place 
yeah we can talk about it later when i feel okay
right now i’m tryna figure out how to make my play 
i’m gonna get out of here i’m gonna disappear 
oh no i’m not on the same shit i was last year 
i’m just another fucking loser with a lot of friends 
oh i tried real hard but i don’t fit in 

oh baby i’ve been all alone 
you hate me, no you don’t 
the smoke in this party are ghost 
they love me and hate me the most 
all the drugs that i take at the function awake 
i don’t wanna think about it but i know that you’ve changed
now you’re dancing with somebody putting drugs in your face
i should’ve known a little better i should’ve known my place 
you call me delusional i think that you’re right 
i’m not looking for answers i’m afraid what i’ll find

oh baby how come you’re all alone these days 
oh there’s a billion other people that could take my place 
yeah we can talk about it later when i feel okay
right now i’m tryna figure out how to make my play 
i’m gonna get out of here i’m gonna disappear 
oh no i’m not on the same shit i was last year 
i’m just another fucking loser with a lot of friends 
oh i tried real hard but i don’t fit in

stay wild <3

LATER

LATER [dskeep + greyrock]

hiiiiii
i made music again
here's the words:

(hahaha shiiiiit)
(monster)

well if you don’t think i’m cute
then i think that you should go
i didn’t really wanna like,
hang out with the bros

i’m crushing on you
but i know that you know
cause behind closed doors
you’d never call me “bro”

i’m not really trying to be friends
do you wanna come over for the weekend?
we could go out all night or we can stay in
did i hear you say “you look amazing”

but now “you’re not that guy”?
all of a sudden now I’m not your type?
now you’ve switched sides
and i don’t know who you’re trying to be 

i don't know
who

if you’re gonna be like that, you can take off
i saw you hit your face on the road, that’s a shame, awww
forgot about you til’ today, yeah
doesn’t really matter anywayuhhhh

i don’t know
don’t matter anywayuhhhh
don’t matter anywayuhhhh

u shud go

[LYRICS]
this world is so gray 
i’ll build a barricade 
oh i’m hiding from the worst 
part of me that hurts 
oh i’ma do it pull it 
and you can be the bullet 
that makes me fucking lose it 
im used to all the losin 

and i keep
letting you down 
i would build you crown 
with all the teeth that i found 
in me 
i wanna leave this world behind 
and i was running away 
that’s when i met you by fate
you are the only reason why i wanna stay 

this world is so gray 
i’ll build a barricade 
oh i’m hiding from the worst 
part of me that hurts 
oh i’ma do it pull it 
and you can be the bullet 
that makes me fucking lose it 
im used to all the losin 

in a world so white and gray 
watch my bones decay 
oh i’m getting so much worst
and loving you just hurts 
but i’ll take all of the pain 
as the silver in my brain 
just flows through all my veins 
oh it flows through all my veins

:3

parasyte

decem9er!

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