chorus

i cant even lie girl 
i hate the way we are
the things im doing now
no it js aint enough
but if this is rlly what you want now
ill js push thru it all
n act like nothins wrong
girl i hate it when ur not here
think i love the way u fake care
remember runnin my hands thru ur hair
part of me wan go back to last yr 

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im gettin tired girl 
of givin you all you want
you act like u not in love
n treat me like im a scrub
i gave u all that i had
id give u more if i could
dont want leave this inna past
but i think its time that i should
ill always be right here
n girl you already know
even when im not around 
my love will stay here fasho
yeah ik that im young
but ur the one that i love
so girl wtv it takes for u
yeah ill get it done

scrub (prod. fowni x jaysset)

chorus 

wish we coulda got it right
girl fuck in another life
errybody say no point in tryin 
but id be lyin if i said i wasnt x2

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goin coast to coast writin songs bout you
girl no matter what i do you still act brand new
actin like youn love me but we know it aint true
girl that love will always be there n yk it too
yeah she swear that she hate me
but she singin all my songs
its ok ian trippin
its bout time i gave up
got me thinking that im cursed
say i break everything i touch
im js a kid filled w hurt
that done loved u frm the jump
feels like im dyin now
you got me bleedin out
want me to line my wrist
girl ima show you how
ion know what this ab
but ur the one ik it now
but them things between us girl
keepin us frm comin round

bridge 

do u rlly think that things are better this way ?
girl no matter where i go i still see ur face
is life better now that ian in the way ?
its wtv girl ill be fine im js tired of this pain

cursed (prod. fowni x 6mane)

i let you walk all ova me
you cut me down tore me to piece
you rlly have this hold on me
its changed the way i fkn think
girl he cant do the things i do
you’ll see me there inside ur room
wishin it was me there w you
wont be too long ull see it soon

you miss me when im not around 
but when im there you swear youn care
did things that you aint have to do
did things that we aint have to do
i still aint where i wanna be
but ur posed to be here w me
watchin me as i chase my dreams
doin the things ian believe
i thought i had you figured out
think i should figure out myself
i see the way ur moving now
guess this is what u wanted huh
i never wanted this at all
but this is how it all plays out
when you still love somebody
that say they dont feel a thing for you

cut me down (prod. VE beats)

soon 

you say you hate the person i became
the person i became 
the person that i aint
i neva changed no
my love has been the same
you were my everything
had thoughts bout wedding rings
i shoulda changed girl uan good for anything
all you doin is drainin me
used to take my pain frm me
but now girl ur the reason behind it
wish i could go back in time 
to when u werent in my life yet

cant believe you rily let me fall 
i hate that i gave you my all 
wish that i wasnt so in love 
did things i shoulda neva done
i let you cut me down
until you felt at home
blue pills in my pocket
they what keep me feelin whole
everything i did was wrong
guess u rlly not the one
took me some time to realize 
that u was js another one

cuz id never do you the way that you do me
the way that you do me
the way that you do me
but its wtv girl yk whatchu doin
yk whatchu doin
you love whatchu doin

shoulda changed (prod. fowni)

ig @benzobeendead

chorus

i guess this is the end of the road
i hate what we’ve become
you swear that this is alla my fault
when i gave you my all
i guess that it js wasnt enough 
girl you js lemme fall
swervin in this beamer
wonderin if im nothin to u

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inna booth rn offa oxys 
no i cant feel a thing
but this is how i want it
im so tired of thinking bout everything 
girl you fkd me up
and you know it
bet you love it too
but if this is how you want it its coo
one day ill get over you
do you hate errythin that i am
cuz im nothin like him ?
was everything you said all a lie 
or am i not worth it
i hate that this is the way things gotta be
this aint for me
but u make me feel like nothing
so maybe this how its posed be
lost the one place that felt like home
now where im posed to go
you changed the way i think n shit girl
am i not the one you love
i been feeling so damn low
i should js overdose
ion wanna do this
but i think its time i let you go

bridge

heartbreak kidd been doin ts
all on my fkn own
groupie hoes backstage at my shows
tellin me they in love
but they aint the one i want
my hearts still set on her
i know that we couldn’t get along
but ill always be here

where do i go now ? (prod. xenshel x gusuck)

ig @benzobeendead

chorus

girl you gon be the death of me
off 6 xans now hope i od
cant wait until i rip
so i can lose my memories 
i hate the way i think of you
spent all day trapped inside my room
gettin high js tryn forget bout you
you make me feel like ima fool

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you say you hate all i became
but no girl ian eva change
i been the same since 23’
when i first thought bout wedding rings
sometimes i wish i woulda changed
them things we did fed our dismay
but this aint how its posed to be
girl ur posed to be here w me
i spent years here waiting on you
even sat here thru the winter too
hopin that id get to see you soon
but i knew u wouldnt come thru
if this is how you wanna be 
its coo js rid ur heart frm me
im good girl dont worry bout me
fr as long as ur happy

play this at my funeral (prod. pyctur)

ig @benzobeendead

chorus

yeah im a deadboy
i hate that i exist 
did some things that ian no good for
but ill neva change
been poppin pills aint nothing new to me
since like 6th grade
thats why im gonna leave a legacy
before they take me away
my old girl swear that she so ova me
but she be in my plays
the things shed say steady replayin
gon cobain myself today
do you rlly hate all i am
or is it sum that u say
when i wont let u have ur way
ur rlly fkn w my brain

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1000 cuts all on my wrist 
js tryna forget bout this bitch
some things wont eva be the same
but ig it is what it is
gon make a million out this pain
i spent my life wrapped up in it
still hope that one day things’ll change
dk how long i can take this
got uk girls that swear they love me
they dont even know my name
im out in london eatin scones
my fans out here want me on stage
i know im destined to be great
js hope im here to see that day
cuz i hate everything ab this place
js wanna runaway

benzo ⛧

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