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Chorus 1

Nowadays ion think im worth it
I left you hurting 
Im undeserving 
Of ur love 
I see why you left
Im rlly such a mess
Aint mean to cause you stress
I hate myself more then eva now
I aint mean to let you down
I dont know why im around
I wanna leave this town
And go somewhere
That no one can find me
Ill go into hiding
And die by my lonely

Verse 1

Im rlly such a sad excuse for a human
How was i so clueless
Got shot up by cupid
And fell so deep inside of your love
Got so deep in that i
Couldn’t tell sum was wrong 
And now i regret it all
I shouldnt have let you fall
I love you w all my heart
I promise ill make it right
If you js give me some time
Everythings gon be alright
Me and you both gonna shine
For the rest of our lives

Bridge 1
I dont want nun but you
Know that i fucked up too
Girl you’re rlly the truth
I dont wanna lose you

Chorus 2

Nowadays ion think im worth it
I left you hurting 
Im undeserving 
Of ur love 
I see why you left
Im rlly such a mess
Aint mean to cause you stress
I hate myself more then eva now
I aint mean to let you down
I dont know why im around
I wanna leave this town
And go somewhere
That no one can find me
Ill go into hiding
And die by my lonely

let you down (prod. xenshel)

i love you

Chorus 1

I want you to know
That i ain’t mean to hurt you
If only i had known
I coulda seen right thru
Ur fake smiles
Ima waste a time
Don’t know how to live
W out you
Planned out our lives
Rlly was gonna make you my wife

Verse 1

This is rlly all my fault
Losin myself w every thought 
Silently fighting a war
Ion think im gon hold on
Whats the point in moving on
Girl yk that our loves so strong
I made sum mistakes
Yeah im wrong
Ill do anything for ur love

Chorus 2

I want you to know
That i ain’t mean to hurt you
If only i had known
I coulda seen right thru
Ur fake smiles
Ima waste a time
Dont know how to live
W out you
Planned out our lives
Rlly was gonna make you my wife

hurt you (prod. xenshel)

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verse 1

i dont think ima be okay
i’ve been drownin in all my pain
yeah im still gon self medicate 
but it dont change a god damn thang
im always stuck inside my brain
i’ve js been tryna find my way
feelin like a new age Cobain
im gon put a slug in my face

chorus 1

i js wanna leave dis earth
ik im filled w so much hurt
sometimes i js wanna desert 
this place, but ik that i cant
i cant ever escape this shit
poppin these pills, wont feel nothin
wont eva fall in love again
cuz ik that it aint fa me

verse 2

i got so much anxiety
it rlly takes a toll on me
idk whats been happening 
its crazy im only nineteen
i feel the walls caving in on me
rlly cant tell if this a dream
im always rolling off two beans
atleast, cuz this how i keep my peace
im slowly losin parts of me
its crazy how things change quickly 
lately aint been gettin no sleep
i think that this the end for me

chorus 2

i js wanna leave dis earth
ik im filled w so much hurt
sometimes i js wanna desert 
this place, but ik that i cant
i cant ever escape this shit
poppin these pills, wont feel nothin
wont eva fall in love again
cuz ik that it aint fa me

nineteen (prod. 6mane x gusuck)

chorus 1

girl leave me lone js run away
my dark sides startin to creep in
its been so long inside my head
its best if you left 4 for dead
i cant take ts any mo
im off 4 pills im onna floor
noddin off tryna right my wrongs
is this dark place where i belong ?

verse

im runnin frm alla my problems 
hopin that one day i solve em
but i know i wont so for now
all im gonna do is drown em
out w all the drugs i buy
i fell in love w gettin high
i know that this isn’t alright
but this is how i feel alive

chorus 2

girl leave me lone js run away
my dark sides startin to creep in
its been so long inside my head
its best if you left 4 for dead
i cant take ts any mo
im off 4 pills im onna floor
noddin off tryna right my wrongs
is this dark place where i belong ?

left 4 dead (prod. kubsy)

chorus 1

things change 
but it aint right
idk where to go
this feelins terrible
i wonder
if i i took
my own life
would you be satisfied ? x2

verse 1

oh girl you left me lone
you used to feel like home
but now you dont no mo
you changed idk why
i rlly loved our times
for u girl i’ll die
ur rlly one of a kind
but you dk what you want
ur all i write ab
girl ur runnin around 
ur all thats in my head
ik you want me dead
cant lie im strugglin
she hurt me once again 
this aint what love is
did you eva love me girl ?

chorus 2

things change 
but it aint right
idk where to go
this feelins terrible
i wonder
if i i took
my own life
would you be satisfied ? x2

things change (prod. kubsy)

chorus 1

idk what you want no mo
girl whys ur heart so cold
im walkin down this lonely road
you hate me now girl yeah i know
im all alone its been too long
since i last heard your voice
i miss the old version of you
girl idk what ima do

verse 

the way you act, the things you say
might as well fill me up w lead 
i think im gon end it today
theres rlly js no other way
your words runnin laps in my brain
but my feelins for you wont change
i hope one day you change your ways
cause girl you cause me too much pain

bridge

i js wanna be w you
but you’re makin it hard for me
idk how much i could take
im losin my sanity

chorus 2

idk what you want no mo
girl whys ur heart so cold
im walkin down this lonely road
you hate me now girl yeah i know
im on my own its been too long
since i last heard your voice
i miss the old version of you
girl idk what ima do

heart so cold (prod.metlast x 6mane)

pre-chorus 1

she asked where im going
i dont know but i js know 
i wanna go 
some place that aint so cold no

chorus 1

im leaving this world soon girl i wonder
when im gone whos gon be ur lover ?
all the things we do to each other
hard to tell if we loved one another
i dont really know anymore
oh girl im bleeding out, leakin, onna floor
girl ion think i can hold on for long
without you something feels so wrong now

verse 1

on my own dont know where to go
all these shows they takin a toll
seen ur face, while im onna road
only thing remind me of home 
oxycontin straight to my dome
it make me feel like nothin wrong
purple drank ian gon live long
hopefully u gon hear dis song
cuz i been high for all these nights
i tried gettin you out my mind
but it aint workin girl im tired
i js want you right by my side
im js tryn love you fuck the fights
ik the things we did aint right
but if you give us one more try
ik that we got it this time

bridge

i needed you but you ain care
loved your copper hair 
girl i needed you but you ain care
rlly wish that you were here

chorus 2

im leaving this world soon girl i wonder
when im gone whos gon be ur lover ?
all the things we do to each other
hard to tell if we loved one another
i dont really know anymore
oh girl im bleeding out, leakin, onna floor
girl ion think i can hold on for long
without you something feels so wrong now

pre-chorus 2

she asked where im going
i dont know but i js know 
i wanna go 
some place that aint so cold no

leaving soon (prod.metlast x prodluke16)

<3

chorus 

im bleedin out
you see me layin onna ground
these cuts aint spawn here one day
what am i posed to do now ?
you hope i die ?, so do i
played a big part in my life
guess this the end of the line
now all i got is goodbye

verse 1

i cant forget
them things you said
its all in my head
say you want me dead
and im like ur ex
but ian him
i tried my best
but ig my best js aint gon be enough

verse 2

idk why
i feel this way
i reminisce 
bout all we had 
before we changed
wish we aint change
we’re both to blame
we cant be saved
but i think i wanna try again

bleedin out (prod. rick hardy)

im runnin outta time 
and u aint here by my side no
you was posed to be here for life
but things change yeah life goes on
but this aint what i want
i showed you all my scars
am i js not enough ?
id do anything for ur love
but if this what love is
then js know i hate it
everything you do drive me crazy
remember days when you were my lady
wait did you ever care ab me ?
was it real or was it temporary 
ion think that im gonna know
cuz you love the things that i hate ab me

im hurtin im hurtin
all ts make me feel worthless
i think you did this on purpose 
me n you girl we coulda been perfect
i hate this im love sick 
you say ian worth it
i was tryna show you my worth
and you chose to desert me

guess love js aint meant for me
let my heart rip
you killed the last of me
heartbreak catastrophe

benzo

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