There is a lot of really good music here. It is best to play songs at random.

My long list of music I have.

Distributed by @sorrowfulrose on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3yHekgbCZ0gTklkXxO90V5?si=QMx1UD9pSVa1OnzdnQd1gQ&dl_branch=1

You were my sedative (Prod. rx808)

My jaw dropped to the floor when I saw you
And I think I must think twice before talking to you
But eyes, are on the top, top of the stars, when I see you 
And my mind flies away, when I see you, when I see you

And I'm the kid that no one likes, and It's fine too
And I'm the kid that wants someone
That I cant get, that I cant get

And I bet that no one else, feels like me, feels like me
(So I keep it all inside)

Cuz I'm the only one that feels like I do
No one would understand my pain

So I keep it all inside
And I never talk to someone
And no one really cares if I live
I never really wanna die
But I dont wanna feel this
Every day feels all the same
And I dont know what to do

My jaw dropped to the floor when I saw you
And I think I must think twice before talking to you
But my eyes, are on the top, top of the stars, when I see you 
And my mind flies away, when I see you, when I see you

And I'm the kid that no one likes, and It's fine too
And I'm the kid that wants someone
That I cant get, that I cant get

And I bet that no one else, feels like me, feels like me
(So I keep it all inside)

When I saw you

I Don't Deserve This. (Feat. P33)

How Can I Feel Okay?

Prod. @splashgvng
Featuring @angie-faasen

Diary (Feat. Svar)

When I Look At You

Sxd Mood (Feat Re:)

had lots of fun working with sxdtune on this one!

SPOTIFY

The Night That We Met (ft. sxdtune)

prod. Tennis Player

Distributed to all platforms by Bangers Only

Lyrics:
Yeah Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Yeah any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Yeah can you see what you did to me?
Yeah Blueprint of you in every girl that I see
Betrayed to the core, to every fucking degree
And I wish that this never happened to me

Pretty safe to say you dont care
Yeah Run around with people that's not there
(Yeah, run around people that's not there)
Are you fucking prepared?

Yeah Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Yeah Fucking breakdown
Look in my eyes tell me it will be fine
Lies upon lies, upon lies, Im not fine
It's a fucking breakdown

Yeah Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Yeah Any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Yeah Any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Breakdown

production by https://soundcloud.com/8rokeboy

I Keep Falling

[Verse 1]
I don't know what I did wrong
but you left me broken inside
I don't know how to forget you
when you're always on my mind
Tears falling
You're falling
I wish I could help you back up
Wings broken
And I'm falling
And you don't care at all
I love you
You don't love me
That's why I'm falling to pieces

[Verse 2]
I would come back to you if you asked me
Because you're so beautiful
Your eyes are shining bright
They even shine in the dark
Your eyes are like the ocean
and I get lost in them
I love your personality
And how you talked to me
But now you have another
And I am no longer yours

[Chorus]
Tears falling
You're falling
I wish I could help you back up

[Verse 3]
Why don't you
Let me catch you
So you can build yourself
You're eyes are shining bright
And I get lost in them
Your trouble's my trouble
Can I help you solve them
Just come back to me
And we can start from there
You can lean on my shoulder
I will steer your boat
In the storm
and get you out safe
You're no longer falling
When you're with me again
I'm waiting 
For you
Just come ask me again

[Chorus]
Tears falling
You're falling
I wish I could help you back up
Wings broken and I'm falling
And you don't care at all

[Verse 4]
I don't know what I did wrong
but you left me broken inside
I don't know how to forget you
when you're always on my mind
Tears falling
You're falling
I wish I could help you back up
Wings broken
And I'm falling
And you don't care at all
I love you
You don't love me
That's why I'm falling to pieces 

[Outro]
Tears falling
You're falling
I wish I could help you back up
Your eyes are like the ocean
And I get lost in them
Wings broken and I'm falling
And you don't care at all

Tears Falling [Prod. Pink]

[Chorus]
Driving 65 on the highway
Driving towards the sunset
I'm gonna fucking restart (restart)
I don't know where I'm going (I don't know where I'm going)

Mama told me I shouldn't fucking run away (Fucking run away)
But I wanna run away
From all the pain
And restart my life
Feel fucking fine
Find someone else
Someone that loves again (loves me again)
I wish I would be fine (I wish I would be fine)
I wish I would have someone (Have someone)
I wish I would be fine (Wish I would be fine)
I wish I would have someone

[Chorus]
Driving 65 on the highway
Driving towards the sunset
I'm gonna fucking restart (restart)
I don't know where I'm going (I don't know where I'm going)

Mama told me I shouldn't fucking run away (Fucking run away)
But I wanna run away
From all the pain
And restart my life
Feel fucking fine
Find someone else
Someone that loves again (loves me again)
I wish I would be fine (I wish I would be fine)
I wish I would have someone (Have someone)
I wish I would be fine (Wish I would be fine)
I wish I would have someone
Have someone

[Verse 1]
Nobody knows
What I'm going through
Nobody knows
The pain
I'm feeling
(Feeling)
I wanna die
I wanna take my life
But It's not worth it
So I'm just gonna run away
From my problems
Yeah
Driving 65 on the highway
Driving 65
I'm fucking flying
I'm gonna crash my car
Take my life
I'm gonna die
Tonight

I'm gonna die
Tonight
I'm gonna die
Tonight

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Runaway (prod. irby)

On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0Y8POPclAigR9kvT4iL6bu?si=Z-_iCE71RIe6vO5gCLluug

[Chorus]
I lied
When I said I needed you by my side
I'm all good on my own
And I don't need no one
Yeah
Yeah I don't need no one

[Verse 1]
Tell me that you hate me
Even tho I know you're lying
Tell me that you love me
Even tho I know you're lying
I couldn't give a fuck anymore
I need some affection
Fake or not
Tell me that you love me
Cuz I need some affection
(Need some affection)
I don't give a fuck if It's fake or not
Cuz I'm dying
I'm dying

Yeah this is where someone else comes in
And says that I'm fine
When I'm truly not
I lied to your face
And said that I loved you
Even tho I wanna die
Even tho I wanna die

[Chorus]
I lied
When I said I needed you by my side
I'm all good on my own
And I don't need no one
Yeah
Yeah I don't need no one

[Verse 1]
Tell me that you hate me
Even tho I know you're lying
Tell me that you love me
Even tho I know you're lying
I couldn't give a fuck anymore
I need some affection
Fake or not
Tell me that you love me
Cuz I need some affection
(Need some affection)
I don't give a fuck if It's fake or not
Cuz I'm dying
I'm dying

Yeah this is where someone else comes in
And says that I'm fine
When I'm truly not
I lied to your face
And said that I loved you
Even tho I wanna die
Even tho I wanna die

I Lied, U Lied

prod. by akalilwave 

@https://soundcloud.com/svarr

lyrics : 

cause you're a pretty girl 
love your superficial world 
shopping sprees and stupid songs 
i really think you got it all

and im lonely boy
stay inside its not my choice
im always losing battles in my head
you wish i could avoid

and i keep fallin for you
hard then i ever thought
love is super weird
its like one day you turn it on

you always pick me up 
whenever i start feeling off
i just hope that everything is  perfect 
when im not

cause you're a pretty girl 
love your superficial world 
shopping sprees and stupid songs 
i really think you got it all

you're a god damn pretty girl
Pretty girl
You might just
rule the world
You make it go around
Moon to sun
You spin About
I could go another round
If you'll let me throw it down
You break my chest
With your smile
You got me thinking
For the Mile
You got millions
Worth of style
Godly stature
Like the Nile
Like a badger
I know 
I must have her
Dumpling you
So better
Wearing my old sweaters
It's to cold outside
With out you there
So stay awhile
In my despair

cause you're a pretty girl 
love your superficial world 
shopping sprees and stupid songs 
i really think you got it all

Pretty Girl (ft. Svar)

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https://twitter.com/sxdtune
https://soundcloud.com/sxdtune

Lyrics:
Got water in my brain
It's flooding my veins
You know that I try to
I try to forget you
But all I ever know
Is all the pain I feel
When I think of you
Right beside me
And

Yeah
Got water in my brain
It's flooding amy veins
You know that I try to
I try to forget you
But all I ever know
Is all the pain I feel
When I think of you
Right beside me
And
Wishing everybody would have known
That you were hurting
I tried to heal all your scars
But you left me broken
I don't even know what I did wrong
Demons in my brain
But you know that I am lost

Tried to heal all your scars,
Guess it didn't get me far at all,
Now i'm feeling so lost,
Wander these plains,
While I look for a cause,
Tried to heal all your scars,
Guess it didn't get me far at all,
Now i'm feeling so lost,
Paying the price,
but I don't know the cost.

Vision clouding over,
And i can't see,
Water fills my lungs,
I can no longer breath,
Sick of tryna help,
To land back at my feet,
This shit just bring me down,
You were my ecstacy...

Helping You (Prod. SorrowBringer) (Feat P33)

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https://soundcloud.com/sxdtune

Lyrics:
The broken pieces
Heal themselves
When you're right here next to me
And I think that I'm in love
With all your flaws
And all your traits

Ooh
Ooh

Yeah, yeah,
Baby, wishing that you were there when I fell
Talking to me, you make me feel healed
Making me feel like I'm something I'm not
I'll make you my queen
And I'll be your king
I'll protect you from all the demons you got
Write you a letter
Confess all my feelings
Never done it before
I know that you haven't
But I know that you love me the same

Baby you know that I love you
More than anything else
(More than anything)
I've been dreaming of you
Every time since you meet me
Tell me that you're fine
Yeah, tell me that you're fine
I'll do
Anything for you
Baby, you know that I'm all the way down
But you heal all my scars
Trynna make sure that I'm so fine
I'm so fine
When you're right by my side
Knowing that you're right next to me
All the time
Yeah, yeah
Baby I'm so fine

A Love Letter To Someone (Prod. Indy)

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https://twitter.com/sxdtune
GeT_DuCkT on Spotify!

Lyrics:
Yeah
Flying out to Paris
Yeah
I'll leave you once again
It's raining in December
And I'm entertaining you
Cuz I know that you need me
Here
Right by your side
I don't even talk about my feelings anymore
You know that I look at you
And try to be the one
You don't even know what I'm feeling on the inside
Talking to my ghosts when you're not here
I'm trynna find them
Trynna fix my problems all alone
But I can't fix them


Yeah
I'm like the sand on the beach
No one likes it
Like the water in my ears
I don't want it
Feeling like I'm trash
Like I'm garbage
You don't even want me
Anymore
Talking to you
Trynna solve our problems
You don't even know what I'm feeling
Yeah
Feeling like trash
Like I'm garbage 
You don't even care what I'm feeling

What i'm feeling
What i'm feeling
What's the meaning
What's the meaning

Try again
Another day
Let's just pretend
It's all okay
I'll chase a fade
I'll wash away
I'll change my name
I'll find a way

To be what I thought I could be
Pack my bags get a pass
find my way to the sea

Take the coastal and wish you
were right next to me
all the roads that we missed
all the forrests and trees
where we'd hide and smoke weed

waste all our days
my hand on your waist
i gave you flowers and you kissed my face
not a week later you're gone
with no trace
i guess i'm the option you chose not to take
...

Yeah
Flying out to Paris
Yeah
I'll leave you once again
It's raining in December
And I'm entertaining you
Cuz I know that you need me
Here
Right by your side
I don't even talk about my feelings anymore

Re:
what i’m feeling
what i’m feeling
what’s the meaning
what’s the meaning

try again
another day
let’s just pretend
it’s all ok
i’ll chase a fade
i’ll wash away
i’ll change my name
ill find a way

to be what i thought i could be
pack my bags get a pass
find my way to the sea

take the coastal and wish you were right next to me
all the roads that we missed
all the forrests and trees

where we’d hide and smoke weed

waste all our days
my hand on your waist
i gave you flowers and you kissed my face

not a week later you’re gone with no trace
i guess i’m the option you chose not to take

You (Feat. Re:) (prod. Wurlishmouk). .

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https://twitter.com/sxdtune
https://soundcloud.com/sxdtune

Lyrics:
Yeah
Hold up for a second
let me tell you all my problems
Pain is creeping up
When I'm laying in my sorrow
People always thinking that I'm fine
But I'm not
Lying to your face all the time
Yeah
Walking with a straight back 
I'm not confident
Looking in your eyes
I wanna look away
I dont want you to love someone like me
I'll be the pain in your life
And the person you cry for

Yeah
I'm so sorry I cant give you all of me
Yeah I'm so sorry I pretend like I am free
Free from the demons I got in my brain
I am not fucking free

Yeah
All these people talking in my head
All these people wishing that I'm dead
Its hard to feel all these feelings
I wish I was blind
I wish I was dead
Yeah
Walking with a straight back 
I'm not confident
Looking in your eyes
I wanna look away
I dont want you to love someone like me
I'll be the pain in your life
And the person you cry for

I'm really sorry I cant give you all of me
Cuz if I do it will be the last of me

Yeah
Dont cry
Dont fall
Together
I dont wanna know that I brought you into this
Panic creeping up everytime you say my name
Feeling like you're nothing inside
I'm sorry

Sorry for not answering your texts
Sorry for not telling you I'm done
I wish I would be confident
Like everyone else
Not color my hair when I feel like I'm shit
The effort I put into feeling
Is like the effort I put into healing
I cant heal
I cant feel
I'm numb
I'm sorry for fucking you up

I'm Sorry [Prod. Metlast]

https://open.spotify.com/track/1qj0UgftgV05jJO53BzUDV?si=UK3lzbqcQnSdqYwgsAWJbA

I'm so cold
I've been trapped inside my own head
I've been so cold
Ooh

It's probably nothing
But I cant stop thinking
I know that you love me
But I do not think so
And I've been so cold

I've been trapped inside my own head
I'm so cold
I've been trapped inside my own head

Yeah
Let me talk about the demons like in every song
The demons arent demons they are just my thoughts
And I've been thinking too much 'bout the future
I found you and lost you
And I cant stop thinking

Everything is shrinking
And my mind is waking
I'm running in circles
I'm trapped in my own head
I need to stop thinking 
Get out of this wrong place
I'll give everything
For a clear mind

Ooh
Ooh

It's probably nothing
But I cant stop thinking
I know that you love me
But I do not think so
And I've been so cold

I've been trapped inside my own head
I'm so cold
I've been trapped inside my own head
I've been trapped inside my own head
I've been trapped inside my own head
Ooh

It's Probably Nothing (Prod. Micco.) (Now on Spotify)

Prod. Idly Bare

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1aikbMJMvzQtcAZpDeJSkb?si=cwvWIWKpQL-Uz3T8RBaARw

This is the end I guess
This is the last time I will see you right next to me, and I
never thought of this before
Ooh
With the picture of you in my hand
I'll never leave you
I'll die alone
Ooh
Ooh

This is the end I guess
This is the last time I will see you right next to me, and I
never thought of this before
That
You would leave me here again
With the picture of you in my hand
I'll never leave you
I'll die alone

I never thought that we would break 
Before the sun went down
And now It's total darkness
And you are far away
And I
Couldn't think of this, one month ago

ooh

so this is it?

Hi! I'm Damien. I am 21. 
I'm trying to be an "archive" for KysOctober/Griffith.
Let me know if you have any of his songs and send me them so I can reupload them! I would greatly appreciate it!
My full playlist I listen to:
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2fUzblgxgdraLfmrE6CYnZ?si=j5yAtnLRQZG4C_XP76ugqA

If anyone wants to talk, I would be happy to. 

My long list of music I have.

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