A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVY

SHOUT OUT TO REYHAN! FOR MIXING THIS FOR ME GO SUPPORT HIM AND HIS MUSIC HE’S AMAZING 




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help


-Lyrics 

I know what I did
I know my mistakes
are drowning

I wanna be everything
you saw in me

I wont try to be her
I loved you 
but I never wanted to hurt you

you brought me pain
and now im scarred 

but at the same time
you fixed and broke 
my heart

I know what I did
I know my mistakes
are drowning

I wanna be everything
you wanted me to be

I will write my wrongs
lyrics in every song

I miss what we had 
but I know

that she puts a smile on your face
I know what I did

idek anymore. (Prod. IOF)

walkin.2.m4a ft. brando.bodb

feat. @sendflowrs
prod. @everest-mgmt (everestdidthis)


[marku]

𝗜'𝗺 𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗰𝗸 𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝘁 (𝗵𝗲𝘆)
𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗜 𝘀𝗻𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗶𝘁
𝘀𝗼 𝗱𝗲𝗰𝗲𝗶𝘁𝗳𝘂𝗹, 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗶𝗹
𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝘂𝗺𝗽𝘀, 𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗜'𝗺 𝗳𝗹𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝗻 𝗲𝗮𝗴𝗹𝗲 (𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆)
𝗚𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝗺𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆
𝗜𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗴'𝘀 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝘀𝗵 𝗜 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿, 𝗕
𝗜 𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝟭𝟴𝟬, 𝗜'𝗺 𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗺𝗼𝗸𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗯𝘆
𝗜 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗮 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗻𝗮 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗺𝗲, 𝗯𝘂𝘁
𝗧𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗮𝗶𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗵 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁
𝗜𝗳 𝗜'𝗺 𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆, 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵 𝗜 𝗱𝗼 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝗶𝘁
𝗜 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗻𝗼𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗴𝗶𝗰
𝗪𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱'𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵
𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗶𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁
𝗜 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘄𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗮𝗴𝗲, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗜 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮 𝗯𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗮𝗴𝗲
𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗯𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗶𝘁, 𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗼'𝘀 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻
𝗬𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝗼 𝗵𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗿𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗲, 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁


[sendflowrs]

𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗮 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝘀
𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗮𝘀𝗲𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗱𝗶𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗺𝗲 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝘀𝗼 𝗴𝗼𝗱 𝗱𝗮𝗺𝗻 𝗼𝗹𝗱
𝗶’𝗺 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗻’𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝗲 𝗰𝘂𝘀 𝗶𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗱
𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗮𝗸 𝗼𝗳 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼𝗹𝗱
𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸𝘀 𝘀𝗼 𝗱𝗮𝗺𝗻 𝗯𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁
𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝟯𝗿𝗱 𝗳𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗿 𝗮𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗶 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝘂𝗻𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗲
𝗶𝘁’𝘀 𝗽𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘀𝗼 𝗶 𝘀𝗺𝗼𝗸𝗲 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝗮 𝘀𝗸𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁
𝗶’𝗺 𝗮 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝘃𝘆𝘄𝗲𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁, 𝘀𝗺𝗼𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝗻 𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗯𝘆
𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘂 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻𝘁
𝗶 𝗱𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 𝗷𝘂𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁
𝗶’𝗹𝗹 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲
𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗽𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝗻 𝗶 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲 𝘂 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗿𝗲𝗴𝗿𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁


[marku]

𝗜'𝗺 𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗰𝗸 𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝘁 (𝗵𝗲𝘆)
𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗜 𝘀𝗻𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗶𝘁
𝘀𝗼 𝗱𝗲𝗰𝗲𝗶𝘁𝗳𝘂𝗹, 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗶𝗹
𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝘂𝗺𝗽𝘀, 𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗜'𝗺 𝗳𝗹𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝗻 𝗲𝗮𝗴𝗹𝗲 (𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆)
𝗚𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝗺𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆
𝗜𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗴'𝘀 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝘀𝗵 𝗜 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿, 𝗕
𝗜 𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝟭𝟴𝟬, 𝗜'𝗺 𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗺𝗼𝗸𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗯𝘆
𝗜 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗮 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗻𝗮 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗺𝗲, 𝗯𝘂𝘁
𝗧𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗮𝗶𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗵 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁
𝗜𝗳 𝗜'𝗺 𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆, 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵 𝗜 𝗱𝗼 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝗶𝘁
𝗜 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗻𝗼𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗴𝗶𝗰
𝗪𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱'𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵
𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗶𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁
𝗜 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘄𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗮𝗴𝗲, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗜 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮 𝗯𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗮𝗴𝗲
𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗯𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗶𝘁, 𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗼'𝘀 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻
𝗬𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝗼 𝗵𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗿𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗲, 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁

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