lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

lyrics:

The only evidence is locked in these old photos and still it barely is
And maybe its just me but I cant see us one with victory if that is what were up against
Let us sleep on it tonight

From the west I could feel the wind
It tore the sail and now we sit in the Atlantic
I see the shadow of the beast ahead
With clear sight and I accept it
My feather weight frame couldn’t manage
We chose our pride over the damage we expected
Its about time we had faced the hard truth
Take my body and feed it to the blue
No noise no blood no pain 
In an instant I was turned to the bait
Somehow its cold peace in the middle of the fray 
But every second I can breathe make me feel its too late
No no no never no
Even in this state I cant help but take control
Somehow every day this haunting take some out my soul
Tender thought I was seeing things until it hit his home

The struggling u do won’t help
Metal in his hands with 6 rounds
Take apart my heart with 2 shells
All that for a script of how he felt
This candle light hits me in my face
I hunger for her blood I need a taste
The flesh is tender right around the waist
On the sea ur moral compass is erased

The struggling u do won’t help
Metal in his hands with 6 rounds
Take apart my heart with 2 shells
All that for a script of how he felt
This candle light hits me in my face
I hunger for her blood I need a taste
The flesh is tender right around the waist
On the sea ur moral compass is erased

un1d3ntifiable r3mains ft guardin (branwen)

lyrics:

Well I guess this is how the world gets even
We could of died that night but were breathing still
Well i must believe now if I had never
Without the shelter over head were at the weathers will
But now u know I know you so much better
Then however much the person next could ever
I guess you won and still im fine with how I never will
sure he’s the sun but it dont work without the chlorophyll

The cape winds still speak to me
And prolong my pain to condition me
I swear ill be thicked skin come tragedy
And flip pain into these broken heart  melodies

With storm clouds on this windless night
I could hear the whole talk this time
Off the lake thru this pale moonlight I know
I was bound to accept this blight I know 
I hold my heart in my own two hands so well
Filled with glue and duct tape I applied myself
I think Ill just save the tears for when im by myself
In my head I never guessed I would’ve lost myself

But tonight
Its ok
Were just fine
And This whiskey inside of me is sun light
I can wait
For my time
But Till then I step thru landmines
But I get by
And Ill survive
When I die ill wait for u to reach my side
And I cant lie
Ive been torn up
But in time we always heal and we grow up

I trip and I fall over my own two feet
Everything described is always never what it seems
But still I look great thru this horse shit mood
But whenever I talk I fail to hide the blue

Well I guess this is how the world gets even
We could of died that night but were breathing still
Well i must believe now if I had never
Without the shelter over head were at the weathers will
But now u know I know you so much better
Then however much the person next could ever
I guess you won and still im fine with how I never will
sure he’s the sun but it dont work without the chlorophyll
With storm clouds on this windless night
I could hear the whole talk this time
Off the lake thru this pale moonlight I know
I was bound to accept this blight I know
I hold my heart in my own two hands so well
Filled with glue and duct tape I applied myself
I think Ill just save the tears for when im by myself
In my head I never guessed I would’ve lost myself

Pill7 ( prod. eaglebeats )

project retired

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