never released, slapped together in some studio
vocals by 4am, twikipedia

Twikipedia - Trauma (full mix)

with ethnn

so we can talk again
but ill never say ur not fair
until we reached the skyline
until ill make u mine
ill never switch sides
but i know its nevaa these answer to violence
ill hear call like 1,2,3
and ill see u just deny it

and i keep on singing
i can sing along
and i keep on going
i can sing just any song
but i never wanted to leave
and im begging begging please
u took the car and took me 
but you never had to answer 
"what the fuck you mean"
and it ends so tightly
on your clothes

you know its for me 
and you know
im begging please
its something special
i know i cant breathe
and you know, its fake
but i tried again that day
theres something in the water
i cant let it fall

that day

almost made it to the ep but i ultimately decided it was pretty boring

Your fear of death will kill you
Please open the door
You're in your head it kills me
It will the end when someone breaks
No one you could save
Then what will you do

Just keep wasting time
Same room the same wall same everything
You were the only one who didn't hate someone like me
I overheard you say that you're gonna leave and not come back
I'm shoveling your grave i just need to see you one more time, one more time
Again

Your fear of death will kill you (Last time that i saw you looked)
Please open the door (Happy i don't get it did you)
You're in your head it kills me (Get fucked up or something i can't)
It will the end when someone breaks (Get the answer i want from you)
No one you could save
Then what will you do

fear of death (demo)

october 2023 album scrap

one of my friends
they make music i guess
it sounds funny but
i think i'll send you a link
so you can hear

i still find it weird
when i hear their name
said by someone i don't know
oh how time flies

i remember the days
when we used to play
all those dumb computer games
how bittersweet

i guess it worked out
seeing by the big number plastered on their page
i hope they're good

i hope i hope i hope
(was i supposed to let go?)
i hope i hope i hope
(or did you just outgrow me?)
i hope i hope i hope
(all of those times we spent i know)
(do you still think about me now?)

you're busy with plans
i don't think we'll ever meet again
i'll keep you on
the back of my mind
and check on your numbers all the time
but we won't talk
again i feel like we could hit it off in current time with ease
i tell my friends about the times we spent even if they were brief

one of my friends (demo)

song from late 2023, ignore my shit singing on this

i stole your cigarette and put it in my mouth just like you did
i saw you smoking one when you got fed up with being a kid
i know you wanted to die back then so please don’t try to hide
i’m not scared of much but i still see it when i close my eyes
i’m in your driveway if you see this then please answer my call
ive been running from this monster but stands at 10 feet tall
i brought some shattered glass so i could look at myself in the way
says he loves me but deep down i know that he wants me to change

it bet its easy now, when you're far away from me
and i cant hide for much longer
he will catch me if i leave

it takes somebody else to fuck up
for you to think you have a chance
what makes you think youre exempt.. from being judged?
by me or anyone
try all you want and get far away
and in search for better days, you left me behind the grave

ill let you stay in my house
ill let you sleep on the couch
even though you hurt so bad
i wanna see you again

better days (demo)

twikipedia-on my own (snippet)

twikipedia - unreleased 4 (demo)

made this yesterday, facgcd tuning, shitty diy acoustic

red faced, i didn't know that you'd break me like this
build me up, tear me back down this time around
light up fast, hear my name
i'm a match, i can't run from shame, or you stupid games, i still love
i can't turn you on

is it gross to want you to myself?
is it wrong to feel jealous and cheated out of something that we never talked about

i'm used to excuses
i'm not gonna tell you how i feel, i need you to guess
and i'm sorry if you saw me cry
it's a sight to see, it's embarassing
i promise there'll be no more tears coming out of my eyes anymore
can i sleep on your basement floor?

riding on promises, you'll never get what you want
i tried hard, i went sore, somehow you still wanted more

gross (demo)

THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE UPCOMING ALBUM

prod me
no mix, demo
extra guitar work by me
cover art from "chirk" game
production inspired by freger

so summer's gone
it's fun to act like it's not over
i'm ugly like i was back then
i ran away into a mountain
where nothing passes by but wind
and everybody's looking at me
but no one looks at me like you, no one looks at me like you
it all went wrong
i tried to tell you you were different
you never even paid me mind
and getting you to say i love you
isn't the same as ily
and if i wasn't so obsessed
i admit that it's a waste of time, admit that it's a waste of time

would you care to add me to the roster
my bones are getting weak
i know i've been acting like a monster
but don't be afraid of me
this time i don't wanna go home
i'll be one of your freaks
your sorry eyes put me to bed, wake me up from my sleep
gnawing every single bone you shattered
you're everything i need
lately you've been coming off as creepy, like there's something that you've seen
why couldn't things be simple as i thought they would be
i clenched my jaw hard onto you, now i ran out of teeth

summer's gone

last one like this

prod me
art me

letra:

mesmo sabendo que e mentira eu te escutei
e voce me tirou do serio pela ultima vez
moro em niteroi mas meu importe e japonês
vou tentar a vida não vou ser igual vocês
eu sei que o mundo da voltas, voce vai ver
eu nunca mais vou ser o merdinha que eu cansei de ser
não e por nada mas com sua ajuda eu vou perder
voce quer ver eu me fuder

vendo as horas elas passam e nada acontece
o mundo não para e meu corpo envelhece
fico te encarando mas voce não percebe
me tirou pra nada agora so me esquece
e que eu amo aquele cara mas ele me apodrece
e assim que eu somo ele me esquece
carreguei a lua e pra voce foi leve
eu so te peco so não finge que me entende (x2)

eu so peco que não finja
nada ia durar mas vou olhar a fotografia
voce foi tão longe me pergunto quem diria
corro atrás do sol atrás de alguma luz do dia
disse que tu ia ficar mas ja saia
dia após dia
nada me abriga


(so não finge que me entende x2)

mesmo sabendo que e mentira eu te escutei
e voce me tirou do serio pela ultima vez
moro em niteroi mas meu importe e japonês
vou tentar a vida não vou ser igual vocês
eu sei que o mundo da voltas, voce vai ver
eu nunca mais vou ser o merdinha que eu cansei de ser
não e por nada mas com sua ajuda eu vou perder
e se e pra depender de alguém não vai ser de voce

e nada jamais vai me fazer voltar
ou continuar
tudo que eu falei no calor do momento
pode se esquecer
não da mais

nunca mais

Written & Composed by Jxseph
Produced by Grim Reefer

All I Know

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twikipedia-on my own (snippet)

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