Kuzu Mellow

I do not own this art!

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Thank you all so much. For listening, following, and just being around.
I love every single one of you. <3

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@iamhrtbrk
@aixion

Lyrics

(Verse 1: Kuzu)
Put some diamonds on my neck
And you think you own me
I can tell you right now that
You're just a homie
You don't gotta come through 
I ain't feeling lonely
Saw your side on your line now
You're keeping low-key
I ain't fucking with no snakes
Got my foot up on the brakes
Still you got my mind on lock
Feeling many different ways
What's the deal? i don't feel..
Yet you're acting like it's real
Everytime you come around my mind
Goes blank this loves so fake
I can't escape that grasp you've made
We're here now i hate you
You tell me i'm brand new
And i don't even know
What i'm going through
Give me things just make
Me fall in love with you
It's a loop and i know that you feel it too
Start to wonder what fuck am
I supposed to do now

(Chorus: Typo)
I think 
I think 
I think 
I  Should lose for the better 
I think 
I think 
I think 
I  Lost myself in your weather
You're a storm 
Your rage has Blown 
Me over board 
But stay 
Who'll save me when you're gone
(when you're gone)
I think I think I think 
You'd never change for the better 
I think I think I think 
You've got my heart filled with your weather

(Verse 2: Hrtbrk)
You put these chains on my neck
And there you go thinking you own me
Don't you remember what I said
"You wont be one to control me"
I hate that I love you
But it's not for the reasons you think
(then why)
It's all for the old you
(damn)
The one that would take me on dates
The one that would that would stay up so late
And we talked and we both fell asleep
And we both have our dreams about
Hopefully having a house and a family
Now you just throw me a ring and then leave
(whoa)
And I don't get it I
Don't understand what made you so different why
Did you have to change
Your hearts now replaced with a diamond shape
And my hearts gone too taken as your slave...

Material Love Ft. Hrtbrk & Typx(Prod. by Aixion)(Thanks for 800!)

I do not own the artwork

Switched up my flow for this song! I hope you all enjoy. Thank you all so much for 900 followers. Let's shoot for 1,000!!!

Please go check out @sunshineohmy they made this wonderful beat
and are so damn talented!!! <3

(Lyrics)

(Verse 1)
I don't drive a foreign
I'm also kinda cute
And I think I'm not that boring
Try to be the one that can
Make you feel
Tell you that it's somethin real
We can hop up on my 2 wheeler 
And be hella chill
Maybe smoke a little
Maybe we'll be fine
Wake you up at 2am to see
If you're alright 
Feelin like a peice a shit
Everytime you cry
Even if it's not my fault
I'll tell you that I'm sorry babe

(Bridge)
Take you out to lunch today 
Maybe get to hear you say
That you love me like yesterday
Guess I'm actually afraid
I don't know what else to say
When I see your pretty face
Start to stutter I'm hella lame
Wish I could be so much better

(hook)
I just wanna make this shit
for you
Show you all the things that 
I can do 
Bring you something that is new
That is new 
Baby (x2)

(Chorus)
You should know I'd do anything for you
(for you)
Baby wont you say that you love me too
(love me too)
You should know I'd do anything for you
(for you)
Please tell me that you love me

(Verse 2)
I just wanna see you smile 
It sounds a little cheesy
But it's true I'm feelin wild
Spin  me round your room
As we stay up past our bedtime
Love you so damn much it should 
Probably be a crime
Looking at the past 
And I crave for you to say it back
Crumbled into peices
And I'll fall between your floor cracks
I don't know the answers
And I'm feelin like I'm left behind
Tell me baby girl
Am I floating inside your mind?

(Bridge)
I know it's hard to stay awake
Got my mind feelin like a game
Only you could ever play
Say you love me I'll be okay
Get me twisted every day
Do anything just to make you stay
I've been acting kinda crazed
For you girl.

(hook)
I just wanna make this shit
for you
Show you all the things that 
I can do 
Bring you something that is new
That is new 
Baby (x2)

(Chorus)
You should know I'd do anything for you
(for you)
Baby wont you say that you love me too
(love me too)
You should know I'd do anything for you
(for you)
Please tell me that you love me

4 U (Prod. by ｓｕｎｓｈｉｎｅ ツ)(Thank you for 900!!!<3)

Back at it again with the @redpestbeats vibes. Go show them some support as well! <3

Thank you all so much for 1,000 followers. I'm almost 100 followers late but I managed to get a track out! I love you all so much <3

Lyrics

(Hook)
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel sad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel bad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you

(Verse 1)
You've been scheming
But I feel like I ain't had enough
Losing interest is something
But you can see my bluff
Start to question the seasons
Beacause I'm losing trust
I can lie to you saying that
I'm not giving up

(Bridge)
I know
We've got
All these questions
Bout love
End it

(Verse 2)
There's no sympathy
Baby I'm showing empathy
Taking all of my energy
I can no longer feel the rain
Losing the sense of mental pain
Tell me what is it that you gain
I've been under the pressure
Feelin under the wheather
Thinking that I'll get better
Giving you all the answers
I'm down
And I'll drown
So I'll say it now

(Hook)
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel sad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
Thinking bout it just makes me feel bad
And I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
About you

(Outro)
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you
I'm not gonna tell ya that I got this far
I ain't gonna tell ya that I wrote these bars
About you

About You (Prod. by redpest)(Thanks for 1,000! <3)

It'll be okay, I promise! <3

Please go check out @iamcatpaw he's amazing!! <3

I do not own the art work.

(lyrics)
I'm not afraid to say it man i'm feeling really bad
honestly i'm sorry and i know i should be feeling glad
got some fuckin issues in my head and they're eatin me
every time i look inside the mirror
i don't see a thing
more like another being crawling round inside my skin
i don't really like the saddened
thoughts that keep on seepin in 

so i write em down 
got some hopes they'll help me out
maybe take a change of pace
this is how i'm feeling now
and when it comes in the night
starts to pull on my strings
barley get a lick of sleep 
and i don't even dream

getting flooded with the love
has never felt so good
but how come i stay feeling empty
compared to how i should
and i wont ever fall
gnawing at my epilouge
i don't wanna end it like
like the chorus of my favorite song
i've been feeling super cold
when i look up at the sky
i would never dream of telling 
everyone i know goodbye
but when it comes to the demons
inside my broken brain
only ever feel like i'm sane
when in the pouring rain
keep on losing faith when in pain
man it's kinda strange
ever since my momma told i was
great i've been okay.
for now..
but for how long.
she said just hold on.
just hold on.

hold on (prod. by cat paw🐾)

Happy Valentine's day from your local crybaby :)

Go check out @harako. They were generous enough to let me use this beat and they deserve a lot of love. <3

(Verse 1)
She got that static mouth
calling me her valentine
i don't even play along
cause i'm just an average guy
i don't wanna be the one that 
breaks her heart 
thats not me
every time she calls my name
i don't know who i should be
so i just hide under my shell
put her words up on the shelf
have em gather up some dust
i wont take em down
99 cents for some love
that just seems a little off  
but those blue eyes never lie
is it dumb luck? 
said we were meant to be
thought i heard a symphony
like the gods above saying
that she was sent for me
but i don't think i'm good enough
i don't remember how to love
and even if i did 
i don't think i would be the one

(Hook)
I'll take you far
Dance in the stars
You know I'm scared
Of some love
Touch on my skin
Give her a grin
Smiles like the sun
It's better..

Pink Dream (Prod. by Harakō)

Imissyou w/ Kuzu mellow (prod mt. marcy)

Been awhile since I posted a track. Here's a shitty space love track.

Go check out @hentaidesuka cause they got some hella smooth beats.

I do not own the artwork

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
I built a rocketship
So I could find my way to you
I'd leave a little early so I'd
Get there right before it's noon
so we can look up at the sun
Where there it might be different too
I felt a little crazy
When you said it was the color blue

And we can run away together
She looked me in my eyes
And said our love is interstellar
Take my hand and we can go to
Jupiter forever
Pick whatever planet
It don't matter
It's all right

(Hook)
Saving everything I had
So I could see you face
Your eyes are like the stars
With a galaxy embrace
I know I sound generic but
Thats how I truly feel
Even if I touch you I still 
Don't believe it's real

(Verse 2)
And you can teach me your philosophies
Tell me all the things you are
That people wouldn't let you be
Walk along the contstellations
Write your name on everything
Just in case I'm lost so
I can find you on the shiny rings

Of Saturn
Now were on the latter
I don't wanna end
I'm afraid that you might shatter
Cause space is bending both of us
we'll change our state of matter
I'm losing oxygen, I don't know
If I'll be fine 

(Outro)
We can live on the moon
That's where we'll spend our time
We can travel trough space
See the galaxys shine
Now I have to go home
Promise you're on my mind
I'm on Earth all alone
Dreaming of you at night

Interstellar (Prod. by hentaidesu)

Nofeelings w/kuzumellow (prod. Yusei)

Don't get too lit out there kiddies UwU

Big thanks to @ssunndae for this dope beat

(I do not own the artwork)

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
I'm at this party
I think it's too much
People are screaming
I threw up my lunch
It got in her face 
It's a swing and a miss
Sorry for vomiting 
On your new kicks
And the room is
Getting kinda hazy
I start feeling
Kinda lazy
Everybodys doing coke
I tell myself
I'm not that crazy
Fuck that shit
I'm smoking weed
They say that I'm
hella weak
I would rather be at home 
Than hear these people
Fuckin sneeze

So I'll go sleep inside
Your parents bed
Turns out there are people
here that are already having sex 
I'd ask if I could join but
I don't wanna catch an STD
Also when I walked in they
Both started being really mean

(Hook)
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine

(Verse 2)
It's 6AM
Past my bedtime
I drank too much
I think I might die
Tonight 
Got sadder thoughts
I don't feel right
My ride is gone
Guess I'll stay here
Tonight

I don't wanna dance
Where the hell are all my friends
Throwing up again ain't fun
Cops are here were on the run
We think that we own the night
Tell a girl I met goodbye
Now I'm walking all alone
Maybe my mom will be home and

I've been down this road before
I would like to think I'm fine
Last I checked I felt  sore
More or less I'll be alright
  
(Outro) 
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine

I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine

i'll be fine (prod. by trapcard.)

You'll be okay... probably

Check out @imyourlovergirl <3

The sample the girl next door  used: https://soundcloud.com/elijahwho/imtiredoffeelingthisway

(I do not own the artwork)

Lyrics

(verse 1)
Back when we were too young
I thought that I was grown up
Treated you like a little kid
And I think that you hated it
You said I wasn't the one
I felt my heart jump out my throat
I wish I could be your boy
I wish I could tell you good-

(verse 2)
I can change again
Take you on those dates again
Give you roses
Do the poses
Show me to your friends again
Post me on your instagram
Love me
Teach me
Everything you know
Darlin we can take it slow

Girl I wanna give you everything
Chick-fil-A and diamond rings
Always get excited when you text so 
I can hear the ding
Tell me do you feel the same?
I love you

(outro)
You don't love me back 
And it's alright

it's alright
bum bum bum
it's okay
bum bum bum
i don't mind
bum bum bum
it's alright
bum bum bum
it's okay
bum bum bum
i don't mind
bum bum bum

bum bum bum

bum bum

again.. (prod. by the girl next door)

Lyrics

(Forgotten youth)

I walked to school
I saw the blues views
Always wanted to meet you
Ive never seen so much beauty
Your eyes is so pretty

Can you love me
Can you see me
I just want your love baby
My heart is beating out
You can hear from your house
Trust me
Cant you see what i see 
I just want you and you just want me 
Our love is so tight
Theres not even a fight 
Baby, baby
Can you love me 
Can you feel me

(@kuzumellow)

Here we go 
Now my heart is being really fast
Take it slow 
And I'm feelin I'm about to crash
Haven't met
But I know that I love you
The burning sensation
I just wanna hug you
We feel the same inside the sunshine
Your eyes are like the moon in the night
I want you to know I'm here when you cry
I got the blues but I feel alright 
And we can fly away from
All the things that hate us
Let me hear your name love
We both have to learn trust
I don't wanna hurt you
Promise we'll be fine
I don't wanna leave you
Please baby be mine

Apocalypse's love

[The blues.]{ft. Kuzu mellow}

Cute boys are awesome :D

Go check out @nfzy for more chill beats. <3

Sample @nfzy used: 玫瑰人生 La Vie en rose (ukulele solo)

Artwork by: https://www.behance.net/user/?username=zzifanz7dd6

Lyrics

(Verse  1)
Boy your lips are tastin 
Like a Cherry Pie tonight
Tell me you're confused 
And I can take you for a ride
I don't wanna be alone
Not again
I don't wanna hold your hand
Cause we're only friends

(Verse 2)
I like it cold
Give me a reason to 
Break the mold
Summer is coming
My lover is running
His daddy said we're to old
To be hugging
(Whatever)
Tell em I said he's lame
Drawing me pictures
A waiting game
Kissing in secret 
Avoiding shame
Don't be afraid
We'll be fine

(Verse 3)
I can see it in your eyes
I don't wanna say good by
But it's time for me to leave
(Goodbye)
I'll come see you once again
Sippin coffee holding hands
Let's go take on the world my friend
(Come on)

summer boys (prod. by neeks)

https://soundcloud.com/kuzumellow https://soundcloud.com/kylow2000
stream link: https://fanlink.to/badtrip
 
art by https://twitter.com/lordohsew

Lyrics:
(Verse 1)
through admissions
I been losing you
it's evident 
a detective losing
evidence 
cause if you get away
i got a feeling you'll
be dearly missed
but whats the point of
crying now
i'm not that great inside a crowd
the musics playing way to loud
and i don't really like this band
that keeps on cracking down
only here for you
fake it out will ya love me now?
commen sense is better
when i'm  with you 
I don't have none
whats the fuckin point
of being here?
are we done?

(Hook)
as you said i'm here for more
but where should I go?
time is making me alone
afraid to I'm too slow

I adore I adore
Are you bored? Are you bored?
Of me that's just fine..
I adore.. you

(Verse 2)
Knock me out with solar beams 
having you is like a dream
a bad trip
cross roads
I wish it were just how it seems
and Girl you got me love sick
so i sip you up like tylenol 
even though the lights are on
I'll never know when you'll be gone
never seen such beauty seeing you
is like the break of dawn
in my head
both of us in my bed
staring at the ceiling
thinking of the old days
of how we met so...

bad trip w/ kuzu mellow & kylow (on spotify)

Eh.

Check out the producer: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCD75JxlIUFLT9Jtjl2YtBVA

Art by: https://coub.com/fearloathinginternet

Lyrics

(Verse 1) 
Don't take it personal
I don't want a leech 
On my heart
It never worked at all
All you did was
Tear me apart
Crying on the bed
I will never fall for this
Say it then I do it again

(Pre-Chourus)
It seems I
Never have enough
To get away from love
Always miss the touch
Of your skin..

You alway 
Break the trust
Turned it into dust
Bury me in lust
To keep me here

(Chourus)
I don't know 
What else to do
Crawlin in the bed
With to you 
I've got things I need to say
But you never let me stay

(Verse 2)
Let me out
Let me out
(No)

I'm tired now
I'm tired now
(Please stay)

Of this shit
I'm alright
I'm alright
(Please stay)

You and me
We're doing fine
That's bullshit

No
(Riots)

(Chourus)
It seems I never lost
(Girl your so heartless)

The chaos in my heart
(Say that you're tryin)

You played my blurry eyes
(Die in my arms)

I missed it it in your lies 
(Die in my-)

I've had enough of this
(Riots)

Locked me with a kiss
(Girl your so heartless)

You fooled me with your lips
(Say that you're tryin)
(Die in my arms)

"I'm sorry"
(Die in my-)

(Outro)
Riots
Girl your so heartless
Say that you're tryin
Die in my arms
Die in my arms

no escape (prod. by alex verge)

Everyone asks me is like how do I even do this
I don't know maybe it was by luck or maybe it was by god
But

We on the top of this car
We leaving the past so far
That's the way to do it
Love each other so dearly
Its foolish
Sunset is failing me 
I just want to see you in the daylight
Not the nighttime 
But your eyes are so bright
I can see that shit lit 
In my own darkness
We on the top of this car
We leaving the past so far
That's the way to do it
Love each other so dearly
Its foolish

And I feel it now
Call me when the suns up
Love your smile baby 
Maybe we can make up
Turn on the radio
Did you wrong I'm sorry tho
Play along and we can dance slow yea
Was it something I said
We can go to my bed
Take a night off chill here instead
I don't want to be alone anymore

[Failed sunset.]{ft. Kuzumellow}

Even in death we'll be together

Go check out @imedda for more chill beats like this! <3

Art by: https://pinkypromiseinpastel.tumblr.com/

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
We  made all these roses
Her friends
I think that I've been here 
Hoping all the pain she has will end
It makes her mind less clear

"I will give you everything"
"I can fix your broken knees"
"Lift you with some knots and string
For me"

We'll put on a classy show 
And all your friends and family know
That you left and came back
From all of this

You're just fine
You'll stay inside
And I'll help you
Figure out how you survived

(Verse 2)
Please stay awake
Your eyes are bright like the lake
We've almost passed through the gate
But then I lost my eyes
And I've been thristy for years
I hear your words in my ears
You'll say you'll give me all of you just
For this

We've got our withered souls
We'll go out for a stroll

I miss the brighter days
Take me so far away

Sunsets are making me
Blush when I see your face

Learning to carry on
I think we'll be alright

(Outro)
And 
We'll dance around the graves
There's no reason to stay
We can go anywhere
You
Changed me to something more
With you I never get bored
Hoping we never get older
And if we do
I'll have you

Ghost Stories (Prod. by Medda)

Bringing you a new track right before the EP oof.

Go check out @draffish  and @sadboyprolific cause they are awesome and helped me make this nice track. uwu

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
I'm a demon
She's an angel
She don't know that much
Taught her bout the head
Spread her legs
Then I eat my lunch
Buy a couple pizzas
We can chill and watch some anime
Lovin what we have 
Holdin hands
Waste the day away
They say forbidden lust
Sayin that we're not the same
Good and evil
Our love isn't feeble
I won't run away
God has had enough
Called  his homies
Just to smite me down
Lucifer is pissed too
I can see it in his shitty frown

Between the both of us
I'm sure we could escape
Make a whole new universe
Were both of us are safe
Have some tiny people
Give em everything they need
Show em how to love 
Not a single bit of greed
So

They'll talk about us
In their texts books
The ones that got away
Leaving everything behind
Girl you lookin so divine
Not a single minute that
She isn't on my mind
I can tell ya that's the truth
Every single time

(Verse 2)
Shes a work of art 
I'm smashin on the easel
They say were polar opposites 
Our connection is feeble
Her sweet smell is heavenly 
I'm comin form the depths of hell
Lives feeling like prison
I'll break us out of this cell
Hop up in the star ship 
And whip up out the galaxy
She haphazardly captured my heart casually
Opposite etiquette still have a connection its
Too strong for anybody to sever it
Feel alive together 
Without you i just want death
You're the reason i wake up 
And my lungs conjure breath
Id cross the universe 
Just so i could be with you
Love you to infinity and back 
And way past the moon
So screw the people that's tryna keep us apart
Cause you're the one i love 
And ill give you all of my heart

Forbidden Lust (Ft. SadBoyProlific) (Prod. by Draffish)

Some scum shit I been feeling ya dig??

Check out @naniimo cause he my best friend <3

I do not own the artwork.

 Lyrics 

(Verse 1)
Oh baby get back
Gotta keep walkin
And cover my tracks
Man I feel stupid
I'm losing my shit
Where do I go
Where do I go?
Damn
Aye
I got a reason to stay
Yeah
Hoping to start a new wave
Whoa
Looking for reasons to change
Aye
Oh it's a hit in the face
Yeah

Aye
Wishing that we could be somethin new
Babe you got me feelin really blue
How can I go and be next to you
Next to you
Stop

Oh I'm thinking that it's never fair
Thoughts pouring out into the air
How am I supposed to deal with fear
Deal with fear
Hey

Think about it on the regular
Oh Oh
Man I'm feelin like another one
Oh Oh
How long am I gonna wait again?
Oh Oh 
Just so I can go and hold your hand

(Hook)
Ouu
Girl you got me in a ruse
I don't know what else to do
No I shouldn't have to choose
I don't know  
You
Got me lookin like a fool
Never should've fell for you
Honestly I should'a caught it
And I never would've had to go and lose
No

(Verse 2)
Baby boo on the instagram
Couple likes from a couple friends
Damn I'm feelin like the man again
The man again
Yeah
Taking dick like she never did
Call me daddy, ask her did she miss
Now I'm thinking what the fuck is this
Switch
Damn now it's all about to end
Man fuck, gotta do it all again
Oh shit really thought it was a win
She's gone, chillin with another man
Again oh
I don't wanna have to wait
Oh no
Just to see your pretty face
Oh no
Gotta try to get away
Oh no
I will never be the same

off and on (Prod. by Naniimo)

Missing them 2005 vibes man.

Shout out to @1-ab for this dope ass vibe <3

I do not own the art.

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
I been filling up with sadness
Waiting for the day
When I'm chillin in a casket
Blast it
Trash pit
Sitting in the back seat
Pull it back and they ask me
"Why you feeling bad in the past?"
"Are you feeling really sad?"
"Are you questioning your sanity?"
"Filling up the gaps?"
I been feeling really dumb
And I take too many naps
So maybe I'm depressed
And I wouldn't say I'm crazy
But

(Hook)
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Chillin out at the carwash
Being loud in the front lawn
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Back then I was livin in a dream
Yeah

(Verse 2)
Now I'm sinking with my ship
I can see the land 
But they're tellin me to quit
Showing me the times
That I fucked up
Only ever fail
It's a lie
Gotta grow up
Pushing on the gas
Will it last
no lisence
I don't even care
I like this
I been feeling dead with the weight
Got me sleeping through the days
I been smoking too much 
It's a problem I guess

(Hook)
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Chillin out at the carwash
Being loud in the front lawn
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Back then I was livin in a dream
Yeah

(Hook)
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Chillin out at the carwash
Being loud in the front lawn
When I think about the old days
I wanna live them one more time
Back then I was livin in a dream
Yeah

old days (prod. by pettersson)

I’ll cheat death till someone’s proud 

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Lyrics:

(Hook)
Reaper 
Call me a cheater
Down to the heater 
I'm doing life 
Yeah
Constant repeater 
Went past my meter
In my two-seater
It's not my time

(Verse 1)
And my
Beneficiaries
Are inclined
To take everything I own
When I'm gone
I hope they remember me
With every single thing
That I had
That's too bad 
I'll be glad
Just to see them in their dreams
Oh no

I missed the right of passage
Can you take a message
Am I out of chances now
Oh

(Verse 2)
Feeling down 
And I need a change of scenery
Needing love 
But I gotta 
Start with loving me 
Catch up on my feelings
Maybe catch up on some rest
I've been studying my life
That shit be feeling like a test

Honestly I started being thankful
For my breathes
Every second is a chance that I
Might have to fuck with death
But I keep thinking
I'm gonna turn my mind around
Wanna have the people that I
Love tell me they're proud...

(Hook)
Reaper 
Call me a keeper 
Down to the heater 
I'm doing life 
Yeah
Constant repeater 
Went past my meter
In my two-seater
It's not my time

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