‘Leaving’ is the product of my state of mind prior to my European tour a few weeks ago. I was excited to go off and see the other side of the world while in the back of mind feeling guilt for leaving behind those who care for me. Some I left on not so good terms others left with their blessings for a safe voyage. Either way, I’m back and decided to share this idea. Though not complete, this what I have so far. Enjoy.

Leaving

Karma was written late 2018. A series of events that brought me to the highest high and quickly to the lowest I’ve felt in a long time. My heart and mind were spent of all energy and will. It wasn’t till after I have regained control of my state of mind that I realized I too have caused people in my life heart ache to the highest degree. What I went through truly felt like karma.

Karma

Closure is the last of the original three of the Atrial Echoes inception. I felt somewhat more alive when writing this as what had been ailing me was beginning to lift off my shoulders. Though it still resonates like something yearning in the distance from time to time; it’s not nearly as distressing as it once was. I can honesty say that this song captures my relief from the mental anguish that consumed me.

Closure

Letting Go was the first of three for Atrial Echoes - a product of getting drunk off cheap red wine and a head full of fleeting ideas. So I took advantage of my distressed state and wrote this tune.

Letting Go

After all the mental turmoil of last year I was left drained. So much to the point where I didn’t feel anything at all. I met someone and things got somewhat serious. But I felt nothing even though I tried to make something of it because there was something. Just, when you take so much of a bad thing your brain doesn’t know how to process the good. Still working on this but this song perfectly captures what I felt at that time.

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