4him<3

produced by heylog

lyrics:
pacing around the floor making circles that could go miles
tears are running down my face they're stacking up in piles
threw us in recycle, unrecognizable files
all our data's lost, babe it's been a while
cause we
don't need
us
remember when we met i was too scared to even look at u
these knots that are in my stomach ain't normal they're all bc of u
and i can't help but stutter the first time i ever talked to you
and i knew u were special, really thought we'd have a future
but we
don't need
us

i stg
this can't be real
2 years gone
nothing to feel
it went so fast
thought it would last
but i was too, arrogant with that

staying the night at your home
feels good waking up, knowing ur close
don't know why or how i go
with you, was never alone
i'm poppin all my cells
where are you now
tell me this is real
cause i love to doubt
i just wanna lay right here
farther from the place ur near
i heard your whisper in my ear
3 words that i've always feared
that i fear

CAPABLE OF LOSING EVERYTHING
I GOT NO FRIENDS
ONLY PEOPLE THROUGH A PHONE SCREEN
I'M ALONE LESS
WHEN YOU CALLED I WAS HOPING
YOU WERE COMING HOME
1 YEAR DONE NOW 3
LEFT TO GO
POURING OUT MY HEART TO RANDOM EYES
BET THEY KNOW ME
BETTER THAN YOU EVER DID
COME AND SHOW ME
SHE'S TOO BUSY THROWING UP
ALL THE ALCOHOL
WHILE I'M SITTING IN MY LIVING ROOM
CUDDLING WITH MY DOG
bored out of my mind, riff guitar i love to escape
cut off everyone, i keep swimming in my mistakes
staring at the ceiling
bet it has more feelings
than i ever will i come to realize i'm deceiving

spotify

handle me

F150

Piano and Drums: @yvngwxvy
Guitar and Drums: @johnkwondll

lost in my days, i still feel a lil helpless
how about for old times sake, lemme hold you again
i should’ve been more careful, but i knew what i was 
i’m fighting all my reasons to go back to you
this the day that i knew-
this the summer i grew up
(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

open the door, open the door
I cant be someone else
Im fucking up everytime I left
I told myself this is for the best, but this is the hardest one yet

(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

sometimes i feel like i cant
don’t wanna take the high road 
i’m running out of days
i’m running out of reasons, tryna think why you should be with me
i’m working on my patience, im still waiting
it’s surreal to me
how could you not get it?
how could you not get it?
i’m tired of running away
so i’m gonna do it cuz you told me
baby please believe me
miss the way you hold me
i know this cant be easy
i’m tryna make a case for me, but i don’t think she’s buying it
she said let me know when you find you, cuz i don’t know you found it yet

the summer i grew up

it's all lead up to this

stream "tapestry":
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listen to my music:
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lyrics:

[intro]
‘cause i look too good to make bad decisions
hopped from my brain straight to remission
high off the pain
i’ll dance in the rain
no we’re not the same
i always thought that u looked
too good to make bad decisions
guess i was afraid, lack intuition
u gave me away
i was pierced by ur blade
now there’s nothing to say
we’re not the same anymore

[verse 1]
we locked eyes
mid-conversation
can only keep it together in moderation
i blinked twice
a combination
of every internal struggle for adoration
lured to your house
i taste you on my mouth
my grieving souls unbound again
you always bring it right back here

[chorus 1]
‘cause i look too good to make bad decisions
hopped from my brain straight to remission
high off the pain
i’ll dance in the rain
no we’re not the same
i always thought that u looked
too good to make bad decisions
guess i was afraid, lack intuition
u gave me away
i was pierced by ur blade
now there’s nothing to say
we’re not the same anymore

[verse 2]
i lack self control
let feelings take a hold
she told me i should learn how to let go
i wish i could but it’s the only thing i know
she got her tapestry hung from the bedroom ceiling
i don’t got the patience to talk about how i'm feeling
lying face down and my head’s still reeling
letting people know me just sounds so unappealing
never knew that someones eyes could pierce a soul
but every time that yours meet mine, they take a toll
and i don’t wanna face this anymore
i’m growing tired of the games you played before
yeah i don’t know how much my heart can take
but when it’s in your hands it’s bound to break

[chorus 2]
‘cause i look too good to make bad decisions
hopped from my brain straight to remission
high off the pain
i’ll dance in the rain
no we’re not the same
i always thought that u looked
too good to make bad decisions
guess i was afraid, lack intuition
u gave me away
i was pierced by ur blade
now there’s nothing to say
we’re not the same anymore

[outro]
‘cause i look too good to make bad decisions
hopped from my brain straight to remission
high off the pain
i’ll dance in the rain
no we’re not the same
we’re not the same anymore

tapestry

driving me home (pr. rotel)

im nothing thats all i am

make it real

love u all

okay, darling
if i never see ur face again will u still call me
and it seems like everything's slowing down
but ur still falling
and u say ur just another mess for me to get involved in

mobbin with no belt
legs round my waist say u know me so well
and u dont tell
u dont wanna face anything in ur way 
so u might as well
today & tomorrow
is this forever

okay, darling
if i never see ur face again will u still call me
and it seems like everything's slowing down
but ur still falling
and u say ur just another mess for me to get involved in

slow down cowgirl
dont go too fast we could talk about it
speed down, skip town
i found i can't really live without it
guess i thought this time i'd survive
u think ur loves worth more than mine

say u gotta run soon
trust me, i know how it goes
n ur gone by the morning, where u wind up
baby i don't know
and u said
down the line maybe we could reconnect
but my guess is u got tied up with things
i heard ur killing out west

okay, darling
if i never see ur face again will u still call me
and it seems like everything's slowing down
but ur still falling
and u say ur just another mess for me to get involved in

BUFFALO

BUFFALO (evan sasha)

gauze

On fragility ..

~ Lyrics ~
Do you hate me
Do you like that
Is my god complex intriguing
Enough to be ignored

Do you hate me
Do you like that
Am I wasting your time
Have you wasted your time
Have you figured yourself out
Yet

I noticed you pulled back
When I went to kiss you
I realized I'm a lot
I could be better at giving space

Trust me. I understand
How a touch once enjoyed
Now brings shakes to your hands

A warmth in your belly
To shivers and goosebumps
And not in a fun way

You haven't looked at me once
Am I talking too much
Are you tired of me yet

A little attention slut
Am I touching too much
Are you tired of me yet

Do you hate me
Do you like that
Is my god complex intriguing
Enough to be ignored

Do you hate me
Do you like that
Am I wasting your time
Have you wasted your time
Have you figured yourself out
Yet

Heed

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
feat. https://soundcloud.com/1jayne

oh I wanna spend my life with you
there ain't nothing more I wanna do
than be with you my girl
forever
forever
forever

Im scared of what comes next
heart sunk right from my chest
I'll never miss your call no I won't
I want you all to my own
no I can't fall asleep at night all alone

https://soundcloud.com/1jayne
tell me all your secrets i wanna know 
if you think about me 
when im gone i want you to he the one 
thats always around me
tell me anything you want 
girl ill listen i dont have to talk
just tell me all your thoughts 
i just wanna be the one you want
do you really love me baby 
i feel like im being stupid 
my mind is so complicated 
sometimes frankly quite so ruthless
sorry if i hurt i just wanna fix it all
i wish i had the words to explain 
forever is not enough

oh I wanna spend my life with you
there ain't nothing more I wanna do
than be with you my girl
forever
forever
forever

forever (with jayne)

Y’all

i love you and it sounds stupid

i hold onto patience for them 
and reflect their mannerisms when i can’t focus 
tired of selfish things i’ve said never really spoken 
i can’t take back what i did when i forgot 
so i lack poise and yeah I noticed 
but i drove it into the ground like it was poison 
and i said i got a problem will you show me 
but just because i need your help don’t mean i’m important 

just know i’m trying 
but I faked you out on my end 
behind those shaded words 
I partake in limbo not violence 
and I’m just trying to feel like 
more than my entry 
I can’t tell by deceit i’m alright and 
It’s bout time i show i’ve been lying cos i can’t wait back for it here 
the only fear i’m in love with is pointless 
i don’t need luck i need somebody’s help for a minute 
cos i’ve tried long enough 
pray i lost i am done 

change my mind cos i’ll be broken if there’s something left to say 

just know i’m trying 
but within a second it timed in 
it’s minding every word , it’s taking over and afraid to love 
but i’ll keep you around 
you say i’m on to something, I doubt it 
but I find god in mind 
now i’m waking up and taking on my pride

trying

with @guardinmusic @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson
prod and mixed: @jakkyboi and @lilpolearm

whatever it takes (feat. guardin & 9tails)

viola by Gloria Hui

if i ever got to leave here by success i wouldn’t wait for you
i’d rather keep our thoughts in checkmate
and i’ve been hurting tryna pull this out my chest
is there another way to say that i won’t talk to you again
i won’t talk to you again

cos i ain’t doing favors
maybe confounded
couldn’t give a fuck about it
i ain’t doing favors
on the way get grounded
stable like mountain
fake your nature
say you changed but i doubt it
put your money where your mouth is
i ain’t doing favors
if longevity is out there
need amenity you out there

just feel no info
you should give me my respect
you ain’t know what you’re in for
not pretty at best
my thought’s in limbo
no law no intro
if you’re talking bout the credo
know i’m coming for the neck

i don’t wanna be provocative
i just ain’t tryna breathe your oxygen
why you going round startin shit
i’ve found that need no argument
you commited cardinal sin
knees weak no sleep we gon drift apart
just mark in it, ain’t no meager feat
but fuck off tryna politic
and chase my goals I can’t date it back
i don’t wait for shit
i ain’t made for that
we got the same flow woa where’d it go
i need to change clothes but still blow it off like a staple fact and I’m gone
then spend all my luck on twitter
know me, found i ain’t the same in winter
but this a marathon and all these fuckboys sprinters
gonna paint a moral high ground that’s a painkiller
you can feed me lies if you’re compelled
i’ma be frank for my health
my sweetheart handsome as well
cos i C both sides like chanel
this an artist’s ocean - my blueprint
say that you ain’t bugging you lucid
ain’t it funny how you can’t prove it
who do I always see running back

i ain’t doing favors
maybe confounded
couldn’t give a fuck about it
i ain’t doing favors
on the way get grounded
stable like mountain
fake your nature
say you changed but i doubt it
put your money where your mouth is
i ain’t doing favors
if longevity is out there
i need amenity, you out here

fuck you, you too basic for a maybe
you lucky if you waitlisted i’m lazy
stuck on a few pages in a daydream
no one’s gonna be able to save me
these days self hatred is motivation
spreads outside me and i’m running out patience
let you lie but but cut you out the equation
never liable when bluffing i never say shit
where’d the mood go
flip the beat like judo
you got that fools gold
say you don’t you do tho
on my feet uh
ain’t no mass appel uh
pity a leader
wouldn’t wanna be you
and I been waiting way too long to be free from you
free from you

I’ll remember this up out the top of my head
no equiquite cos i won’t edit with the thought of a threat
make your bets, this ain’t reddit won’t argue on in no thread
it’s art, taking shots in the dark, beat already dead
couldn’t give less of a fuck what you say
cos i’m a gifted mess and i’m stuck in my ways
everybody want a feature i won’t ask for no pay
a teacher by night preacher by day, but don’t actually pray
i’m that kinda fake
i hold that kinda weight
float leave a passionate wake
i ain’t burning no rubber
i’m back in action been averting stunners since day one
i’ll curve a sucker cos they too basic like A1
and it hurts to say this but don’t call my line
i been done with you since autumn you ain’t worth my time
the fuck does it take get out the matrix and learn your lie
i thought you knew the first time

favors//mess

i got my issue but can’t find it
had to wait for the winding and the letting go
now i got leads inside my stomach
and i don’t need em for nothing
but i’ma letem grow

you know i been caught up in my lie
it’s never for the worse
i was never fighting for my flight
it was something for the floor
say she can’t afford to pend my life
so call me to accord/a chord
you know i been caught up in my lie
heaven was the curse

i can’t be myself unkindly
so i won’t be treading lightly
my legs are gon be sore
but i’ll be ready for it
and people act like uprooting gonna distract a kid
ain’t gon change for my better if i’m this adamant
and anywhere i go there’s always an out of here
like i don’t know no better for myself baby

you know i been caught up in my lie
it’s never for the worse
i was never fighting for my flight
it was something for the floor
say she can’t afford to pend my life
so call me to accord/a chord
you know i been caught up in my lie
heaven was the curse

got two suns outside and i know i’m gonna miss you
cos what’s more childish than waiting for the time we can misuse
the love is nasty
the trees attacked me
the terra whacked me
i don’t need no body

i can’t commit the divided
but i got them waiting for sure
i just wanna let it go
i gotta
i got

(use this in times of need or when 
tough guys up in your feed
i get uptight when limits pass
but that’s what i want kiss my ass i love you)

you know i been caught up in my lie
it’s never for the worst
i was never fighting for my flight
it was something for the floor
say she can’t afford to pend my life
so call me to accord/a chord
you know i been caught up in my lie
heaven was the curse

couple months i’ll be on my own
i can’t see nowhere else as home
but what’s it take letting all that go
it’s been a while since I tried to start
to show myself how to make a mark
but what are winners if we’re all alive
it ain’t in my interest telling you lies
we ain’t grew up on the same advice
but ain’t shit happened not worth my time
and i ain’t giving up at the 405
if i get lost in foreword you know this love is fortified

softie

they can keep the key
what might have been lost doesn’t bother me
the wolves or sheep
with this blood on my hands
i’m making amends
i’ll move slowly
and i’ve worried that you’re worried
cos i wanted
to be like my momma
and get stronger
but you can never put a label on me
we don’t got no id
and if everyone had their reply
i’m on read
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu

i get burning eyes
whenever i take my own advice
it is really mine
i want help don’t need luck
and i don’t give a fuck if you want me to
i’ve learned it’s gotta come from inside me
i don’t need to rhyme
and i don’t need no ivy/IV
i’ve been here all night
i can’t think to forget for you baby i’ll
carry all of you on me
ooo we’ll be fine 
now i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu

when you hold my hand
i think “we should make more plans
but you going out in san
what’s the point being friends”
but i’ll never leave your IG hole
and if i fall out in that cold
i trust that you’ll get over that
you wanted me to reaccept my end

i gotchu

gotchu

Waist Deep in Cold Water

Waist Deep In Cold Water

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