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lyrics
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i am quickly realizing
all the problems that i'm facing
all exist inside this hatred
for myself my thoughts are racing
is there anybody out there
feeling dim, dark & depleting
what is safe cause all i fear is near
& death i'll soon be greeting
i truly wish the flickering would stop
& i could catch my breath
but this films left on repeat again
somehow you soon forget 
you've damn near downed your second bottle
drunken words in full effect
these sober thoughts have always lived here
driving by until they wreck

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

i think the sky is falling
but it's my imagination
overcasting on & off again
to form a new foundation
hopefully i reconstruct myself
it might take quite a while
obsolete upon comparison
these scars all stretch for miles
i'll never find the person i was then
he's buried deep below
subterranean inhabitant
i hope he likes the snow
did the soul inside his body
ever find his way back home
am i talking in third person
yeah i guess we'll never know

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

dim, dark, depleting

It's Only Me

Forever

Test 11

mistakes (p. prop)

mistakes (sped-up) (p. prop)

When We Were 17

Alone (feat. Travis Barker)

WHERE DOES YOUR SPIRIT GO?

Back Of My Heart

I Left You In Minnesota

Can't Stop The Rain

My Bad (Sucks 2 Be You)

Barbie The Album

Forever & Again

i cant help but hate u </3
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damn
i cant help but hate u
everyday i forget u
pull up 
see me dying to replace u
everyday its something new
fucked up 
u love to see me chase u 
god damn i cant really blame u
can we cry together one more time
i been dying to feel im alive
u say all i bring is bad news
all ur friends think im a bad dude
we were doomed from the very start
but im the only one whos fallin apart

i cant help but hate u
everyday i forget u
pull up 
see me dying to replace u
everyday its something new
fucked up 
u love to see me chase u 
god damn i cant really blame u
new girl said im just her type
pretty, slut, and dying inside
in my head i cant erase u 
forget me 
u should expect to
we were doomed from the very start
but im the only one whos fallin apart
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<3

-emo fruits aka im just a librarian now FRFR

I CANT HELP BUT HATE U (prod. carmspace x luffysome)

(leak) gunnr - talk down on my name

Shinigami x Lil Lotus - nightmare

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