Prod. BlxckScxr
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Genre: Metal

Lyrics:

I'm not gonna break down again

Honestly, I just wanna see you bleed

You close your eyes and pretend
Like everything's fine
What entitles you to send
Tones from between your pine
You'll be happy when your life ends
When reality sets in, you don't wanna be alive

Look in the mirror and confess
What you have done to yourself and the rest
Repress success, you're obsessed
Condone it all unless it's progress
You and your sins coalesce
Ain't never notice nothing nonetheless
Hand at the trigger and press
Betray yourself and get dispossessed

Tired of you serving god
Where was he when I was done with my life?
Prolly laughing as I rot
Or maybe just not there
God's the one to disregard
No, he won't ever respond to your cries
Watch what you fucking fund
And I scream out: "fuck prayers!"

Look in the mirror and confess
What you have done to yourself and the rest
Repress success, you're obsessed
Condone it all unless it's progress
You and your sins coalesce
Ain't never notice nothing nonetheless
Hand at the trigger and press
Betray yourself and get dispossessed

You act like a masochist
We shall do a mass arrest
I'm not a philanthropist
Slaughter all the catechists

You act like a masochist (like a masochist)
We shall do a mass arrest (do a mass arrest)
I'm not a philanthropist (not a philanthropist)
Slaughter all the catechists (all the catechists)

You Betray Yourself

Prod. BlxckScxr

Lyrics: 
I know, you now listen to this and are slowly starting to realize that I mean you and not her
I know you don't like who you were and maybe who you still are
I can't even put into words what a good friend you are
Remember back to the day that we talked about all of the stuff 
That has made feel everything but okay
Now you need help, you should not close your eyes to it
I'm gonna help you to find your way
You got some problems with irritability, there's literally nothing we can't talk about
It's not just your fault when you say or do things you don't mean
'Cause your demons take accountability for that
It's hard to hear you say you wouldn't mind if you were dead
And I'm so sorry that I broke my promise but sometimes it gets too hard to cope with my problems
I cannot forget
Right now that doesn't matter for me, what matters is you
I love all the shit that we do together
And I just hope that it'll last forever
You gotta admit yourself, you're not alright and that you should allow help
You're one of the few things keeping me away from killing myself
This song is not just a song or just image, it's right out my heart
Don't let yourself fall apart
I hope that we'll never part our ways

a message to someone i love

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Prod. BlxckScxr
Genre: Alternative, Alternative Rock

First song of BlxckScxr's first album called "Diary of a Ghost"


Lyrics:

🎵
Diary of a Ghost
🎵
Diary of a Ghost
🎵
Diary of a Ghost
🎵
Diary of a Ghost
🎵

Intro of a Ghost

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Prod. salahbeats
Genre: Emo Rap, Sad Rap

Second song of BlxckScxr's first album called "Diary of a Ghost"


Lyrics:

Why the fuck do I believe lies in my head?
Why the fuck am I so ashamed of what I said?
Why the fuck do I wanna rip me into shreds?
Why the fuck is everything so fucking black?
Maybe it's cuz I got scars that are black that remember me of all the blood that I bled
And the tears that I shed when I wanted your hand holding mine but instead
I just feel dead when I think about how it could be
I've never said to you how sad I am when you leave
Left much unsaid cuz of my social anxiety
I can't forget 'bout the times where I wrote diaries
Now I just be fucking caving in due the pressure
Sad that I don't ever be falling into the treasure
I don't ever wanna be a fucking aggressor
But it really feels like I'm gon' be like this forever
I gotta change for the better
I gotta focus on pleasure
I want you and me together
Think I'm gon' write you a letter
Figured out my scars are black and not white
Handling so much, I'm lacking the time
Thinking 'bout suicide, cracking a smile

I miss your touch, I miss your smile
I miss everything of you when you're gone for awhile 
And I don't wanna be who I was in the past anymore 
And I cannot tell if I feel better or worse than before
I'm feeling cursed in my veins
Tryna put my pains in a hearse
All my efforts are in vain
Cuz it still hurts the same

Why the fuck do I believe lies in my head?
Why the fuck am I so ashamed of what I said?
Why the fuck do I wanna rip me into shreds?
Why the fuck is everything so fucking black?
Maybe it's cuz I got scars that are black that remember me of all the blood that I bled
And the tears that I shed when I wanted your hand holding mine but instead
My head's a mental wreck
My scars aren't white, they're black
My head's a mental wreck
My scars aren't white, they're black
My head's a mental wreck
My scars aren't white, they're black
My head's a mental wreck
My scars aren't white, they're black
(My head's a mental wreck)
(My scars aren't white, they're black)
(My head's a mental wreck)
(My scars aren't white, they're black)

my scars aren't white, they're black (Prod. salahbeats)

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Prod. Exie
Genre: Trap Metal, Scream Rap

Third song of BlxckScxr's first album called "Diary of a Ghost"


Lyrics:

FUCK
YOU ALL WANT ME TO GO DOWN
I THINK IT REALLY WOULD BE BETTER IF YOU SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH NOW
AAARGHHH, I NEED TO GO OUT
YOU FUCK ME UP, I DON'T WANNA HEAR ANOTHER SOUND

(Change the subject)

WHY DO YOU PRETEND THAT YOU CARE 'BOUT ME, YOU DON'T 
I KNOW YOU'LL JUST GON' LEAVE ME 'LONE 
SO GO FOR IT
DON'T LET ME DOWN SLOWLY
DON'T ACT LIKE YOU KNOW ME 
CUZ YOU DON'T
APPROACH ME, LISTEN CLOSELY

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE
BURN THE LETTERS IN MY DRAWER
WHAT DO I DO THIS FOR?
THIS ALL LEAVES ME SORE
MY LIFE I GOTTA RESTORE
I DON'T WANT YOU ANYMORE

SIKE!

I STILL LOVE YOU
DON'T KNOW IF I WANT TO
I'VE BEEN THROUGH SHIT TOO
I MISSED A SCREW
THEN IT ALL BLEW UP

FUCK OFF (SIKE!) (Prod. Exie)

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Prod. numb
Genre: Sad Lofi Rap

Fourth song of BlxckScxr's first album called "Diary of a Ghost"


Lyrics:

I just lay here
In my bed
Hope that next year
I'll be dead
Shed pitch black tears
In my hand
Kill me my dear
Swallow lead

I just do wanna find love but it's always one-sided
I sit here and wait for the day that I find it
I'm craving the touches you gave to me 
They were pretend, I don't know what to say to be
By your side, maybe it's better we are not entwined 
But I'm writing this letter to you just to make it a bit easier
To get over you and all the sadder days
And all the saturdays we spent in several ways
Why am I so bound in heavy chains?
Why is it so hard to get away?
Why will I not just forget the past, find the one and then fade into heaven gates?
All that I want is real love
I know that it can't be you
All that I want is real love
I know that you know that I know that I still love you

my intent (the letter) (Prod. numb)

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Prod. MVNSLAUGHT3R
Genre: Trap Metal

Fifth song of BlxckScxr's first album called "Diary of a Ghost"


Lyrics:

(MVNSLAUGHT3R)
(This is Chapter 1)
I never needa talk money and bitches
Is that all you got? I'ma leave you with stitches
Shut down a motherfucker when he switches
I can't be blinded by any of these snitches
Who the fuck listens?
Who the fuck listens to us unless we all commit to indifference?
Fuck all their missions
Fuck all their missions 'til they realize that this ain't a competition
I am in need of some sedatives
All that they talk is just narratives
Actually death's what their merit is
I am satan's representative
They speak up in fear and I settle it
Their lives were in danger, I ended 'em
I speak down to you like a veteran
God has all you disinherited

God runs amok on the earth
Nonetheless you go to church
Please reconsider your worth (you're worthless)
With all your secrets unearthed
Why do y'all wanna be famous?
Ain't you got other concerns?
Y'all wan' be entrepreneurs
Bitch you are so fucking heinous
I don't wanna be the one to fuck it up
And I don't ever really give a damn what anybody says
What you doing when you realize your fucking luck is up?
You make amends? Or you just sit and wait to repent?
Persistently forcing you to shut it up
And I despise you motherfuckers more than I did myself

Chapter 1 (Prod. MVNSLAUGHT3R)

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Prod. soprettyanxiety
Genre: Trap Metal, Scream Rap

Sixth song of BlxckScxr's first album called "Diary of a Ghost"


Lyrics:

Even if you turn on the lights in my motherfucking mind
You won't find nothing
My veins I'm cutting
Literally feeling like the doom is coming
Imminently, a demon is what I'm becoming
I see all your lies
I won't let you waste my time
No, I'm not fine
I'm insane inside my mind
Yes, I'm that type 
To be better off of dying
You are not mine
And it shatters my spine
I get some thoughts of murdering
My state is bad and it's worsening
My death date's what I'm determining
New blade is what I'm purchasing
I guess it's not that furthering
You're nothing but burdening
Depression is kinda resurfacing
And no one looks under the surface of me
Fuck that

I put that already bloody blade on my skin
Can't concentrate 'cause I'm fighting wars within
I got an evil mind
I got an evil mind, a fucking evil mind
Evil mind
A fucking evil mind

Even if you turn on the lights in my motherfucking mind
You won't find nothing
My veins I'm cutting
Literally feeling like the doom is coming
Imminently, a demon is what I'm becoming
I see all your lies
I won't let you waste my time
No, I'm not fine
I'm insane inside my mind
Yes, I'm that type 
To be better off of dying
You are not mine
And it shatters my spine
I get some thoughts of murdering
My state is bad and it's worsening
My death date's what I'm determining
New blade is what I'm purchasing
I guess it's not that furthering
You're nothing but burdening
Depression is kinda resurfacing
And no one looks under the surface of me
Fuck that

I put that already bloody blade on my skin
Can't concentrate 'cause I'm fighting wars within
I got an evil mind
I got an evil mind, a fucking evil mind
Evil mind
A fucking evil mind

EVIL MIND (Prod. soprettyanxiety)

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Prod. SYCKIL
Genre: Sad Ragecore

Seventh song of BlxckScxr's first album called "Diary of a Ghost"


Lyrics:

The blood that I shed
The ghost in my head
Makes me wanna feel the pain yet again
My eyes are red
Hang by a thread
Feel again like I'd be better off dead

The blood that I shed
The ghost in my head
Makes me wanna feel the pain yet again
My eyes are red
Hang by a thread
Feel again like I'd be better off dead
The blood that I shed
The ghost in my head
Makes me wanna feel the pain yet again

THE BLOOD THAT I SHED
THE GHOST IN MY HEAD
MAKES ME WANNA FEEL THE PAIN YET AGAIN
MY EYES ARE RED
HANG BY A THREAD
FEEL AGAIN LIKE I'D BE BETTER OFF DEAD
THE BLOOD THAT I SHED
THE GHOST IN MY HEAD
MAKES ME WANNA FEEL THE PAIN YET AGAIN
MY EYES ARE RED
HANG BY A THREAD
FEEL AGAIN LIKE I'D BE BETTER OFF DEAD
KILL ME (THE BLOOD THAT I SHED, THE GHOST IN MY HEAD)
TAKE ME OUT (MAKES ME WANNA FEEL THE PAIN YET AGAIN)
KILL ME (MY EYES ARE RED, HANG BY A THREAD)
SHOOT ME DOWN (FEEL AGAIN LIKE I'D BE BETTER OFF DEAD)
(I can't)

THE GHOST IN MY HEAD MAKES ME WANNA FEEL THE PAIN OF CUTTING MYSELF AGAIN (Prod. SYCKIL)

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Prod. wxrryx
Genre: Ragecore, Distorted Trap Metal

Lyrics:
Hack off his arm, then I beat him to death with it
Murder this bitch, leave it all like an accident
It must be torture, a shot isn't adequate
No god is coming, I'm breaking your arrogance
Rip out your tongue
So you cannot talk about my girl's ass again
This ain't just a song
This is real, you won't get another chance again
Guess I gotta kill him with a fucking hammer
That's what he wanted me to get beaten with
This is all because he is so fucking jealous
He won't ever get a bitch that could eat his dick
Skin this motherfucker and get off to his cries
Stab him with a dagger right into his eyes
He chose to fight me, he's boutta pay the price
Locked in my basement, he wish the time flied
Walk up to his house, burn this shit down with kerosene
'Fore he knew me, he ain't even knew agony
Look me in my eyes, when I mess up your anatomy
I won't ever listen to the bullshit that you ask of me
Just a bitch, you hide your face under a mask
Bet you feel cool with your goddamn tats
You thought my girlfriend's up for a romance
Let me take your life with a motherfucking axe
I promise you will say that you're better off dead
Shove my gun into you, fill you up with the lead
You shouldn't try to get me mad
You surely will cry, 'fore I sever your head
Slit my wrist, just to drop my blood on you
Bitch, I'm pissed, so I put some cuts in you
You boutta wish, I never took sight of you
I found my bliss, as it ain't nobody loving you
Bitch, I'll make you slit your wrists
I'ma break your bones with my fists
You wouldn't even be missed
You should never exist

this goes to him (Prod. wxrryx)

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Prod. VINNIE
Genre: Sad Rap

Lyrics:

How can I fight?
When there's a ghost in my head
My whole damn life
I had this rope 'round my neck
Why shouldn't I die?
Cut myself after I wake up
Right after we break up, you gon' find my body bled out
What you just said now?
You won't stay now
How could you endure all my fucked up feelings and fears?
You say, you will stay right here
I can't believe that somebody will ever be there
For me
If you leave, you can find me hanging from a tree 
Let me bleed 'til death come to me
'Cause I fucking love you endlessly
You were never just a friend to me
Just reaching out for some inner peace
Spending time isolated
a man without a soul
Nighttime, I feel sedated
What I feel, no one knows
When the fuck will I change?
When the fuck will you change?
When the fuck will we start to function?
Feel like I'm going insane
When the fuck will I change?
When the fuck will you change?
When the fuck will we start to function?
But I promise that I'll never break

I promise that I'll never break


if you leave (Prod. VINNIE)

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GLXBXL GXNOCXDE

THE GHOST IN MY HEAD MAKES ME WANNA FEEL THE PAIN OF CUTTING MYSELF AGAIN (Prod. SYCKIL)

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