I wrote this for a music wellness course I am taking. It is a reminder of God's love for us in tough times...hope it blesses someone :)

Faith Hope And Love Lullaby

SUNRISE

I Had A Dream About a Tiger-/Original

Its ringing in the sky, like cannons in the sky, the music of the universe plays."

Cannons : Cover

My latest song, came out of a hard few days of processing things in my past and just feeeling the heaviness of life and sorrow around me. I just recorded it on a phone and haven't really perfected it yet, but here it is anyway, raw and real and from the bottom of my heart. 

Lyrics:
Sometimes I feel like dying, I feel like crying but no more tears come. 
Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning, feels like I'm drowning in a world
of desperation and insecurity. Whose expectation has been placed on me?
Sometimes I feel like dying, I feel like crying but no more tears come. 

Sometimes I feel like screaming to shut out the voices inside my head.
But sometimes the voices get louder, and the dreams get darker while I'm lying on my bed.
And Sometimes I hate it, sometimes I run.
Sometimes I fight it, sometimes its fun.
To see those people staring at me
Like I'm just a stranger from a distant galaxy.

They never knew me, they'll never know what was happening inside my soul.
They never knew me, now they'll never know, because once I'm gone they'll look but find me no more.

If they saw me, they'd know me, they'd love me, but maybe, they'd hate me and throw me away.

They never knew me, they'll never know what was happening inside my soul.
They never knew me, now they'll never know, because I am leaving, they'll fine me no more.
Once I am gone they'll look but find me no more. 

Sometimes I feel like laughing, but then I remember where I came from.
Sometimes I feel like dancing but then I remember what I have done. 

But you restore, You restore, You restore my soul. (x3)
So I'm not gonna die today, I'm not gonna die today, I'll stand up and take my place, I'll be ok.

Not Gonna Die

Even When I Walk Through

Just a random recording of my time with the Lord, hope this can encourage some people. Sorry the quality sucks, lol :). 

Songs: Let it Happen and Nothing I Hold on to by United Pursuit. King of my Heart, and also some of my spontaneous sounds.

Worship Time

I just wrote this song that came from my heart. Today, Jesus took me deeper to His heart, He is my friend and my loved one. With Him I am not afraid, though the meaning behind this song is deep to me I did still use cliche chords but this sound has become a simple and sweet place of connection with Jesus for me. I was taken back to the day when I turned my back on Jesus and gave up my position as 'worshipper' and instead became "musician". Jesus has redeemed me and He even redeemed that day in my memories. Now this is my statement that I am indeed worshipper before anything else. I am worshipper of my dear, dear Jesus! I hope we can all be reminded who we are, we are NOT performers, we are NOT any of the titles given us except that which God has named us by, that is first and foremost, children of God, and secondly (as I see it), worshippers. 

"Forgive me Lord for taking the glory, the glory is Yours, I am Yours."

Jesus and Me

5 seneden sonra yazdığım ilk Türkçe ilahi...Tanrım ne kadar layıktır bu övgüye!!! Umarım sizlerde benim gibi bereket alırsınız :)

The first Turkish worship song I wrote after 5 years...God is so worthy of all the Glory! I hope you are blessed by it as I was :)

Affedildim, Affedildik

"..Hold fast my people and sing
Through peace and through suffering
All for the joy that it brings, to be free
It’s gonna cost us everything
To follow one Lord and King
True love endures everything
To be free.."  -Josh Garrels

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