a tug of war dont pull the rope  i'll beg and crawl for you  ill say your name like its the last  thing i will ever do  --  sadly i relate to this part regarding my friendships to certain people, im so obsessive iwngruaibe

LYRICS:
You can't believe that you're still here
But I assure: fret not, don't fear
You're lost to time
You just keep counting, waiting

For the chance I come back
Another day we'd spend
Although your hope diminishes
You wish to see me again

And as it all just drones
As you lie there all alone
You listen for my voice
Although I'm quite not there

And as the record stands
Defeated at my own bare hands
Your mind is on the brink
But don't let these visions sink you

We can't heal every wound
So let it bleed
You want me back
I want you home
But is it really what we need?


You just can't let me go
You need to see
Sometimes you can't get what you want
So cut the link between
You and me

--

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rFF2hcosRtc 
Original by "Allenimations" 
The Nightly Manor by "Allenimations"

Between You And Me - TNM

All the times I spent with you is real, isn’t it?
How much of you was imaginary, friend?
Do I even call you that?

Is there anything to recover
Now you’ve tried the end?

[Humming]

If I know you feel
Then I know you feel
You aren’t just dead
You’re still in my head

Imaginary Friend ⭑.ᐟ The Nightly Manor

X2Download.app - That Handsome Devil - Eristocrats (Discordia pt. II) (128 kbps).mp3

Another little abuse, another pointless excuse
Another joke that's not to laugh at
Another day, feeling like I don't belong
I really don't belong
So, I end another day, feeling totally betrayed
Say hello to anger, did you miss me?
I know it so well, like a long time friend
Who smiles while poisoning me
And I don't know, if they still love me
And I don't know, if they still care
But all I really know is I am sorry
I let you let me grow, so underprepared
I'm pulling at the root to tear you off me
To see if I'll have something left
And even if it means, I'm starting over
And everything I made with you means nothing
Well, that doesn't matter
I'm alone and I'm free
'Cause there's nothing really wrong with me
And I know it doesn't matter
No matter what they tell me
Done living for someone else's time
On someone else's dime
So I'm drawing my line in the sand
'Cause I know it doesn't matter
Another thing to remake, another patient mistake
Another self humiliation
A better day, happy that I won't belong
Does anyone belong?
So, I end a lonely day feeling totally okay
Wave goodbye to anger, will you miss me?
I knew it so well, like a long time friend
We'll never be friends again
I don't really know if they still love me
And I don't know if they still care
But all I really know is I'm not sorry
'Cause I am on my own with no one there
So make me feel alone when they are with me
It sounds insane, but au contraire
I'm cutting off the parts, that kill the body
Because they never played me fair and square
And I feel fucking awesome
I'm alone, and I'm free
'Cause there's nothing really wrong with me
And I know it doesn't matter
No matter what they tell me
Done living for someone else's time
On someone else's dime
So, I'm drawing my line in the sand
'Cause I know it doesn't matter
I don't really think about your love now
And I don't think that I still care
I know without a doubt, if you could see me
I would ruin your week, your month, your year
'Cause you don't have a victim you can poison
So now the poison's all you have
I'm living a new life and don't regret it
And you just have the memory
Bet you'll never forget it
Because now I'm alone and I'm free
'Cause there's nothing really wrong with me
And I know it doesn't matter
No matter what they tell me
Done living for someone else's time
On someone else's dime
So I'm drawing my line in the sand
'Cause I know it doesn't matter
Yeah, I know it doesn't matter
(Are they growing tired of this?)
Yeah, I know it doesn't matter
(On my own I'll float above this)
And I don't really know

Sheep In Wolf Country (GHOST STORY demo)

All I Want For Christmas Is You (Broadway Gamzee)

jacknjellify made this beautiful song!

Lyrics:
We're counting on a very Merry Christmas
We're counting on a Merry Holiday
We're counting on each other to not make poor Santa suffer with all the stuff we want on Christmas day!
I want a new skateboard and some sunnies
I want a new whiteboard and some pens
I wanna be free, and I want a new TV!
And I really, really, really want some friends!
I want a new shack out in the forest
I wanna compete in my own show
I want a deck of cards, and a life that's not so hard
And I really, really, really want some snow!
We're counting on a very Merry Christmas
We're counting on a Merry Holiday
We're counting on each other to not make poor Santa suffer with all the stuff we want on Christmas day!
I want a vacation and a beach house
I want my contestants back from you
And I want everyone to get along and have some fun! But I really, really, really don't want to!
I want some new books to fill my bookshelves
And I want Five to stop being a dork
HEY!
Guys, let's please not fight! Somehow I think Eight is right...
And I really, really, really want a FORK!
NO!
We're counting on a very Merry Christmas
We're counting on a Merry Holiday
We're counting on each other to not make poor Santa suffer with all the stuff we want on Christmas day!
Hooray!

Counting on Christmas

Counting on Christmas by JNJ (JackNJellify)

Counting on Christmas (Music Video)

not my audio, if original artists asks I'll remove this
original music/upload
https://youtu.be/kY2jdcSE7gs?si=fbxmdc6cjsLo84Rr

i dont love the same way anymore (if i do at all)

Mesmerising vocals from Violet Godfrey. This song is completely original and was written by myself.

my lover blue

eMastered_eloloverblue

Spring and a Storm DEMO

Just your average sleep deprived transfem

i dont love the same way anymore (if i do at all)

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